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1 year ago

Astrology Observations (aspect edition)

-Moon negative aspecting Venus is painful for feelings towards people. Like deadass the constant question they ask themselves is “Do I like this person like a friend or do I actually wanna kiss them?” -Moon square Chiron is a painful existence bruh. I have this aspect a very close aspect too so...There is a tendency to ignore my own needs in favor of others but I am slowly learning to be better with taking care of my self. I think certain things about the aspect can be different depending on the signs and possible house placements. Idk how to elaborate on that so let’s move on and talk about it another day. - Sun conjunct Mars people tend to be emotionally closed off in my opinion. I think the traits of the sign the Mars is in can affect how emotionally closed off at least from what I have seen so far. Like I know someone who had a Scorpio sun and Scorpio mars and damn bruh. I would find myself feeling their feelings with such an intensity. Sometimes I wonder if there is a certain aspect between our charts that would explain this as well but idk. Anyways there was always this sense that I could feel something deep in my body that something was up, but when I asked anyone else they apparently didn’t come to the same conclusion as I did about this person’s emotions. -Oh random thing about this person I was talking about in the previous point there was this time when I was around them and I felt something was off. At the time I couldn’t really understand why but it was very much about them. I kept that in the back of my mind thinking that I was reading too much into things. Then they talked to me later on in the day about their intense back pain and bruh...my body kicked into overdrive lowkey. I felt this urge to yell at them about not taking care of themselves more and wanting to help them a fuck ton with anything. Like oh you’re trying to pick something off the ground, no the fuck you are not! It’s an odd thing but I think it has something to do with their moon in my sixth house as well, but ehh

I hope you enjoyed this post of my random ramblings. Would love to know what you guy’s thoughts are.


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1 year ago

I was going to title this my “unpopular opinions on Astro placements” but honestly I'm not sure if any of them will be unpopular. Anyways here we go.

-Scorpio placements are not as intuitive as some people say they are. Idk if it's just the Scorpio placements I have met but they just get shit wrong. Like no I am not mad at you I just disagreed with you on something. If I didn't like you or was mad at you it would be far more obvious than just a change in the tone of my voice or closed off body language. One time I had a person just stop talking to me because they assumed I didn't want to talk to them anymore. How did they get that idk...It was so weird bro.

Look at your 4th and 6th house and what sign is in them. Honestly look at the planets you have in them while you are at it. I have mine in Scorpio and Capricorn with my 6th house containing my Neptune. Now I tend to have an interesting attachment to people with Scorpio and Capricorn placements. Separately I will feel alright but when someone has both signs in their big six or whatever I get confusing emotions. Let me go into my examples...

My mother has a Scorpio mercury and Capricorn placement and I didn't get an emotional attachment like you would expect. I came to the realization that I don't love her a couple of years ago. When I was younger I would talk to my mom and such more out of my need for safety which meant to keep my mother in a good mood. Not because I found her as comforting or safe. I don't know about you but I didn't want to accept the idea that I didn't love my mother at first. But it pains me because when I was younger I felt that the reason I did so much for my mother emotionally was because I loved and cared for her, but as I have grown up that was not true. I know that sounds odd but it's just how it is.

Anyways there is also my boyfriend who has a Scorpio sun, mercury, and rising. Along with a Capricorn mars and I felt this intense feeling of comfort and trust with him when I first met him. Which I can't lie confused and worried the fuck out of me. Anyways I love him and that is that. I believe even if we broke up for whatever reason I would still want him in my life because I have made him a part of my family.

Another fun fact about me or even with the houses. I have my south node in Capricorn and in my 6th house. I would love to know if anyone had some interesting bonds with people who have placements with their nodes.

In conclusion (of that whole rambling) Look at the fourth house and the house where your south node resides in and please tell me some of the experiences you have had with people with signs in those placements.

Every cardinal sign (Aries, Capricorn, Libra, and Cancer) is a little bitch. Lol jk maybe...


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1 year ago

Aries Venus (written by an aries venus)

Alright let's talk about the basic stuff first...yes we move on quickly just like we act quickly when we have feelings for someone. That doesn't mean we can't commit and/or be subtle. SOME PEOPLE JUST BORED US AND WE DON'T WANNA PLAY WITH THEIR FEELINGS BY PRETENDING WE ARE INTO THEM!

Anyways let me talk about some of my experience in love so far. When I was younger when I liked someone I went for them but sometimes people would just be into me. I would naturally get curious like "oh you're into me let's have some fun bruh." Then after a week or two I would end it cause honestly I didn't have a crush on you till you admitted you had a crush on me. Idk how other people would have dealt with it but my ass ended things quickly instead of trying to keep something not meant to be going.

I think we might lose interest quickly because we wanna be wanted and to want. Personally I would prefer us to be two people who have chosen to love each other as opposed to love "just happening". Idk if that makes sense but it's whatever.

Tips to try getting together with an Aries Venus

Be Yourself:

Let me elaborate here, so imagine we are in a rom-com or whatever (I know my Libra and Pisces Venuses can relate to some extent to wanting a movie like romance) So we are the two leads in the movie not the side characters who get together at the end of the movie. Some movies make the side characters getting together cuter than the main couple but most do not...looking at you high school musical.

Anyways what does the main love interest supposed to have? A LIFE

Because we are two people living our lives not just two people where the sexual orientations and genders correspond and the writers just decide to get us together. You have passions? Be proud of that. I wanna hear about it even if it's something random like knitting or fostering dogs. I feel like confidence is naturally an attractive thing but sometimes people aren't confident in themselves yet. Honestly niether is Aries Venus people surprising I know

Enjoy the experience that you live even if the relationship doesn't last for more than a week:

I think people forget sometimes that sure a relationship that lasted a long time affects you greatly but that doesn't mean that a relationship that last for a short time doesn't affect you as well. If you have parental issues then you probably already know that to some extent that time doesn't grow a bond.

Anyways that's all I have for now. Hope you enjoyed and I would love to know anyone's thoughts or even experiences with an Aries Venus.


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1 year ago

Here are some photos of my cats since I can’t really think of much for astrology rn. Plus they are adorable bruh ❤️

Here Are Some Photos Of My Cats Since I Cant Really Think Of Much For Astrology Rn. Plus They Are Adorable
Here Are Some Photos Of My Cats Since I Cant Really Think Of Much For Astrology Rn. Plus They Are Adorable

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1 year ago

Questions for my fellow Ascendant Aspects

Alright just to preface this I have my Neptune Opposite my Ascendant, Sun trine Ascendant (a weak aspect tho), Pluto trine Ascendant, Venus trine Ascendant. Which you could combine my Pluto aspects as well (which are Sun trine Pluto, and mars conjunct Pluto, and Jupiter opposition Pluto). And all of the signs for each placement is simply this. Sun & Venus: Aries, Mars & Pluto: Sagittarius, Ascendant: Leo, Jupiter: Gemini, and Neptune: Aquarius.

Here are some questions if anybody that has the same aspects to any degree.

-Do you feel like you are constantly being looked at in some way? Idk how to explain it but it feels like I am kinda on a stage performing for a audience but I’m playing myself most times.(Maybe it’s my Leo rising but yeah.) -Do you feel almost not human? I don’t feel any superiority over people but more along the lines of I understand I am a person but at the same time I feel like a racoon who can do a great human impression.  -I have been told a couple times that I look very serious and people have assumed that I would be very critical (kind of like a hardass), but then they meet me and I’m one of the nicest people they have met. Which feels odd because I don’t feel like I am a nice person actually I feel like I’m mean as fuck. I am writing this whole ass post because some of these questions have been bothering me for years (maybe since I was in my early teens). I’m curious about anybody and their experiences and honestly oof…