NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I REFUSE TO BELIVE THE ENDING OF THE THIRD HOBBIT MOVIE IS REAL, BILBO AND THORIN GOT

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I REFUSE TO BELIVE THE ENDING OF THE THIRD HOBBIT MOVIE IS REAL, BILBO AND THORIN GOT MARRIED AND LIVED HAPPILY AND NO ONE EVER DIED ALR???

I want them to be happy :(

There is something so tragic about kakyoin that many people will NEVER understand.

Many will say he was one of the most useless crusaders, but that was his purpose. He was supposed to feel empty, not knowing how to deal with friends and emotions. His use was in his death, because only then you realize how truly sad his story is. That he didn’t have time to live, that his parents didn’t know about it all, that he was alone and is alone. That’s why “liminal space” art of kakyoin hits so different, I don’t even know how to explain. He fits so well as a ghost, just being around the others, not being able to talk or interact with them, just watch them so close and yet so far. Kakyoin is a masterpiece of a character.

My rating of Ninjago seasons so far

0. Pilot: personal beef with the fact that they don’t include this in Netflix, 8/10

1. Season: well what do you want me to say, it’s the classic but also very funny and how I remember Ninjago in general, 9/10

2. Season: now I feel like the second is a bit of a first rip off but anyways, 8/10

3. Season: underrated, loved it and I have no fricking idea why, the love triangle was very funny and I loved pixal, 10/10

4. Season: MY FAVORITE SEASON AS A KID but now that I rewatched it I’d say 8,5/10

5. Season: This is the season before the PEAK WRITING so I’m gonna go with 9,9/10

It was so good I loved it with my entire heart and sincere apologies to Morro, he needs a hug

6. Season: PEAK WRITING, PEAK COMEDY, PEAK CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AND STORY, Jay felt very human bc he did A LOT of mistakes which is I think good to show in a series like that and also I loved Nadakhan AS A VILLAIN because he rlly made the viewer uncomfortable and that’s a skill so an absolute 10/10

7. Season: Bruh. 0/10. Absolutely boring and lame, I fell asleep so many times on this one, only thing helping me watch it was Acronix or whatever his name was, loved him

8. Season: honestly good for a reboot but not rlly good as the other seasons, a solid 7/10

9. Season: I don’t remember it and now that I googled it I can say that this season was even weaker than 8, despite all the praise it gets, 6,5/10

10. Season: bullshit I don’t remember??? 5/10

11. Season(Snake bullshit): Bad and boring but didn’t deserve THAT much hate, 4/10

11. Season(Akita and the ice emperor thing): I honestly enjoyed this season a lot probably bc I hate harumi and loved to see Lloyd move on but also Akita is very precious and ZANE VILLAIN OMG he deserves his villain arc, 9/10

12. Season (prime empire): now this is where I feel like the Ninjago writers caught the thought of their own show again, a solid 9,5/10 for the plot, characters and especially the dude who found out he’s in a video game

12. Season(The princess Vania and cole thing): Uh. Uhhhhhh. How do I say this? I couldn’t keep watching it was very boring and idk why so many ppl love it :(, 4/10

13. The island: eh, 7/10 I liked Zane and Lloyd

14. Seabound: GRRRRRR FAVOURITE SEASON EVER ITS SO GODDAMN GOOD NYA DESERVED HER ARC AND I WILL STAND BY THE FACT THAT ITS GREAT, I LOVE BENTHOMAAR AND ILL REPEAT MYSELF, ITS GREAT, 10/10

15. Crystallized: I loved it, a worthy end for the franchise and a good ending of some of the story arcs, they could’ve pulled out more but it’s a series for kids so it’s fine! 9/10

God, that was a journey. Finally finished this list after almost a year but I’m glad I did :)

Autism is embarrassing. So embarrassing. Embarrassing to unmask, embarrassing to use chewlery in school that I CANT FUNCTION WITHOUT since I have it. Very embarrassing. Worst thing is when people stare at me because of it.

Oh, I also forgot how embarrassing it is to even TALK ABOUT autism. You can feel how uncomfortable the other person starts to become.