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Scorpio  Scorpio Moon

Emotional Exorcism 

Emotions are a source of energy for Scorpio. Wherever emotion goes, it makes passion, desire, love, and collision flow. It’s difficult for Scorpios not to pour their whole spirit into their emotional pursuits, they can become unwillingly attached, infatuated, and consumed. Whatever they become emotional about can seem like a matter of life and death. Scorpios are naturally impassioned, and when their hearts have locked forces their resolve is inspiringly remarkable. This is why Scorpios can become explosive, commanding, and ferocious in debate and ensuring the message is heard. They can become intensely frustrated and agitated toward people who disrespect their craft, conviction, or calling. They put their heart and soul into these pursuits, they represent a part of themselves released from the shackles and exposed vulnerably to the world. The Scorpio’s emotions are like a morse-code, and next to impossible for anyone but the Scorpio to decode, but this can only follow intense self-reflection and painful self-honesty. Emotions intrude like masked assassins and the message is obscure, complex, and lurid. They can become very good at containing these in the short term, but that dense and opaque fire is always burning behind the eyes. They are forced to tear themselves to shreds with psychological incisions to source the mood, the emotion, and the wound, learning to decrypt their emotions like a psychic psychiatrist and read them like it’s someone else’s diary. There are multiple layers and currents in every emotion, and the mood prevails long after the physical experience has vanished. This can be demanding, so it’s common for Scorpios to shut themselves off from people for days and crawl into spaces that nobody knows.

-C.

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MY TOP 3 FAVORITE COMPOSITE RISINGS

GEMINI RISING - maybe this is me being a friends to lovers kinda gal or opposites attract type of lover but… I love this one. Its my favorite. It gives me best friends realizing how much they actually like each other. From the outside looking in it seems unlikely and weird or that they just don’t look like they belong together but in the end they’re perfect for each other. Eventually the world sees it too. They give each other enough space, usually great communication and both seemingly can’t get bored of each other even if the relationship seems boring. I think this is why Monica and Chandler are one of my favorite tv couples. This rising is literally them.

CANCER RISING (and kinda) VENUS - the couple that everyone’s like “ that’s mom and dad” if you know what I mean 😭 it’s so nurturing and caring. The relationship literally feels like home. “You are my home” Image a couple running towards each other after being apart for so long just wanting to hold each other again and feel safe in each others arms. That’s what it feels like to me. They build a home together with their relationship. They probably quite literally feel warm with each other and that makes my heart just go 💕💕💕

SCORPIO RISING - Not everyone can deal with this but I like the intensity 😈 The unpredictable passionate couple. They’re so intense and dramatic I love it. The dedication and loyalty these couples have to each other is unreal. When they’re together everyone’s like “ Oh yeah they’re hot” and they know it. This coupes praises and raises each other up. And they can’t seem to keep their hands of each other (whether in public or in private 👀) sure jealousy issues might arise but it’s a ride or die relationship and I’m always down for that.

HONORABLE MENTIONS: Leo and Libra rising

I’m not sure if any other Scorpio moons feel like this…

But my soul is very very dark. There are things I try to not admit to myself, and often times my Aries head gets in the way. Things that make me question if maybe I really am a psychopath deep down, but I keep it tucked away because I must be socially acceptable.

And I’m not talking about my dark soul like… Emo talk “oh I’m so evil” or “oh my soul is so dark haha tehe” I mean in all actuality.

I had something happen recently where I had to take the life of an animal - it was her time to go, and I was the only one could could stomach to do it, but I still question myself on it because of feeling that came up while I was doing it that I will not admit to…

Because if I do… I’ll sound like a monster.

Thoughts?

AN ELABORATE RANT ON LIBRAS

I don't care what anyone thinks but Libras are so fucking vain. I hate them. I live with two Libras, one is a Libra sun and the other one is a Libra moon. When I tell you they're superficial, I mean it

Dude, for fucks sake, they get on my damn nerves. They make me wanna run in the opposite direction. They're emotional toddler's, displaying zero emotional maturity. My Scorpio ass can't deal with their judgmental shallow selves. They're creepy and violate boundaries. Everything is always about them. They take zero accountability about the crap they put you through. They blame you for shit they've done wrong and when you confront them, they shut you down because they don't like having real, hard conversations. Apparently, it doesn't fit their, "Oh I'm too perfect for this world" aesthetic.

How can someone be so self-obsessed and self-absorbed to a point where they don't see the damage they're doing? I hate people who are not connected to their own selves and spend a lifetime trying to fit into someone else's idea of perfectionism. Nothing is perfect. We're all flawed. I find beauty in it. I don't like the idea of slipping everything under the rug, pretending all's good, when my life is falling apart. I don't want to put nail polish on my toes and strut around in an embellished gown when I feel like drowning in a river.

I don't understand why Libra's act the way they do. Why do they grow up as entitled stupid brats? Why does no one knock sense into them and burst their bubble? Why does no one tell them growing up they can't use people and throw them away like used tissue papers? I wonder why there's no guilt, no remorse, it's pure selfishness. You do them dirty the way they did you, and they'll come at you with cusses, crawling out of their diplomatic glittery shell. I know psychology has little to do with astrology but fuck, why are libras such narcissists?

Libra, if this is you, you need to fucking read this carefully. Running away from your problems and avoiding talking about them is not gonna help you. Learn to own your mistakes, apologize for them, don't let your pride turn you into a dickhead who runs away and hides in a cave like a coward. Stop being a judgemental asshole and let people be. Not everyone wants to fit into an aesthetic where you gotta be pretentious, vain and self-centered. Please outgrow your toxic ways and tap into your emotions you materialistic piece of shit.

THE MOON IS IN SCORPIO 😈🔥MUAHAHAHAHA