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Life Is Full Of Surprises

Life is full of surprises

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Johnny x reader, Johnny x Ten, Hendery x reader

Genre: Fluff, to angst, to fluff again

Warnings: None

Word count: 4.2k (4247 words)

Summary: Dating Johnny was literally a dream come true, but what happens when he realises that he realises that he has feelings for someone else? And what if you started having feelings for someone else, too?

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Dating Johnny is such a blessing. Being loved by Johnny is an even bigger blessing. You always considered yourself too lucky to find such person. There were days when you doubted whether you actually deserve him or not.

Johnny is really fun to be around, he understands you, he pays you attention, but doesn’t pressure you. Every day you got to spend with him was amazing. Even with the small disagreements or arguments here and there. You wouldn’t trade him for the world.

You also understood Johnny very well. You could tell if something was wrong by just taking a look at him. So this is how you realized something was really wrong, even after Johnny denied it.

At first, it didn’t seem to be something too serious and Johnny told you he was just a little stressed because of his job. So you excused his bad mood and tried to cheer him up a little.

You knew that Johnny had a really busy schedule, so you never asked to see him, you knew that he had limited free time. You still sent him ‘good morning’ and ‘good night’ texts along with some other comforting words. He always asked about how your day was too. But you could barely meet once a week.

You knew something was seriously wrong when Johnny seemed to never be in a good mood, even after having a whole week to see you. You started to get worried about so many things. You were sure Johnny loved you, so what happened to make him act so distant? Did you pressure him with your daily texts? Did he consider meeting once a week a responsibility?

Every time you asked him, he swore he was just tired and that there was nothing wrong with your behavior. He tried to appear more cheery but you knew Johnny too well and you knew the smiles were fake.

One of the most concerning things was that even when you met, Johnny didn’t kiss you except the ‘hello’ and ‘goodbye’ kisses. At first you thought the problem was your appearance, but since you always met at your house, you were just wearing you pajamas, wanting to be comfortable.

You started wearing casual clothes, nothing special, but you would look good enough for a walk in the park for example. Yet, Johnny didn’t even notice the difference, since his behavior was still the same.

As if you weren’t stressed about it before, the weekly meetings became biweekly, every other Friday night to be exact. You were considered lucky if you got more than a hug from Johnny in a day. You decided it was time to speak up about it and ask Johnny what his real problem was.

Coincidentally, it was the same day he decided to talk to you about it. But, the problem was something you never expected to happen.

A “We need to talk,” has never hurt you this much in the past.

“First of all, I want to remind you that I love you and this won’t ever change. I love you even if I didn’t show it much. I’m sorry for treating you like that. It’s honestly stressed me even more when I realized. I didn’t mean to change the way I act around you, but there’s something that stops me from acting the way an actual boyfriend should act.” He made a large pause, but that didn’t prepare you for his next words.

“I love you, but I’m not in love with you. What I mean is, I don’t have romantic feelings for you. I love you, but it has faded into a platonic way. But that’s not even the problem, I know that after a certain stage, a relationship isn’t only lovey dovey, it’s about understanding the other person and being able to communicate well. It’s about respecting the other and about being able to live with them. And I felt like we reached this stage and I was fine with that. But, I realized that I started having romantic feelings for another person.” You were sure he could hear your heart breaking. He has now holding your hands in between his, squeezing them tightly.

“And as if it couldn’t get worse, this person is a person we both know and a person I get to see a lot because of work,” he said and you flinched. You tried to free your hands and move away from him, but he didn’t let you. Not before he whispered the name of the person that now had his heart.

“It’s Ten.” And you felt the tears finally spilling from your eyes. Johnny couldn’t look at you after admitting all this. He just stared at his hands that previously held yours.

After a few minutes of silence, you spoke up, even if your voice was shaky. “A-are you two dating?” you managed to ask and he shook his head ‘no’.

“No, I wouldn’t do that while still dating you. I needed to talk to you first.” He softly said and you nodded.

“Are you gonna date now?” you asked, knowing that you wouldn’t get the answer you wanted.

“If he wants to, then yes.” he admitted and you again nodded not being able to say anything.

Johnny suddenly got up and brought you a few tissues and a glass of water. He wiped your tears and waited for you to drink your water.

“I’m gonna give you some time to decide whether you want to see me again or not. But, I would really like it if you were still a part of my life, because as I said, I love you very much and don’t want to lose you.” He said and got up.

“I am going for a walk and to bring you something nice to eat. I’ll be back soon, but you will have the time you usually need to relax. If you don’t want to see me again, then immediately tell me and I’ll leave the food at your door, go home and never bother you again.” He carefully said and put on his shoes, leaving you alone with your thoughts.

You wanted Johnny to be happy. And if being with Ten made him happy then you wished nothing more. But you weren’t sure if you could bear the sight of the two together. But you loved Johnny too much and not having him in your life would hurt you more than seeing him happy with another person.

When Johnny came back with a bag full of your favorite foods and candies, you greeted him with a small smile and let him in, a sign that made Johnny grin at you. You both sat on the couch and Johnny took your hands in his again.

“So what did you decide?” he carefully asked.

“Not having you in my life will hurt more than seeing you happy with another person. I’m not greedy. I love you and want what’s best for you, so if you feel like you’ll be happy with Ten, then I will not stop you.” You said and Johnny engulfed you in a big hug.

“Thank you so much, I promise I’ll never let you down again and I’ll always be here to support you and to love you.” He said and you shed a few more tears, but wiped them quickly.

“I want to be happy for you, so please, if it all goes well and ten agrees, I want to see you two a lot and get used to the idea of you dating. Of course, if Ten is comfortable with this too.” You said and he nodded. “Anything for you, (y/n).”

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Ten was shocked after Johnny’s confession, but he admitted he had feelings for him for a long time too and the pair started dating.

It wasn’t long before Johnny decided it was time to grand your wishes and asked you to come pick them up after practice so the three of you could go somewhere nice to eat.

It seemed to be the worst decision you ever made, because as soon as you stepped foot in the room you felt 23 pairs of eyes turn to you, all but 2 pairs, were filled with pity.  Johnny ran to hug you and to spin you around.

“Hi, I missed you” he said and put you down and you could feel everyone stare at the two of you.

“I missed you too” you replied and turn to look behind him, where Ten was approaching with small and careful steps. You must have managed to smile a convincing smile when you met his eyes, because his seemed to widen.

“Hi Ten, how have you been?” You asked kindly.

“I’m good, how about you?” He softly asked.

“I’ve been doing well too. Well, trying, but I think it’s going well.” You joked, but you could feel that your attempt to lighten up the mood and joke about the subject wasn’t exactly appreciated by the rest of the members.

Taeyong broke the long silence by saying that practice was over and the members could go back to their other activities. That was your cue to quickly exit the room, the couple following you all the way to the restaurant without speaking up at all, except from when they had to order.

“I would appreciate it if you told the members to stop looking at me with pity in their eyes. It can get a little annoying, you know.” You said and Ten chocked at your words, but Johnny seemed to not be phased by it.

“They will get used to it the more time you spend with us. I’m sorry, but I’m sure they will soon stop.” Johnny apologized and filled your glass with water.

The next few times you picked the guys up were also filled with awkwardness and it was understandable, but as time passed it got fixed. The boys tried to not stare at you, or to start a conversation on a random topic to avoid awkwardness. They seemed as if they were slowly getting used to you being around and didn’t focus on the situation with Johnny.

You greeted everyone with a kind smile, told them to not overwork themselves and to take care of themselves and they told you the same thing back with an equal amount of kindness. What you missed was the eye roll coming from Xiaojun, right after you left the WayV practice room with Ten. The others looked at him confused and he sighed.

“It’s not that I don’t like her or something, but all this seems too much of an act. She just can’t accept the fact that she loved someone and they didn’t love her back. Personally, I wouldn’t stay around the person that didn’t love me in order to ‘get over’ them or whatever she says. She is dumb for staying around and accepting being treated like that.” He reasoned, but no one spoke up afterwards, not knowing whether they agree with him or not.

It hadn’t been long before Ten and you started meeting without Johnny, an idea Johnny proposed, but never forced you to actually do. Ten asked you to come after practice and to go together at the WayV dorms to hang out.

You walked in and was immediately greeted by a puppy running to you and barking. Ten picked it up and the puppy leaned closer to smell you. “This is Bella, Bella say hi to (y/n). She’s my friend, say hi” Ten rocked Bella and moved a little closer. You let Bella lick your hand and she started wiggling her tail. “Oh, I just remembered! I brought some treats with me!” You said and opened your bag bringing out the dog treats. Ten put Bella down and you crouched to be closer to her level.

You asked her to sit and at first she didn’t listen, not accepting orders from strangers, but then Ten said it at the same time with you and she did. You gave her a small treat and petted her, a small ‘good girl, Bella’ coming from your lips, making her wiggle her tail even more and bark excitedly. From the corner of your eye you noticed a figure moving, Xiaojun coming out a room with Bella’s leash in his hands.

Ten asked her to give him her paw and she did and he gave her another treat. You did a small clap for Bella, which earned a chuckle by Xiaojun.

“I’m taking Bella for a walk, we will be back later.” He said and put the leash on an excited Bella, who barked recognizing the word ‘walk’.

Lucas walked out of a room putting on his jacket. He let out a small ‘what’s up’, which a nod towards you and you did a small wave. Soon, the two of them were out the door leaving you and Ten in the living room.

The conversation seemed to run smoothly, there were a few awkward silences here and there, but it was nothing compared to the first few times you went out with them. Somehow the topic changed to Johnny and it seemed as if Ten got a little bit too comfortable, because he started talking about their dates.

You thought that by talking freely about their relationship would finally help you and that could finally feel happy for them. Ten realized that you didn’t try to change the topic and took it as a sign to talk more freely.

The weight in your heart started getting bigger, but you didn’t blame Ten for anything. He did exactly what you wanted him to do. He talked exactly about the things you wanted him to talk. The more he talked about Johnny the bigger the lump in your throat was getting.

But he was so excited that he could finally talk freely about Johnny that he failed to realize that your face fell the more he talked. When he realized that he had reached too far, it was too late, because he was interrupted by a sob. You couldn’t control it anymore. You put your hand over your mouth and tried to stop, but you couldn’t anymore. All this time, you never allowed yourself to cry about it, wanting to be happy for Johnny. The pressure of all this time came crushing and the tears couldn’t stop spilling from your eyes.

At first Ten didn’t know what to do and just stared at you, but then he quickly engulfed you in a hug. You buried your face in his chest and continued crying. He pulled you close, petting your head and whispering small ‘it will soon be okay’ and ‘let it all out’s.

Your tears were wetting through his shirt, but Ten didn’t care. He rocked you from side to side, until your sobs started getting quieter and quieter. When you finally stopped crying, you slowly moved away and before you could even react Ten’s hands came up to your face, wiping away your tears.

He gave you a comforting smile and offered to bring you some tissues and some water. You nodded, not trusting your voice and leaned back on the couch, letting your eyes close. Ten came back and you whispered a small ‘thanks’ drinking the water.

“I’m sorry for your shirt” you pointed at the wet point on his shirt and he laughed and waved you off. “It doesn’t matter. Do you feel better?” he asked and you nodded. “I’m sorry for being a little too comfortable. I thought you were okay with talking about it, since you didn’t try to change the subject or anything.” He said and it was your time to wave him off. “Don’t worry about it. I wanted you to talk about it and I think that I’m better now, so please try to talk about it again.” You said and Ten nodded.

“Go change your shirt,” you laughed after a small silence and he laughed too. “Okay, I’ll be back in 2 seconds.” He said and run off towards a room. As if on cue, another door opened and Hendery and Yangyang came out. You felt your face getting red, since they probably heard you crying and it was obvious, because of your red eyes.

The boys were holding their two cats and moved towards their bowls, as it was probably time to feed them, but stopped when they saw you. “Do you like cats?” Yangyang asked carefully and you nodded. “Would you like to see them?” He asked again and you nodded.

The boys moved towards you on the couch and sat on each side of you with the cats in their arms. Leon, the cat Hendery was holding, was the first one to move towards you, while Louis at first avoided you.

“Don’t worry about Louis, he just doesn’t trust people easily. But he will like you, Louis only likes good people.” Yangyang jokingly said, earning a chuckle from you and Hendery.

“If Louis doesn’t like me, I’ll cry even harder.” You again tried to joke, but Yangyang gave you a playful stern look, while Hendery let out an awkward laugh. Leon jumped down from your arms and moved towards his bowls, a signal that it was finally his time to eat and that he would start meowing if he didn’t soon get his food.

Ten walked out of his room and saw Leon meowing at the bowl, so he went to get the cat food, a hungry Louis jumping off Yangyang’s lap after hearing Ten open the cabinet. Yangyang followed Louis, leaving you and Hendery alone on the couch. There was an awkward silence after that.

“I’m sorry to ask but, were you crying?” he said softly and you looked away. “Well, yes, but I’m better now.” He nodded. “We didn’t hear you, but your eyes are a little red and swollen. This is how I realized. Oh, your nose too. You’re like… Rudolf! Or, like when it’s winter and you go out and it’s too cold, so your nose becomes red. But the cute way though, you don’t look bad, you look beautiful.” Hendery rambled and you both blushed at his sudden compliment.

“I-I’m sorry. I-I will go with Yangyang now. Have fun with Ten and… I hope you don’t cry anymore.” He awkwardly said and left and you internally laughed at his behavior.

Ten came back, as Hendery practically ran out of the room. He chuckled at his friend’s weird behavior and sat down next to you, putting on a random movie to watch.

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After the incident at the WayV dorm it was obvious to everyone that you had gone through a change. You started feeling better, you have talked about Johnny with Ten a few more times and Ten made a bold move to talk about kissing Johnny. That’s when you realized you didn’t mind anymore. You spoke so calmly, joked with Ten about it and laughed when he started blushing.

You could proudly say you were finally over Johnny. Your feelings weren’t toxic anymore. You were finally happy for the couple. Finally happy that Johnny found his happiness in his friend Ten and happy that Ten appreciated Johnny and treated him well.

Now, whenever you hung out with them, you genuinely had fun. You grew so close to Ten, you could practically call him your best friend. After letting him see you in such vulnerable position, you allowed yourself to trust him and open up to him more. He trusted you too, knowing you tried hard to become the person you were today and appreciated you.

In addition, you learned a few interesting stuff about the members, especially the WayV members, among them, you learned about Hendery’s fondness of you.

At first you thought you were just overreacting and his kind comments and slightly touchy behavior was just a sign of friendliness. You had spent many afternoons at the WayV dorm and have been around everyone, so you thought it was just his style of showing that he is warming up around you, just like how Xiaojun started trying to make a conversation with you, as a way to apologise for the way he used to treat you.

But, Ten’s teasing comments whenever he saw you and Hendery act a little more than friendly, made you consider the possibility of Hendery having a crush on you.

One day, you and Hendery were laughing a little too hard at something Hendery said and he made some teasing comment again, being his usual self.

At the moment you didn’t actually pay attention to Ten’s comment, too busy laughing with Hendery, pushing his shoulder as he pushed your legs, before resting his head on your lap, small giggles escaping his lips, as he tried to calm himself down and your hand reached his hair, softly playing with it, your giggles and heavy breathing matching his.

“I guess you’re too busy flirting to pay me any attention, so I’m taking Louis away until you decide to remember our existence.” Ten said again and took Louis from beside you, leaving you and Hendery a blushing mess.

None of you tried to correct Ten and you just looked awkwardly at each other. “Don’t pay him too much attention, you know how much of a tease he is,” you said trying to save the both of you from the embarrassing situation and Hendery just let out a quiet ‘yeah’, before looking away. The situation made you wanna cringe so hard, but you tried changing the topic.

“Ten is probably so done with us having fun without him, so how about we go for a walk and then come back to give him the attention he wants?” You joked and Hendery let out a chuckle. “He is jealous because you don’t laugh at his jokes.” He shook his head and got up sticking his hand out for you. “Get up let’s go for that walk.” He said and you took his hand in yours getting up.

It was surprisingly cold outside and none of you were prepared for it, but it didn’t matter, because you were having so much fun talking with Hendery, that you didn’t pay the cold around you any attention.

However it was obvious that you were cold, because your noses had turned red from the cold. You had sat on a bench with Hendery and you both sat close to each other, trying to warm yourselves up, using each other’s heat.

Hendery was staring at you and you blushed under his gaze. He then looked away, shaking his head, letting out an awkward chuckle. “What?” you asked, confused at his behavior and he shook his head again. “It’s nothing, I just remembered something.” He said. “What is it?” you pressed and he refused to look at you. “It’s dumb.” He said and you pushed his shoulder softly.

“Come on, tell me, you can trust me, I won’t make fun of you or something.” You said and he looked down. “No, that’s not it, it’s dumb, don’t worry about it.” He said and you whined. “Tell me, I’m so curious now.”

“Okay,” he said and looked into your eyes. “I remembered that day you had cried and then I sat with you. Do you remember it?” He asked and you nodded.

“How could I forget that day?” You chuckled, trying to joke, but the serious look in his eyes stopped you.

“Your nose is red again, this time from the cold and it reminded me of that day.” He stopped and took a deep breath.

“You’re so beautiful, even like this. That day, today too and every day in general. You’re so, so beautiful.” He said and you felt your cheeks heat up, as if you weren’t trembling from the cold.

And it was true, you weren’t trembling because of the cold anymore. Hendery was slowly leaning in and you were too. Moments before your lips touched, his warm hand held your cold one, as he laced your fingers together.

You closed the distance between you and suddenly the cold didn’t matter. It was only you and Hendery there. No other people, no kids with scarves and jackets a little too big for them, no parents chasing their kids to take them home, so they don’t catch a cold. Just you and Hendery, your lips softly moving against each other’s.

Your hand held his tightly and he smiled at your cute habit. You tilted your head to the side, deepening the kiss and his tongue asked for permission. You accepted and your tongues came in contact, softly gliding against each other’s. His free hand came up to your cheek, as your hand held his shirt tightly, the excitement from finally kissing Hendery being obvious.

You disconnected your lips and rested your foreheads against each other, smiling like little kids. “It’s a little too cold and as much as I love seeing you become Rudolf, I don’t want you to catch a cold, so let’s go back to the dorm.” He said and you laughed.

“Let’s ditch Ten though, I’m sure he’ll be okay.” You said and he laughed. “Anything you want, princess.” He pecked your lips and laughed at your blushing face, before taking your hand in his and started walking towards the dorms.

Life is full of surprises, some hurt a lot, but others can make you so happy.

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Changkyun x reader smut 

Best friends to possible lovers

Genre: smut and a little fluff

Summary: Changkyun is your best friend, so it's normal to want to support him in any way you can when he's going through rough times.

A/N: it’s the first smut I’m posting, so idk if it’s good enough or if I’ll write more

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Word count:958

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"What is going on inside that beautiful and complicated mind of yours?" I whispered, placing my palms on his soft cheeks. He let out a sigh, his eyes closing, as he rested his head on my shoulder.

"Sometimes, even I don't know," he trailed off, a tear running down his face. I pouted at the sight, pulling him into a bear hug, his arms reluctantly wrapping around my waist. I ran my hands through his soft hair, rocking him side to side, as he kept crying.

“Let it all out, baby”, I whispered and pulled him even closer and he buried his head in the crook of my neck, inhaling my scent. He tried to move backwards, mumbling a small ‘my back hurts’ and rested against the headboard. I reached over to grab a tissue box that was on his nightstand and wiped his tears, before throwing the tissue in the bin.

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We were best friends, but that never even crossed our minds, as we only cared about making each other feel better. We both have been through really tough times and we just wanted to be each other’s emotional support and maybe something more.

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We disconnected our lips, our gazes meeting, as if we asked for permission to continue. When we were sure, we took our shirts off and he threw his head back at the sight of my bare chest.

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It was my turn to search for his sweet spot on his neck and as soon as I found it I started to suck on it, feeling the vibrations from his moans. He lowered his pants and I got the hint, removing my own completely doing the same to his. I sat on him again, the feeling even more intense, my crotch leaving a wet spot on his boxers.

“Please, baby, I need you so much,” he submissively let out and I shivered at his tone. I moved my panties to the side, as he lowered his boxers and reached for a condom. I slowly placed it on him, giving him a small peck, before lining him up with my entrance. I slowly lowered myself on him, finally feeling him in me. We both threw our head back, enjoying the moment, his hands rubbing my thighs.

After I bottomed out, I hid my head in his neck, panting from the euphoric feeling. I adjusted to his size, I started moving up and down, my breasts following my movements, Changkyun’s eyes never leaving them, as he was in a trance.

“You’re the sexiest woman I’ve ever see, you feel amazing around me, baby,” he complimented me, making me whine and blush under his lust filled stare. I sped up my hips, Changkyun’s hand soflty touching my clit, making my back arch against his touch and he smirked at his effect on me.

“I’m already so fucking close, Kyun,” I moaned and I felt him twitch inside me. I purposely clenched my walls and he yelped at the feeling, his cock twitching uncontrollably.

“I’m cumming, my love,” he groaned and I lost it at the nickname, moaning his name as loud as I could, clenching around him, making him soon cum too. We rode out our highs, before slowly stilling our hips, panting in each other’s ears. I got off of him, laying next to him, as he threw the condom away before pulling me into his arms.

We soon fell asleep peacefully, waking up hours later, next to each other’s naked and hickey filled body. He took my hand, softly kissing it, staring deep into my eyes, his gaze making me blush, as it was full of love.

“You’re so special to me, (y/n), please tell me this won’t change anything,” he hopefully let out and I giggled.

“You’re the most important person to me, I would never let anything change us or whatever we have,” and seeing a certain expression form on his face, I quickly added, “there is no need to label anything yet, if you don’t feel ready, we can discuss it later, you know that  nothing is gonna keep us apart,”.

He softly nodded, a content smile on his face as he pulled me closer again, mumbling an ‘I love you’ in my ear and giving me a kiss after hearing the ‘I love you too’ coming from me.


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4 years ago

Bf!Ten meets your younger sibling

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Ten x reader

Warnings: none

Genre: fluff

Word count: 1.2k (1227)

Summary: Ten was really excited to get to meet your little sibling. He loved little kids and wanted your family to love him.

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“I can’t wait to see you baby, though I’ll have to do a little live for the fans, so don’t ring the bell unless I’ve texted you that I’ve finished it,” He informed me. “But I’ll be watching it silly, so I’ll know when you’ll end it.” I reasoned with a giggle and heard his little chuckle over the phone.

“Right, I forgot that. So take your time in getting ready, I have the rest of the day free from schedule,” he said and I heard shuffling, probably from him lying on his bed.

“Okay, honey, but there’s a tiny, little but cute problem…” I trailed off.

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Though the problem was that I hadn’t told my family about my boyfriend, knowing they’d insist on meeting him and his busy schedule made it hard to even see me for a few hours, never mind meet my parents from out of town.

Ten knew about my younger sibling and had told me he really wished he could meet them, so his reaction was just what I was expecting.

“Are you kidding me? I can’t wait to meet them, I’ve wanted to for too long,” he said, obviously excited.

We soon hung up and I started getting the two of us ready to meet Ten.

“Y/n who am I going to meet? Mommy has told me to not talk to strangers,” they asked and I giggled, before zipping up their jacket. “It’s not a stranger if I know them” I said and the 5 year old whined a “who is iiiiit?” trying to break away from my hand holding theirs. “It’s my boyfriend and I’ve known him for too long, so you are allowed to talk to him,” I said and locked the door behind us.

“What’s his name? Should I tell him my real name? Can I sit in the front seat since mom and dad won’t know?” they asked and I laughed as we walked towards my car. “His name is Ten, you should tell him your real name and no, you can’t,” I said and buckled him up in the seat behind the passenger’s.

“Aw come on…” they said in a small voice making them ten times cuter.

I turned on my phone, putting on Ten’s live for my little sibling to watch and pulled out of the driveway.

“Is this your boyfriend? Is he in a call? Hiiii! I’m y/s/n, I’m five and y/n told me you’re not a stranger so I can talk to you!” he said excitedly and I laughed.

“No, he’s doing a live for his fans, this isn’t a video call so he can’t hear you,” I said and saw them pout through the mirror.

“It’s okay though, since you’ll meet him soon,” I spoke up again and he let out a soft hum, watching Ten speak and read fans’ comments.

He finished up the live at about the same time we arrived, so I took my phone and unbuckled my seat belt. When we both got out of the car, I got my sibling’s hand and walked to Ten’s door. We waited for a few seconds before the familiar scent of my boyfriend’s house greeted the both of us.

“Oh, hello there,” he said as soon as he opened the door, looking at me momentarily, before turning to the younger one.

“Hiiii! I’m y/s/n, I’m five and y/n told me you’re not a stranger so I can talk to you!” they repeated the same words and Ten laughed picking them up.

“Hi, I’m Ten, I’m 24 and yeah you can talk to me, since you now know me” he said cutely and slowly walked inside.

We sat down on his couch, where he had already placed 2 glasses of orange juice and a plastic one for the youngest.

Ten started asking them questions about their school, their friends and jokingly asked them if they have a girlfriend or a boyfriend which made them laugh and blurt out a name, causing Ten and I to laugh.

“But don’t tell mom because she’ll embarrass me” they begged and we both laughed harder at their cuteness. Ten let them play a game on his play station, which kept them busy as we excused ourselves to the kitchen to make some food for the three of us.

Ten didn’t fully close the door, to make sure we could both hear if anything happened to them, before softly cornering me, placing his hands on either side of my head.

He smiled before leaning in, a little deprived of my kisses, having more than a week to see me.

I kissed him back, keeping things PG, in case y/s/n walked in on us. I placed my hands on his cheeks, one of his hands falling to my waist, as we both deepened the kiss.

His tongue begged for entrance, which I allowed and I felt him smile into the kiss, his hand giving me a little squeeze and pulling me closer.

We soon had to part, in need of oxygen and he nuzzled his nose against mine.

“I missed you,” he breathed, making my heart beat even faster.

“I missed you too, so much,” I said and pecked his lips once more and him following them making me giggle.

“They’ll soon come to find us, they can’t stay too long without having the attention on them” I whispered and he sighed, pecking my lips one last time before parting from me.

We reached for a few stuff, making an easy meal, before taking out the plates and the glasses.

He back-hugged me and nuzzled in my hair, breathing in the smell of my shampoo and kissed my neck softly.

“You always smell so good,” he said span me around in his embrace.

“I’m glad you brought y/s/n with you today, they are so cute and funny for a five year old” he said and I giggled.

“I knew you’d like them… though we didn’t get to spend much time together,” I pouted and he smiled.

“It’s okay, I will not be that busy for the next few days, since we just finished the promotions. Also, the practices for the new comeback won’t start yet, which means we will have plenty of time,” he said and I let out a small squeal before bringing him closer.

“Let’s go bring y/s/n, shall we?” he said after a few moments and I nodded, kissing his cheek before bringing y/s/n to eat.

Soon after our meal, y/s/n fell asleep on the sofa and Ten and I stayed cuddling until it was time to go. We exchanged our last kisses before waking them up and getting them ready to go.

“I really like your boyfriend, y/n, he’s really nice and handsome.” They said as I buckled them up and I giggled and agreed.

“I know, he’s perfect,” I said closing the door and soon drove the both of us home.


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5 years ago

Bus acquaintances

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Warnings: mention of car accident but don’t worry

Genre: Um not exactly fluff, but kinda fluff

Summary: Namjoon had noticed you taking the same bus as him. But when you randomly stopped appearing, he got worried.

Word count: 514

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You were always taking the same bus, at the same time, to get to work. You don’t really know when you started noticing, but there was always a young man, around your age, already on the bus before you. You had to admit, he was an attractive young man, who had caught your attention, but you never dared to talk to him and just observed him from afar. He had probably also realized you were a regular on the bus, because you had locked eyes with him way more than once.

After around a month, you had caught yourself looking around as soon as you got on the bus, looking for the certain person, but as soon as your eyes met, you looked away.

This had been going on for a long time and you had actually also caught his attention, but Namjoon was too shy to do anything other than smile when your eyes met, which you awkwardly returned.

Recently, though, a cousin of yours was part of a car accident, which led to them going to the hospital and to be in need for blood, so you obviously took a week off to give them blood and make sure everything was okay.

What you didn’t know, was that Namjoon had noticed your absence. The first day it seemed like you had just missed the bus or got a day off, so Namjoon didn’t pay much attention to it. But when he didn’t see you again the next day and the day after it, he got worried. Sadly for him, he had no way to contact you and make sure you were alright and was hoping to see you every day.

Soon, a week passed and it was Monday again.

When he saw you, he got up from his seat and stumbled towards you, sitting next to you. You greeted him shyly, but it didn’t take long to identify a worried look that was written to his face.

“You seem worried, did something happen?” You asked and he blushed.

“Ah, you, you are here” He mentally face-palmed at his inability to speak to you as comfortably as you did.

“Ah, you noticed I was missing?”

“YesandIwasworriedbecauseyoudidn’tgetonthebusforaweekandithoughtsomethingbadhappenedtoyou”

“Aww, there was no need to worry, it was just that a cousin of mine had a serious car accident and I wanted to be there for them, but everything is alright now.” You explain and he let out a sigh, nodding.

“Um, I wanted to call you and ask you about it, but realized I didn’t have your phone number and, um, would you mind giving me your number? Not only for incidents like this, like, I would like it if we went out sometime, if you want.” He rambled and you nodded in response, waiting for him to hand his phone.

You exchanged numbers, but realized your stop was the next, so you got up, bid him goodbye, getting off of the bus with a huge smile for the rest of the day.

Thank god, the both of you have to use the public transport.


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4 years ago

Even cold people need to love and to be loved.

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Jaebeom x reader

Genre: fluff

Warnings: none

Summary: The prom is nearing, but all Jaebeom can think of is his exams. Jackson pesters him to find a date and go to the prom, but Jaebeom seems too focused on his studying. However, even cold people need to love and to be loved.

Word count: 2.4k (2440)

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Jaebeom sighed, letting his pen fall on his open notebook, the whines of his friend irritating him. "Jackson, I'm seriously trying to study. Is there any reason as to why you would be in this room, doing nothing but looking at me for the past at least 20 minutes?" He asked and Jackson spun around in his chair once more.

"I'm waiting for you to finish, because I have a very serious question to ask you." Jackson said and Jaebeom's eyebrow shot up. "What could possibly be more serious than my exams?" He asked and Jackson smirked.

"I'm glad you asked, my dear friend. Now, close your notebook and give me your full attention." Jackson got up and spread his arms. "Are you serious?" Jaebeom asked, annoyed when Jackson swiftly stole the notebook from his hands. "Yes. Very. Now, question time!" Jackson exclaimed.

"What is it in exactly 2 weeks from today?" Jackson asked. "The day of my last exam? For the most awful class I had to take? The day I'll die from stress and will make me miserable for the rest of my summer after I completely fail it? Because a certain someone isn't letting me study for it?" Jaebeom sassily said and Jackson's face kept frowning more and more after each sentence that went through Jaebeom's gritted teeth.

However, he quickly wiped the frown off of his face, yelling a loud 'NO' annoying Jaebeom even more. "IT'S PROM NIGHT!" He said loudly, making Jaebeom flinch at the sound and cover his ears when he heard Jackson's screams of enthusiasm.

"Oh, right. I had forgotten about it." Jaebeom shrugged. "How could you forget THE PROM NIGHT?" Jackson widened his eyes at his friend. "Oh, I don't know, maybe because I actually study?" Jaebeom sassed and Jackson rolled his eyes. "Who will you go with?" Jackson asked, eagerly waiting for Jaebeom's response, but only got a shrug in return.

"What do you mean with this?" Jackson said and copied his friend's shrug. "I mean that I don't know. I wasn't asked and I haven't asked someone either. And I don't care much about it." Jaebeom said and Jackson shook his head in disapproval. "Dude seriously, stop worrying about the exams, you'll ace them like always. Start thinking about the prom." Jackson said making the same motion spongebob did while saying 'imagination' when he said the word ‘prom’.

"Jackson, I really don't have time-" "But this is important! Isn't there anyone that you have even the tiniest little crush on?" Jackson cut him off. Jaebeom shook his head 'no'. "I don't pay others much attention. I have my group of friends and I do my homework. I don't need someone to distract me." Jaebeom said and Jackson scoffed.

"Distract you from what? You'll have the whole summer to yourselves to make beautiful memories together!" Jackson said. "I'll think about it later, okay? Let me finish this, please." Jaebeom said and Jackson nodded, sensing the small change in his friend’s mood.

Jaebeom might seem like a cold person to others, but even cold people need to love and to be loved.

Days passed and to Jaebeom’s bad luck, Jackson never stopped asking him about the prom. To his even worse luck, on the only lunch break that he managed to avoid Jackson, a different person appeared to remind him about that damn prom, Kwangsoo.

However, Kwangsoo’s plan wasn’t to just ask him if he has found anyone to go with.

“Yes, I know that the prom is soon.” Jaebeom replied with an annoyed expression. He really didn’t like this Kwangsoo guy, but he was Mark’s next door neighbor and he wanted to be kind to him.

“Would you like to go with me?” Kwangsoo dared to ask and Jaebeom was shocked. It took him a few moments to process it and he stuttered out a lie, as it was hard for him to say no.

“I’m very sorry, but Bambam already hooked me up with a friend of his.” He said and Kwangsoo raised an eyebrow. “Really? Who?”

“I-I don’t know. He is going with Lisa and I told him I didn’t have someone to go with, so they thought about it and found one of their friends. They didn’t tell me who it is though, because they wanted to surprise me.” He stuttered and Kwangsoo nodded. “It’s okay. It’s good that I’ll see you there, right?” “Yeah, I’ll be there.” Jaebeom assured and left quickly, cursing internally.

While practically running away, he stumbled upon an upset looking Jinyoung.  “You! You have to save me!” Jaebeom pointed at him and he looked at him confused.

“Jackson kept asking me about the prom and right when I managed to avoid him, Kwangsoo came up to ask me to go with him. So I lied and told him that Bambam and Lisa hooked me up with someone, but I don’t know who, because they wanted to surprise me. So now I have to find someone that will be my date and also tell them about the whole thing, because I told Kwangsoo that I’d go and I can’t just not go and avoid this.” Jaebeom rambled and breathed loudly after he finished.

However, his friend’s expression made it obvious that he didn’t want to participate in all this.

“First of all, I’m not even going to the damn prom. Second of all, this wouldn’t have happened if you just said no. And finally, just don’t go and say you were sick.” He said and Jaebeom sighed. Of course Jinyoung wouldn’t help at all.

Jinyoung walked right past him, leaving Jaebeom slightly confused as to why his friend was acting like this, but he brushed it off thinking he was probably stressed for the exams, just like he himself was.

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“I just really don’t wanna go.” Jaebeom whined and Jackson sighed. “Come on, man. Just go and flirt with the singles. As for Kwangsoo, you know that he gets drunk with just one beer and you always go to parties a little later, so by the time you arrive he will already be wasted and won’t even realise that you came without a date.” Youngjae reasoned.

“Still, you guys know me. I don’t just flirt with the singles. That’s not me.” Jaebeom said and Youngjae tried hard not to facepalm. “Right, I forget that you’re waiting for your knight in shining armor to come find you.” Jackson sassed and Jaebeom clenched his jaw.

“Dude,” he started, but Jackson just stuck his tongue out at him.

“Mark would totally agree going with me, but he is Kwangsoo’s friend and he already has someone to go with. Of course he would. Literally everyone would wanna go with him. Jinyoung will not go and I won’t even try to convince him to consider going with me.” Jaebeom whined.

“Um, actually, Jinyoung is not coming because he is going with me…” Jackson trailed off and his two friends turned to look at him surprised. “But he said he wouldn’t go,” Jaebeom said and Jackson sighed.

“Yeah, about that… On that lunch break that I randomly disappeared I had asked a friend of mine to get some flowers for me to give to Jinyoung and ask him to be my date to the prom. Jinyoung was going to the toilet when he saw my friend give me the flowers and thought I’d go to the prom with them. But don’t worry, we are okay now.” Jackson said and Jaebeom connected the dots. “Oh so this is why he seemed irritated that day. I get it now. What about you, Youngjae?” He turned his attention to his other friend, who smiled and fell back on the bed.

“I’m going alone and I’ll leave with a date.” He said and Jaebeom shook his head chuckling.

“Yugyeom doesn’t have someone to go with” Jackson pointed out. “He wanted to go with Bambam, but he planned with Lisa.”

“Oh this a great chance, then.” Jaebeom said. I’ll go with Yugyeom.” He said and pulled out his phone to text Yugyeom. Jaebeom sighed and laid down on his bed, the possibility of Yugyeom leaving him alone during the prom to join Bambam and Lisa never crossing his mind.

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He noticed Yugeyom, standing not very far from them, but it was obvious he wasn’t as involved in the joke. Maybe they had said something in Thai.

However, it should have, because not even 10 minutes into the prom, Yugyeom had already left him alone. He found himself in a corner with a drink in his hands, cursing internally. He looked around for any sign of Kwangsoo, but luckily he was nowhere to be seen.

Then he saw Bambam and Lisa, who were laughing at something, the couple next to them looking a little annoyed, but the two didn’t care at all. Oh, how he wished he was as carefree as they were. How he wished to enjoy his time at the prom as much as they did.

However he saw a figure, looking at him w the corner of their eye. According to Jaebeom’s predictions, as soon as Bambam and Lisa moved from their spot to another random spot in the room, they’d take the chance to talk to Yugyeom. Or at least, he hoped they would.

He scanned the room, his eyes falling to Jinyoung and Jackson, Jinyoung shyly holding Jackson’s hand, while Jackson greeted a few friends. Oh, how he wished to have feelings for someone and for those feelings to be reciprocated by that certain someone.  

Next was Youngjae, who was obviously already tipsy and was trying to hit on two girls, not knowing they were lesbians. It was okay, though. Youngjae is a very attractive man, so anyone would be lucky to spend this prom night with him and possibly the rest of the night too.

“I’m druuunk” He said and Jaebeom chuckled. “I can see that,” He said and Mark sighed. “I’ll have to take him home, but his parents aren’t in town, so I’ll have to stay there and make sure he doesn’t puke on himself and die or something.” He said and Jaebeom frowned.

Then, Mark appeared coming out of the bathroom, holding a completely wasted Kwangsoo, with the help of two girls, trying to get him to walk to the door. Kwangsoo’s eyes met with his and Jaebom wished he had averted his eyes quicker.

“Jaeeeebeooom!” Kwangsoo yelled and he winced. He suddenly broke free from his friends’ hands and ran to Jaebeom. He fell right into his arms, as Jaebeom struggled to keep him from falling.

“Wheere is your-” hiccup “date, Jaebeoom?” Kwangsoo pointed a finger on Jaebeom’ chest. Jaebeom cursed internally. “I came here with Yugyeom.”

“Oh, by the way, let me introduce you to the girls here,”Lucky for him, Mark changed the subject. “This is my date, (M.y/n) and this was Kwangsoo’s date, our friend (y/n).” Mark said and emphasized the word ‘friend’.

Kwangsoo seemed ready to throw up, so Mark pulled one of his hands over his shoulder and (M.y/n) wrapped his other arm around her shoulders.

“Will you take him home now?’ Jaebeom asked and Mark tried to nod. “(Y/n) would you like to come with us, or stay with Jaebeom here? Yugyeom won’t come back anyways.” Mark said and nodded towards Yugyeom’s direction. Jaebeom turned, only to find his friend and that person from before talking. Seemed like it was his lucky day.

“I-It’s okay. I can just go home,” you said and Mark shook his head. “It’s late, you’re not going home all alone. Jaebeom will take you. Now if you excuse us, I don’t want to get puke all over me.” Mark said and started pulling Kwangsoo towards the exits, leaving the two of you awkwardly standing next to each other.

“You really don’t have to take me home and miss the prom. We can just tell Mark that you did.” You said and Jaebeom shook his head. ‘No, I’ll obviously not let you go home alone at night.” He said and you just nodded. You took a sip from your drink and secretly eyed Jaebeom.

“So, are you friends with Kwangsoo and Mark?” He awkwardly asked, hating how he suddenly seemed to have lost his social skills.

“You could say that,” you said and Jaebeom raised an eyebrow at you. “What’s that supposed to mean?” He chuckled and you mimicked his actions. “Are you friends with Kwangsoo and Mark?” You asked back. “You can’t answer a question with another question.” He said and you chuckled. “Oh, really?” You said and took another sip, feeling awkward under his gaze.

“Anyway, to answer your question, I kinda am. I’m friends with Mark, but I’m not too fond of Kwangsoo.” You truthfully said and Jaebeom looked at you with widened eyes. “You too?” He said and it was your turn to widen your eyes. “You too? Oh good, it would have been awkward if you were friends with him.” You said relieved.

“Is there anyone that likes Kwangsoo enough to consider him their friend?” He joked and you took another sip of your drink before replying. “A lot of people actually, but those people obviously haven’t seen him drunk or upset. I’ve seen both and let me tell you this; I didn’t like what I saw.” You said and Jaebeom nodded.

“Wow, who knew you’d come here with Kwangsoo and leave with someone else, who by the way also doesn’t like him.” He said and you laughed.

“That’s so true. You’re like my savior right now. If it wasn’t for you I would have had to help with getting him home, which would mean I’d have to take care of him and the other two would leave me alone to make out.” You said and he laughed.

“Oh wow, I’m glad I rescued you from third wheeling.” “Exactly, thank you so much for this” you said and patted his arm playfully, trying hard not to let it show in your expression that you barely touched his arm, but still felt how muscular it was.

The rest of the night was filled with joking and sadly, it had to be over when Jaebeom and you reached your house. Jaebeom felt confident enough to ask for your number and to go out sometime.  

Jaebeom and you never realized it, but out of all the couples in the room that Bambam and Lisa tried to tease, it was only you two that didn’t have to suffer from their teasing.

Jackson was right. You’ll have the whole summer to yourselves to make beautiful memories together.

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(M.y/n) stands for Mark's yn because I'll make a few side stories and Mark will have his own y/n.

And a few surprises are on the way.

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5 years ago

As if hypnotized

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Lee Taemin x reader college au

Warnings: slightly suggestive

Genre: idek? it’s not smut tho

(f/n)= friend’s name

Word count: 573

Summary: Is it really a party if there are no people making out? 

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“Hi! Oh, hello there! Heeyy, how are you? Oh my, (f/n) you look amazing!” (Y/n) greeted her friends and mutuals from other classes from her college.

“You? At a frat party? Wow (y/n), what kind of transformation is this?” (f/n) exclaimed wrapping her arms around her in a quick hug.

“I had free time and thought ‘why not?’, so here I am” (y/n) giggled and thanked the person who handed her a beer.

Her friend raised an eyebrow, watching her open the can and take a few sips from it, but didn’t comment on it.

(Y/n) scanned around the room, seeing couples making out in corners, groups of friends doing silly things, the trash being already filled with empty beer cans and it had only been an hour since the party started.

She momentarily glanced at the little bar someone had set up, catching a pair of eyes focused on her. She recognized the person, Taemin, a guy she shared a few classes with. They hadn’t ever said anything other than a ‘hi’ or ‘what chapters do we have to study?’, but they smiled at each other, if they ever met in the hallways.

She smiled out of habit and Taemin returned the gesture, their eye contact breaking, as they both took a sip from their beers.

(Y/n) soon found herself dancing along with her friends, genuinely enjoying herself, but could feel a burning stare on her back and turned around, once again making eye contact with no other than Taemin himself.

He smirked, watching her and she didn’t stop dancing, instead danced even more making sure Taemin’s attention is only on her.

(F/n) appeared next to her, nudging her shoulder against (y/n)’s, nodding towards Taemin, with a teasing look on her face.

“He hasnt taken his eyes off of you all night” She let out giggling and (y/n) smirked, still dancing and staring right into Taemin’s eyes.

“I approve” Her friend let out, wiggling her eyebrows at her and winking at Taemin, before disappearing as quickly as she appeared.

Taemin’s smirk grew and he suddenly chugged down whatever was remaining of his beer, before exiting the room, leaving a confused (y/n) behind.

She excused herself to her friends saying she ‘needed some air’ and handed someone her beer, following Taemin’s direction, as if hypnotized.

She found herself outside, looking for him, but he was nowhere to be seen.

She felt arms wrap around her waist and a warm breath on the nape of her neck, startling her.

“Oh, I didn’t mean to scare you” He purred and (y/n) shivered.

She turned around in his arms coming face to face with him and he smiled softly at her.

Taemin tilted his head slightly and his lips touched the crook of her neck, trailing small kisses towards the corner of her mouth and (y/n) let out a small moan.

He smirked and molded their lips together, slowly moving them against each other’s, a sigh leaving Taemin’s mouth.

Taemin sucked on her bottom lip and took a few steps until (y/n) was against the wall. His right hand fell on her thigh and he pulled it and wrapped it around his waist, moving their bodies incredibly close.

(y/n) whined when Taemin parted his lips from hers, following them, making Taemin chuckle at her eagerness.

“So needy” Taemin whispered and connected their lips once again. 

Who would have told them their night would end like that?


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