Im Moving To Nyc!!!

im moving to nyc!!!

im an unemployed black queer who needs to escape my abusive family i just moved back in with and i have an opportunity to move in w some ppl to NYC this is huge and unfortunately expensive my flight is paid for i just need to survive there ik ive asked a lot but i need to be safe

i dont have a goal as of yet but any financial assistance would be appreciated as i have a cat credit card payments and a phone bill

cashapp: $unfriendlyblackwitch

venmo: @unfriendlyblackwitch

paypal.me/cispicious

a rant by cas thats kinda ass :0

i think about killing you more than i should. i wonder if it would ease the pain and make it go away or maybe even bring back what im missing because what you took used to make me whole. 

but anything and everything could happen to you and it would never be enough. nothing will ever fill the void that you have created within me. i want you to suffer to be stripped away of everything that makes you, you.

i want everyone to see the monster for who you are and how you have left me with so many scars. i want you to feel exposed and unsafe just like how you made me feel in my own home, my own fucking room.

i want you to yell and cry, i want you to beg me to stop hurting you, i want you to feel everything that you have put me through. 

i dont mean to sound so fucking bitter and dark but you and the others took all the best parts of me so i think its right to return the fucking favor

i mean what else can i do when you’ve torn me to pieces and feasted on my remains. you’ve conquered every part of my body and i want you to feel the fucking same.

think I need some new mutuals if pjo's coming back. it's been a while. rt if you'll join me on this ride again?

You know why I appreciate Sex Education so much besides the obvious reasons? They never treated Viv like a lesser character or women even though she isn't "standard beauty".

And it's so sad that I even say or think this, but when I saw her for the first time I was sure we were in for a whole lot of "she is so fat" jokes. And there were none. That alone would have made me happy but then they even gave her an interesting storyline, and made her a really cool character, who told the mothers of her friend he was self harming to protect him. And it may have been the right thing to do, but it was probably so hard and she knew she could loose a friend and she still did it to help Jackson. God, I just loved it.

I was a thick child, still not thin, and I wish I'd seen her story when I was young and struggling, because I felt too fat to be normal all the time. There were no fat or even thick characters who weren't just there to be the butt of the joke. And if we're being honest nothing really changed.

So yeah, I love Sex Education for not fucking this up and giving a black, not-thin woman a great story without it being about her "otherness".

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”