MY TOP 3 FAVORITE COMPOSITE RISINGS

MY TOP 3 FAVORITE COMPOSITE RISINGS

GEMINI RISING - maybe this is me being a friends to lovers kinda gal or opposites attract type of lover but… I love this one. Its my favorite. It gives me best friends realizing how much they actually like each other. From the outside looking in it seems unlikely and weird or that they just don’t look like they belong together but in the end they’re perfect for each other. Eventually the world sees it too. They give each other enough space, usually great communication and both seemingly can’t get bored of each other even if the relationship seems boring. I think this is why Monica and Chandler are one of my favorite tv couples. This rising is literally them.

CANCER RISING (and kinda) VENUS - the couple that everyone’s like “ that’s mom and dad” if you know what I mean 😭 it’s so nurturing and caring. The relationship literally feels like home. “You are my home” Image a couple running towards each other after being apart for so long just wanting to hold each other again and feel safe in each others arms. That’s what it feels like to me. They build a home together with their relationship. They probably quite literally feel warm with each other and that makes my heart just go 💕💕💕

SCORPIO RISING - Not everyone can deal with this but I like the intensity 😈 The unpredictable passionate couple. They’re so intense and dramatic I love it. The dedication and loyalty these couples have to each other is unreal. When they’re together everyone’s like “ Oh yeah they’re hot” and they know it. This coupes praises and raises each other up. And they can’t seem to keep their hands of each other (whether in public or in private 👀) sure jealousy issues might arise but it’s a ride or die relationship and I’m always down for that.

HONORABLE MENTIONS: Leo and Libra rising

A Letter to my unrequited love - II

{Confessions of a scorpio moon}

You'd dump your trauma on me and I'd take it all happily, thinking it'd help you feel better, lighter. I thought you deserved to feel the happiest. And I'd easily swap your pain with the rare moments of joy I managed to feel. I stayed up at nights listening to you vent about your failed relationships, madly in love with you, shattering silently on the floor of my bedroom, ignoring my pain and paying heed to yours. You always came first, right? You were so dreamy, how could anyone ever hurt you? It felt absolutely cruel. I wanted to nurse your wounds and it was honestly too late when I realized that I was burning myself all throughout to warm you up. I didn't stop though. Why would I? You were someone I'd never want to lose. You made me feel wanted for a short amount of time. Your scraps of love and attention made me feel like a queen. I felt so loved. It touched my heart. No one ever expressed that kind of love to me before. I didn't even love myself half as much as I loved you. I was trained to be a giver, to cater to everyone else's needs and the same pattern unfolded here. You kept depleting me of the little love I had and I didn't mind it. We both would pour our love into you and I'd watch you bloom. You'd give your love to everyone except me. I wanted to claim a piece of your love. Your time. Your attention. I wanted to talk to you. I wanted to go deep into your psyche to understand and explore every bit of you. Everything you did made me fall for you harder and harder. It seemed to me like you enjoyed hurting me. Making me wait. Watching me get jealous. Triggering my childhood wounds. You'd feel cocky and arrogant knowing I was so desperate to talk to you. I'd sacrifice my self-respect and initiate a conversation all the time. You'd play it cool. You were cool. But you were cold. And distant too. You often called me names, insulted me and made me feel like trash. You didn't hesitate to walk all over me or use me like your punchbag. You took your anger out on me and I took the abuse not knowing how to pull myself out of the mess I got into.

I have spent sleepless nights trying to figure out why I wasn't enough. I questioned my worth several times. I never felt like I could match up to you. I could never meet you up there. The more I loved you, the more I began to hate myself. I didn't love myself even half as much as I loved you. It didn't make sense to me. But I didn't care. Until you broke my heart. Brutally. You stabbed my back with a smile on your face. Damn, your smile. It melted my broken heart. I couldn't bring myself to hate you. But I had to. I had to do something about it. I had nothing left. I felt hopeless and powerless. It was the last straw that broke the camel's back. Had it been a little sooner, I wouldn't have to move mountains to heal myself. Maybe it'd come easy.

Thank you for being the braver one among the two of us. One of us had to do it. One of us had to break my heart. Thankyou for leaving me broken. I've built it stronger this time. Don't bother knocking on the door. You're not welcome.

-R

I have 7 Scorpio placements in my Natal Chart and I can sense lies from a mile away. I also have a Taurus stellium which implies that not only do I have zero tolerance for lies, but I also thrive at finding them out. You lie, you die bitch. I don't give second chances to people. Come clean is all I say. Don't try to outsmart me because I know what's up with your lying ass. If I find you lying (which btw, I will) for futile, petty shit, you lose all my respect. And as a consequence, I will cut you off because I don't like an unequal give and take. Don't mess with me because I always know what's up. I see through a web of lies. Kind of a blessing as well as a curse, I'm not complaining though.

Preach 🙌

I hate it when people say u need to learn the basics of art before u go into it...the true way to learn art is actually going directly to drawing what you like, then being so attached to it that you have to go back and learn the fundamentals in order to make the art of what you like better.

THE MOON IS IN SCORPIO 😈🔥MUAHAHAHAHA

halfway through the year and im already dreading spotify wrapped season "aah I listened to music that I liek and makes me happy all year im so embarrassed!!" embarrassing spotify wraps aren't real they're a myth invented by the tumblr industrial cringe complex to sell more cringe. listening to music is one of the most self indulgent human activities u literally can't do it wrong. if you listened to a terrible song 500 times ur beautiful and I love you.