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Reposting old pieces from twitter.
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Reposting some silly old pieces from twitter.
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My contribution to Fastball Zenyatta.
Please help my girl 🙏🙏
https://gofund.me/0f410220
Help Abdallah and his family escape genocide!
Abdallah Mousa is a 20 year old college student. He had dreams of becoming a doctor but is now just struggling to survive along with his family. He wants to study medicine in Egypt after he evacuates.
Abdallah's goal is only $30,000 USD. We have seen people raise way more in record time, I know we can help him too.
He initially fundraised on gofundme but has been unable to access the funds, so now he uses gogetfunding. He has greatly struggled to fundraise and has remade his blog several times. Despite all his effort, he has yet to raise $1000 dollars.
Word is spreading that the Rafah crossing may open as soon as the end of this month. Let's get him to his goal by then so he can start his life again.
Here are some ways you can help!
donate (obviously)
reblog
share on other social media
share with your friends
follow his blog @abdallahblog0
$863 / $30,000
[vetted by 90-ghost]
fundraising on here is genuinely making me cynical in ways that feel so fucking foul, do you know how it feels to sit here trying to come up with 'strategies' to tell a new interesting story every day to get people's attention for someone surviving a literal genocide. like genuinely i do not want to believe that most people are so thoughtless and careless that they would turn away from mohammed and his family simply because one of my posts doesn't catch their attention like a youtube thumbnail but what am i supposed to think when every 18–24 hours the campaign stagnates again because i miscalibrated and people didn't see a perfectly cute kid photo or enough coloured text. idek what to say i wish that i had a million krona and i would just fund the whole thing and not ever think about how to package a story so that a genocide can generate compelling social media posts day in and day out. it's the polar fucking opposite of how i ever want to think about this atrocity it makes me feel dirty and slimy and not even dirty enough to be reliably succeeding. i just want people to fucking care enough for them to buy a packet of biscuit rations on the black market and it's like pulling fucking teeth
take it.
Hello my friend, can you help my children? Look at my page and I hope
Vetted by 90-ghost, north gaza updated @90-ghost @northgazaupdates @el-shab-hussein
Hello ! My supporting friends ,🖤💚💔🤍🍉
Thank you from my heart for what you are doing for the people of Gaza who are in bad need in this tough and dire time. 💔💚🖤🤍
You are examples for kindness, generosity and nobility. You have been standing with for long and showing how brave one should be in time of need. 🍉🍉🍉🍉
You helped me greatly to make progress in my campaign, but I am still in need of your kind support to reach my goal.✌️✌️
As noticed, the campaign is very slow😪😪 now and needs strong move and this can be carried out through your contribution and cooperation. 😯😯
Please don't leave us alone during this dire time. I am still in the first quarter of my campaign. ❣️❣️
https://gofund.me/0dc0aa34
Please share and donate if you can!
Skin disease and life-threatening virus due to filthy water
Hello everyone, I have another campaign to share
Rana and her family of 10 have been displaced 4 times since last October. They narrowly escaped a sniper attack on one of the houses they sheltered in.
The business she worked at was completely destroyed by the bombings, threatening her future and taking away her income.
In order to evacuate Ghazza, Rana and her family need €50,000. They've already raised €11,120, which is amazing; but not nearly enough.
I ask everyone to please donate to this family if you're able to. Share Rana's fundraiser wherever you can. They have already so narrowly evaded death and they deserve to finally be safe once again.
VETTED HERE
محمد أبو القمصان النازح من شمال قطاع غزة إلى مدينة دير abd.sabbah البلح وسط قطاع غزة، ذهب لاستخراج شهادات ميلاد لابنه وابنته اللذين ولدا قبل أربعة أيام، إلا أن غارة إسرائيلية على مكان سكنهما اودت بحياتهما وحياة زوجته ووالدتها . Muhammad Abu Al-Qumsan, who was displaced from the northern Gaza Strip to the city of Deir Al-Balah in the central Gaza Strip, went to obtain birth certificates for his son and daughter who were born four days ago, but an Israeli raid on their place of residence claimed their lives and the lives of his wife and her mother.
Try Help us here
"Noo, I don't have an opinion on what's going on in Palestine."
"I don't like politics so I'm neutral about all of that stuff."
"Don't send me things about the politics of Gaza or Palestine or anything like that, it just makes me really anxious and-"
Those are some real things I've seen people say before. You don't have an opinion on the literal genocide going on in Gaza and Palestine? The lives being taken? The atrocities Israel has done? You're refusing to educate yourself on all of this because it makes you anxious? (Boo hoo) That's disgusting to me. You can't be "neutral" about a literal war??
You're either with Palestine or not. I'm loud and proud about supporting Palestine, and if any of my mutuals, followers, friends or family who don't feel the same, please get away from me and this blog.
What I find the most interesting about Blackwatch is how each of the characters writing plays with the idea of morality and redemption. More specifically how they all fit on that same spectrum, Moira and Genji being on complete opposite ends while Cassidy and Reaper sit closer in the middle.
Genji has the most straight forward redemption arc in my opinion, he goes from bad to good, majorly changes his morality, and even gets a version of therapy. Genji is the example of what we typically see when talking about redemption. Which puts him on the exact opposite side of the spectrum to Moira. Though her goals are honestly more ambiguous, even border lining good, but she herself is evil, on the same level as Akande. Which adds to the terrifying part of her viewing herself as good, as doing why is necessary. While Genji is the example of a traditional redemption, Moira is the example of a character who will never have one, she will never change because she is confident what she is doing is right.
Then there's Cassidy and Reaper, when it comes to redemption, and in Reaper case, corruption, there are more complicated ways to look at it. More specifically both of them fit into a more grey area on the spectrum. I've seen people say that Reaper thinks what he's doing is right but I don't think that's the case, he's stubborn and stupid but not to that extent. He's aware that what he's doing is wrong, he knows how far he's fallen, which puts him more on par with characters like Sombra and Widow rather then Moira and Akande. Meanwhile Cassidy is on the other side of this grey area. He's very aware of the messed up things he's done, but he also knows when those things are necessary. Cassidy deals with redemption in a way that I haven't seen explored that much. In all honesty he's the antihero redemption trope but doesn't take the same edgy tones those characters typically take.
also wait since we're all here we should all donate to this gofundme. it's for 20 people, mostly kids, in gaza for necessary supplies and to eventually leave if they hit their goal. even if the goal isn't reached it's still useful for food etc. good place to donate!!
truly at a loss for words. nesma @nesmamomen has been fundraising on this website since fucking march and is so tantalizingly close to her goal yet shes only bringing in $5-$10 every couple of hours or so. please take this burden off her shoulders after she has already lost everything
List of Palestinian GoFundMes
Below are a list of fundraisers that I have been sent. All of these have been vetted by either @/90-ghost, @/el-shab-hussein or @/nabulsi. If you see this, please help in anyway you can and if you can't assist financially, please reblog this post.
Dated: 4th August 2024
rehamyasirr: GFM ($565 raised of $40,000)
wafaaresh: GFM (€11,749 raised of €100,000)
omarhilles2022: GFM (€8,829 raised of €23,000)
musababed: GFM (€2,344 raised of €10,000)
elbalawi: GFM (€30,313 raised of €50,000)
mohammedalanqer: GFM (€49,053 raised of €58,000)
mahmoudkhalafff: GFM (€17,570 raised of €30,000)
bisanalbalawi18: GFM (€30,533 raised of €50,000)
hadeelmekki: GFM (€10,047 raised of €35,000)
aymanayyad82: GFM ($30,492 USD raised of $35,000)
ahmed-mohammed1: GFM (€2,088 raised of €30,000)
abdelmutei: GFM (€4,945 raised of €50,000)
emanfamily: GFM (€3,637 raised of €38,000)
ahmed-ziad: GFM (£8,225 raised of £30,000)
salem-baker: GFM (€2,149 raised of €38,000)
lenarafat15: GFM (€3,270 raised of €30,000)
yahyaahmed5: GFM ($645 USD raised of $50,000)
musababd: GFM (€2,349 raised of €10,000)
abedalazeiz: GFM (€18,685 raised of €50,000)
amlanqar: GFM (€4,868 raised of €50,000)
kareemyounes10: GFM (€4,727 raised of €80,000)
hamouda-az: GFM (kr10,701 SEK raised of kr200,000)
ranin3344: GFM (€4,237 raised of €80,000)
helpfamily: GFM ($2,953 USD raised of $60,000)
girlquee: GFM (£7,294 raised of £20,000)
saveyouseffamily: GFM (£7,294 raised of £20,000)
aya2mohammed: GFM (€19,161 raised of €50,000)
mohamed-mikki: PP ($451 raised of $20,000)
ashraf-family2: GFM (€14,920 raised of €20,000)
as-maa-56: GFM ($1,186 USD raised of $50,000)
fatma93-gaza: GFM (€2,094 raised of €20,000)
heba-baker: GFM (€745 raised of €60,000)
ahmeadhilles: GFM (€1,820 raised of €80,000)
i genuinely hate how people have to sit and write a post that stands out while boosting a fundraiser because most people won't bat an eye at the misery and inhumane conditions Palestinians are living in.
i see people making art and telling others to use it because fundraisers with art are generally reblogged more often. i see people using colored text in order to make the post more eye catching.
palestinians on instagram are using popular audios and stitch trending reels at the beginning to make the world pay attention to them. imagine having to make something look entertaining in order to survive.
they are living under constant threat of israeli airstrikes, bombing, scarcity of food and disease. many have lost a lot in the past few months.
palestinians on tumblr are posting their pictures and the horrible conditions in which they are living. they travel long distances for internet connection only to be called a scammer by some privileged ass who cannot locate gaza on a map.
here are some verified gfms. please share the linked posts. it's the bare minimum we can do from the comforts of our home.
@amjadshiltawu: link to the post
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@dima96yousef: link to the post
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@tamer200333: link to the post
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@ahmed8311: link to the post
vetted (#161)
@saratahrawi: link to the post
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not to be insane but also. to be insane...
i reallyyyyy miss the "hanzo acts like an older brother to dva" headcanon so i thought i should share my thoughts cause i havent seen content for it in so long ;_; be warned there are a lot of headcanons and some assumptions about canon events
- Neither of them got a normal childhood
Hanzo grew up in the Shimada Clan, an environment that expected the best from him at every moment. It was beaten into his mind that he was and had to be the best at everything, and that he had to be serious and calculated in order to serve his clan. His father had no room for childishness or fun, so neither should Hanzo. His seriousness at such a young age emotionally separated him from Genji and Kiriko, and likely other children his age.
D.Va was drafted into MEKA at 19, which placed major responsibility and stress on her. Her hometown being attacked by omnics combined with having to fight them herself wore her down immensely. Once she began racking up wins (in video games and in fights with omnics), she became a young celebrity of decent size, even going so far as to star in movies. This amount of fame so young definitely had an impact on her mental.
- They both see themselves as less than people or ignore their own feelings
Hanzo was raised to be an asset to the clan. He was meant to be a stoic leader, not an emotional one. I heavily doubt his father cared much about his feelings as a person, more so about whether he had traits useful to the clan. This idea has been internalized and follows him into adulthood, given how vain he is.
D.Va’s representation by the media shows her as a fearless fighter and an optimistic icon, harshly contradicting how much the omnics attacks and losses are weighing her down. Since the people of South Korea see her this way, she feels obligated to live up to this idea of herself. She also gets very invested in her work and tends to neglect things such as sleep when she is focused.
On an unrelated note, I want to introduce a headcanon so I can elaborate on how they might interact: - D.Va reminds Hanzo of Genji
D.Va and Genji are, firstly, both gamers. This is the most glaringly obvious similarity to Hanzo, and it emotionally frustrates him to no end.
They both stay glued to things, even when it becomes unhealthy (work, games, etc.). While this was more of a childhood trait for Genji, it still applies to D.Va.
They’re both quick-witted with their humor and comebacks.
I think Hanzo and D.Va would have a lot of tension because of this (mostly on Hanzo’s side) when they first meet, which I might talk about in another post- but methinks when Hanzo notices D.Va is pushing herself too hard, it activates some weird older brother instinct in Hanzo. He's familiar with Genji staying up all night to play a video game, and since he knew he couldn't stop him, he simply brought food or company instead. He repeats this with D.Va as well. A lot of the things that Hanzo does for D.Va are projections of what he wished he could have done/used to do for Genji when they were kids. thank u for reading i know this is super disorganized bc its been in my drafts forever u_u
