Mystical
Mystical
Bucky Barnes x reader
Bucky Barnes didnt enjoy crowds. And because of this one reason, he wasnt enjoying this outing.
"Come on, man, just a carnival ! Relax!" Sam said, Bucky grimaced, and then continued to walk, watching all the fairylights and candy floss, and all these happy people.
How he wished to feel that way.
To be happy.
To be relaxed.
He sighed audibly, and his eyes wandered, only to fall on a particular stall, standing isolated somewhat behind all the music and madness. He began walking towards it, leaving his friends behind. He felt some kind of a pull, and he walked faster.
A woman in bright clothes sat at the entrance to the stall, watching.
"Welcome to my stall, dear" She said with a smile.
Bucky looked at her, and her stall, with some emotion he couldnt quite understand.
"Why dont you just look around ?" the woman said, showing him the way in.
It was a tiny bookstall, with many ancient looking books stacked onto makeshift shelves.
Bucky felt almost stupid to be standing there, but still, there was an odd attraction that kept him there.
He walked in between the shelves of books, his mind pulling him in different directions. He felt overwhelmed and giddy, and he grabbed a shelf to steady himself. The shelf shook slightly, sending a few books stacked at the top to topple down.
A particular book, with a black and red cover, landed in his hands. 'Book of Soulmates' Was etched on the hard cover on the book. Bucky frowned, as he opened the book, and almost screamed out loud, seeing the first page.
The slightly yellowing page had his name written in the middle, in a beautiful handwriting. He looked around to see if this was a prank, and expected his friends to jump out from behind the shelves. Only no one came.
Bucky was breathing fast, feeling suffocated. He glanced back at the book, running his fingers over his name. He turned to the next page, which was blank. He flipped the pages, and they were all blank.
Giving out a frustrated sigh, he shut the book, and stood still for a moment. He thought of confronting the woman who owned the stall. He made his way towards the entrance, but a sudden cool breeze had him stop in his tracks. A sweet scent filled his nostrils. Now truly creeped out, Bucky looked around cautiously.
He froze as he felt a warmth in his fingers. He looked down at the book he was holding. A certain warm seemed to seep through its covers to his fingers.
He opened the book urgently, and saw the first page as it is. But the next page had changed. There was a light outline in it. Thats it, Bucky thought. Just as he turned to run, there was a huge gust of wind, and pages flying around. Bucky fell to his knees , holding onto te book tightly.
He closed his eyes, not knowing what else to do. The wind stopped abruptly, and Bucky waited a moment before opening his eyes. "Shit" He mumbled to himself.
The stall was gone. There was no sign of it, or the woman. It was all gone. The only thing that kept him sane was the fact that he was still holding the warm book in his hands. He quickly opened the book, and let out a sigh of relief as he saw his name in it.
The outlines in the next page had grown darker now, more clear. It looked like a portrait. Bucky squinted at it, trying to figure out the drawing. It was someone's face. What caught his eye was the outline of a star on the left cheek of the person. None of the other features were clear.
"Hey ! BUCKY !" Bucky stuffed the book into his jacket, as he saw Steve approaching him. "Where did you run off to ?!" Steve asked, his face showing concern.
"I was right here" Bucky said, shrugging. He shifted trying not to mind the book, that was getting warmer by the minute.
"Come on, lets go - the others went on to grab a snack" Steve said, pulling Bucky with him. Bucky followed him, turning around occasionaly, to see some sign of the stall. Lost in thought, he continued walking, and walked straight into someone. Bucky yepled in pain, as the book burned him.
There was another scream, and Bucky looked at the person he had walked into.
There was a girl sitting on the ground, brushing the dirt off her jacket, looking up at Bucky, her lips slightly parted, and a look of confusion etched on her beautiful face. Bucky stared at her. She long wavy brown hair, that flying around her in the breeze, and big brown eyes, glued to his face.
And the soft cool breeze that swept his face, carried a certain sweet scent. Bucky's eyes widened at sudden realization. There was a silver star painted on her left cheek. He reached for the book inside his jacket only to find that it was gone.
He felt light-headed, and he looked back at the girl. She just sat there, watching him. It was her. It was her portrait.
Bucky extended his arm to help her up. She took it without question, and they both winced as their touch burnt their fingertips for a moment, and then it was gone.
Bucky was too shocked to speak. What was happening ? "Bucky ! Bucky !" Bucky snapped out of his trance, as Steve shook him. He was still holding her hand.
"Hi" He said in a small voice. "Hi" "Im sorry, I-" "Its alright"
She had a faint smile on her lips, and she tried to tame her flying hair with her free hand.
"Im James. Bucky. Barnes" The girl giggled as Bucky stuttered with his words. "Y/N Y/L/N" She said, smiling.
Steve stared at the couple in confusion.
"Did you feel it ?" Bucky asked in a whisper. The shook her head, still smiling.
"Whats going on, Bucky ?" Steve asked again.
Bucky turned to Steve with a smile and said, "Shes my soulmate"
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The Party
Sirius Black x Reader
My heart was beating faster and faster as we walked into the family home of the Blacks. I glanced nervously at the crowd .
Purebloods.
I hated these pureblood parties that my parents dragged me to. They were excrutiatingly boring, and so dull. The pureblood families got together every now and then to brag about their riches and accomplishments. Boring stuff. And it was another excuse for parents to find suitable brides and grooms for their children.
My eyes went through the crowd of people, searching for just one face. Eventhough I shouldnt be doing that. Its been over a month since I last saw him, and we had had an awful fight before vacation began. He didnt even write to me. And his silence just drove me mad.
I found myself in the huge dining room. The long table was laid out with lots of food, and people were already sitting around it, talking and eating.
Thats when I saw him.
Sitting at the table, with a bored expression. Leaning back lazily on his chair. He saw me and sat up straight, running his fingers through his silky black hair.
"Y/N ! Come on now !" My mother's sudden appearence startled me. I stood staring at her with a hand against my chest.
"What is it, dear ? " she asked, seeing my expression.
"You scared me, Mum !" I said, as she took my hand and led me towards the table.
Most of the seats were taken, except for one where my mother sat, and two others on either sides of Him.
Sirius Black had that smirk on his face now. He knew I will have to sit next to him.
"Sit !" Mum urged me, as I hesitated.
This is going to be a long night, I thought as I walked up to the empty seat and sat. He looked at me, and I just gave a nod of acknowledgment.
Sirius and I were pretty close. We were very much inseparable. We have been together for 3 years now, and he still gave me butterflies in my stomach.
We had quite a nasty fight about a month before school closed for summer. I happened to see a Ravenclaw girl pushing him against a wall like she owned him, and trying to kiss him. I was way beyond jealous, and we got into a fight. I knew it wasnt him who did anything. But IÂ didnt see him pushing her away either. I was just too heartbroken to reason with anything. And we havent spoken since. He tried while at school. But I didnt give in.
I tried my best, but I just couldnt resist sneaking glances at him. Both of us played with our food. I took ocassional bites to satisfy my mother, who was eyeing me from across the table.
Just as I was about to put the spoon to my mouth, I felt his hand on my knee. I dropped my spoon and it hit the plate with a loud clang. Several guests looked up at me, and Mum was glowering.
"Alright there, sweetheart ?" she asked in a sickly sweet tone.
I nodded, and I felt his fingers tighten around my knee. I bit my lip, not knowing what to do. I grabbed my goblet and took a big sip of water. His hand slid up.
Thank god for the elaborate and frilly table cloth !
"Sirius, dont you dare !" I hissed at him, swatting his hand away.
He smirked again.
An old wizard sitting next to Sirius' father Orion Black, asked him something. Sirius turned to face him, and spoke. His fingers were still stroking my thigh, and it was sending shivers down my spine. I put a hand over his, and squeezed it, to stop his fingers from moving. He continued talking with the man, as his fingers slowly intertwined with mine.
I missed this boy. I missed the way he touched me, and said my name. I missed everything about him.
As I felt a heaviness in my heart, he moved his hand again. My stomach did flips at that. I knew this wont go well here.I held his hand again, and moved it away from my leg. I got up.
Excusing myself, I almost ran out of the dining room.
It was my first time in his house, so I didnt know where to go. I just went up the stairs, and found a door that opened into a small balcony. I stood, with my hands on the railings, breathing heavily.
I didnt know how I managed without him for this long. I couldnt do it anymore. I needed him. I needed Sirius Black.
Just as tears began to sting my eyes, I felt a pair of arms around my waist, and Sirius' scent filled my nostrils. He pulled me against his firm chest, kissing the back of my neck. I just held his hands to me tightly, not wanting him to let go.
"You're bad Sirius Black" I said. "You're so bad"
"Im sorry, Princess" he said, and turned me around to face him. "Forgive me"
He leaned forward to kiss me, and he lifted me off the floor. I pulled away, hearing some footsteps.
"Someone will see us " I said, looking over his shoulder.
"Come on" Sirius said, taking my hand. We ran up the stairs. And he opened a door, pulling me in with him. And I immediately knew it was his room. Before I could actually take a look at it, he pushed me against his door, and kissed me again.
"Owww" I said against his lips, making him laugh. He moved his lips down to my neck. "Sirius ! Our parents are downstairs !" I said, pushing him away.
"So what ?!" he said, grabbing me again. "No !!" I said as he came forward again.
He stopped, and pouted.
"Where have you been ? Did you even bother to write to me ?!" I asked.
"Im sorry Y/N!" Sirius said, looking defeated. "I didnt know what to do ! You wouldnt even look at me ! Besides, homes been hell -"
I knew what it was like for him, and I felt bad for being so hard on him.
"Please, Y/N?" Sirius said, takng my hand in his, and kissing it.
"I missed you, idiot" I said, hugging him. Sirius smiled and pressed his lips to mine again. His hands arms came around my waist, pulling me closer to him.
"I love you, baby" he said, kissing my nose. "I love you too " I said, smiling.
               * * *
I stood in front of his mirror, fixing my hair, as he sat, watching me. He strolled towards me slowly, with a sad look on his face.
" I dont want you to leave" he said, standing behind me, with his hands on my waist. "Lets run away"
I turned around and kissed his cheek,laughing.
"We might have to" I said, and put on my shoes.
"Just a month more till school starts" I said, and went to the door. "Love you, Black" Â Â Â
             * * *
"Where have you been, Y/N !" Mum hissed as she saw me.
"Umm...bathroom" I said, shrugging.
"Come here ! There is something important" said Mum, grabbing my arm and leading me into the dining area.
"Found her, have you ?" Walburga Black was speaking to my Mum.
"This is her" Mum said, giving me a little push.
"Hmm" Walburga said, as she touched my cheek, trying to bring out a smile.
"She is perfect !" I stood staring at Sirius' mother.
"Ah ! There ! SIRIUS !" she bellowed, making me jump.
I turned to see Sirius looking at us with wide eyes. I was sweating now. Shit, have they found out about us ?!, I thought, my heart racing.
Sirius came to us slowly. He looked at me cautiously.
"Mary, I hope you've met my son before, Sirius " Walburga said, and Mum nodded, smiling at Sirius.
I felt another hand on my shoulder, and turned to find my Dad, smiling down at me. Why were they all so happy ?
"I think its time to tell them, Orion." He said. Sirius' father nodded and looked at his wife.
"Well, we have decided to join the Y/L/N and Black family " Walburga began. "And as the two of you are so well suited for eachother..." Sirius and I stood frozen.
Is this for real ?!
"The wedding will be soon after your education at Hogwarts is complete !" Mum added happily, smiling at Walburga.
Sirius and I exchanged glances, still unable to react.
Walburga came forward to hug me.
"Welcome to the family, Y/N" she said, struggling to bring about a smile.
Sirius finally smiled as my parents embraced him.
"I think this is great !" Mum exclaimed. "We have so much to do now !!" Just as our parents began their own conversations, Sirius looked at me.
"I cant believe it " I said.
He laughed.
I had to join in. Sirius put his arm aound me, kissing my forhead. Maybe this wasnt such a bad party, after all.
PERFECT - 1
au!Sebastian Stan x Reader He was perfect. Everything about him was perfect. The way those blue eyes could melt you with just a glance. Like he was doing right now. I felt a shiver run down my spine as Sebastian Stan made his way towards me. I had an urge to run. I wanted to hide from him. Ever since highschool, he has done this to me. I felt weak in front of him, and I wasnt generally a weak person. I was just like my mother when it came to that - I hated showcasing any signs of weakness. But not to Sebastian. He knew the effect he had on me. There was a smirk on his face as he reached me. "Hey, I didnt expect to see you here" he said, with that annoyingly beautiful smirk. "I didnt expect it too" I said dryly. "Its good to see you, Y/N" his voice awoke a lot of emotions, that I had learned to hide within me, which had been untouched for more than an year now. "You too, Seb" I managed to say, as he pulled me into a warm hug. I always found his scent intoxicating. It made me giddy. I pulled away quickly, my lips pressed together in a tight smile. "Where exactly have you been ?" Seb asked, sipping his drink. "Its been an year" An year. Seb and I were together in highschool. We were a thing back then. We were wild and so much in love. Three years. Thats how long it lasted. Thanks to my mother. On my 18th birthday, we had a nice big party at mine, and she discovered us in a rather compromising way, and that was it. She sent me away with my father in one if his social service trips, while she and my step brother Steven stayed home, working on her political career. And this was the first time we met again after all that. But Seb was with someone else now. Madeline Praise, whose birthday party we were attending. "I was with dad" I said. "Vietnam" Seb's jaw clentched. "And of course, you didnt think its necessary to tell me" he hissed. "You just disappeared on me, Y/N" "I was held a prisoner at my own home ! I was locked away not allowed meet even dad or Steven ! And one morning I was thrown into a flight to nowhere !" I said, my voice trembling with emotion. "And besides, not that you grieved a lot - Madeline Praise explains that much !" Seb looked at me, and I saw the pain in his eyes. "My father made me" he whispered, turning bright red. "Just wants to cover up the mess." I scoffed at that. "So where is your girlfriend ?" I asked, turning around to look. "I missed the cake cutting." "Of course you did" His smile was back on. "Seriously, I didnt even want to come" I said, shaking my head. "Thanks to my sweet mother. She has a way of pushing me into things I hate" Our eyes fell on my mother. Tanya Strait ( She took my stepfather's surname after marriage), was trying to make a political career for herself. She was trying her best. She had married George Strait when I was about ten years old. She and my stepfather were both born into filthy rich business families, and thus were always on top of the social ladder. Seb, Steven, Madeline and I, all attended posh private schools , and, Seb and Steven - the most expensive colleges. Madeline's family and mine were linked through family business, and thus this unavoidable party to which I was dragged to, against my will. "I missed you, Y/N" Seb said, his hand caressing mine softly. "So much" I looked at him, not sure if this conversation was a good idea. "I, um...me too" I said, trying to calm down. My eyes darted to the crowd of guests, searching for Madeline. Only she wasnt anywhere to be seen. "Where exactly is she ?" I asked. Seb shrugged. "I dont really care" he said, in a bored tone. "Im here for my father" "Seb ! You're dating that girl !" "Who told you that ?! I am forced to take her to these stupid parties ! Our parents make us go together! Who the hell told you we were dating ?!" He was shaking in anger. "Hm. Mom did" I said shrugging. "Come on, Y/N." Seb said impatiently. "You really think its that easy ?" "It hasnt been easy , Seb. Not for me. But Ive seen the two of you so blissfully happy on magazine covers" I snapped at him. "I was miserable ! I was in therapy ! But of course, you didnt know !" Seb was quiet now, staring at me with wide eyes and his mouth slightly open. "Hello, Sebastian" Seb tried to regain his earlier confidence, as my stepbrother Steven joined us. "Steven" he said, giving him a nod. "Nice to have Y/N back, isnt it ?" Steven said, putting an arm around my shoulders. Steven and I had a wonderful relationship. He never let the fact that my mother had replaced his, affect our bond. He was the only one in the world whom I knew would never hurt me. "Yes it is" Seb said, his eyes burning into me. "I would love to let you two catch up, but mom's kinda looking for you, and shes not going to be happy spotting you with him" Steven said, motioning to mom with his eyes. "Alright, give me a minute" I said, exhaling loudly. "I'll come" Steven nodded and walked off. "Seb, I have to go" I said. "Meet me in the garden at 10" he said. "Please, Y/N" "I dont think thats a good idea" I said, already protesting. "Last year was hell, I dont want to relive it !" "Please, baby" Seb whispered. "Please"
BOOKISH :P
Cute Bucky x Reader !

“Ok, Buck, ” I said, trying to catch my breath. “Give it back !” “No !” Bucky said, holding out a hand to stop me, and panting. “Bucky !!!” I whined, stomping my foot. “Please !!!!” “No no no !” “Yes, NOW!” “Nope” “Come on, Buck !” I said, sitting on the couch, sulking. “You spend time with me now” He said. “You can have your book back when Im done with you” “So not fair !” I said crossly. “That chapter is important !” “Im way more important that !” “Really ?” I asked, smirking. “Oh please” Bucky scoffed, flipping through the pages of my book.
Suddenly his fingers touched my bookmark.An evil grin spread on his face. He looked me, and wiggled his eye brows. “Dont you DARE !” I said, again on my feet. “Oh, but I do” Bucky said, shrugging. “Ok ok, just put it down” I said, holding my hands up in defeat.
Bucky studied my face for a minute, and then sighed loudly. “Here, have your stupid book” He said, pushing my book into my hands and turning away to leave.
I watched him as he ran his fingers through his thick brown hair, before slowly walking out if the room.
“Hey !” I said. “Where are you going ?” Bucky shrugged, not turning to look at me. I flicked the book onto the couch, and ran up to my boyfriend, hugging him from behind. “Dont go” I said in a small voice. I smiled as he turned around and pulled me to his chest, wrapping his arms around my waist. “I dont care about that book, ok, I actually do, but not as much as I care about you” I said, my lips brushing against his neck.
Bucky laughed, holding me tighter. “All I wanted was to cuddle with you, and you just wanna read ?” “Aww, come here you cuddlebug” I said, as we settled on the couch. I snuggled into his arms , getting comfortable with his warmth. Obviously, cuddling is never cuddling without a few Bucky-special kisses.
Once we were settled into just cuddling, again, Bucky asked, “So what was this all important chapter ?” I just smirked. “What ?” He asked, now looking at my face. “Ohh, you might not be interested” I said, controlling my urge to laugh. “(Y/N) ” Bucky said, narrowing his eyes at me. I just giggled and winked at him.
Bucky’s eyes grew wide, as he dived to grab my book and opened the page I was reading. “Go back two pages, if you wanna read the whole thing” I said, now poking my head in between the book and his arms to see the page. He grinned as he read. Then he held the book out to me. “Here” He said . “You didnt just finish reading, did you ?” I asked, looking at him in shock. “Nope” He said, lying back on the couch. “You’re gonna read it to me”
“OH COME ON !”
MY LOVE (PART 2)
This is the 2nd part to My love. :) :)
Young Sirius Black x Reader !!

Remus bought us two butterbeers, and we sat at a corner table, at Three Broomsticks. Remus was really sweet, but my mind constantly drifted off to Sirius.
“(Y/N)” Remus said.“Please talk to me” “Im so sorry !” I said. “I must be the worst date ever” “No you’re not ” “Why are you all being so nice to me ?” I asked, feeling weak. “Because thats how you are !” Remus said. “You are one of the nicest girls I’ve known !” “You are too kind to say that, Remus” I said. “I dont deserve it” “Sure you do ! Look at me, (Y/N) !” He held my hand in his tightly. “The love that you have for Sirius” he said. “Its so true ! Sirius has never experienced that kind of love before, (Y/N). ” “Of course he has” I said, my eyes filling up with tears. “You all love him…” “Yes we do, but thats different” Remus said softly. “You have no clue how much he is missing, you, (Y/N)… Please dont think that Im justifying him ” I shook my head. “I know him, (Y/N)…underneath all this bad boy image, is just a lost kid…he is so vulnerable sometimes, he needs that one person who can pull him together when he is broken…he is constantly looking for that one person , not realising that she is right in front of his eyes” “I cant-” I was in full fledged sobs now. I lowered my face to Remus’ hands, as I cried. He stroked my hair gently. “I love him, Remus. ” I said. “Too much…it kills me to see him with someone else…I held on for too long ” “I know, sweetheart” Remus said, soothingly. “I know its unfair” “I dont think he will ever see it” I cried. “Please calm down” said Remus, now handing me some paper towels. I wiped my face with them and sat up straight. “Its alright.” I said. “I just want him to be happy. ” “(Y/N).” Remus said. “Things will get better…Please, just come back to us…we need you !” I nodded. I needed my friends too
                 * * *
Once back in the common room, Remus hugged me. “Thank you, Remus” I said, kissing him on the cheek. “Good night”
My dorm was empty when I stepped in. Alice must be with Frank and Lily with James. Well it felt good to be alone for a while. I changed into my pyjamas, and climbed into bed, and pulled the blanket upto my nose. I was so tired, my muscles were all achy. I just needed a good long sleep. Just as I was beginning to drift into sleep, the door opened and closed softly. I lay still on the bed. I didnt want a conversation at the moment. I heard soft sniffing and snuffling. Someone was crying. “Lily ?” My voice was soft, and gorgy from sleep. Just as I sat up, the door opened and closed again.
                * * *
When I woke up the morning, Lily was in front of the mirror, doing something to her hair. “Lily ?” “Yeah ?” Lily turned around to face me, with a warm smile. “Is everything alright ?” I asked, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes. “Sure” Lily said, sitting next to me. “Why did you ask ?” “I thought I heard crying last night” I said. “So it wasnt you ?” Lily shook her head, and squeezed my hand. “How was your date, (Y/N) ?” She asked. “Remus was really sweet” I said. “Lily, I-” “You just need to relax” She said, cutting me off. I just fell back to bed.
                 * * *
My eyes searched for only one person. And he wasnt at the common room or the Great Hall. “Sirius ?” I asked Lily. Lily shrugged, and then turned to James. “Wheres he ?” “Sleeping” James said, and the boys shared an uneasy look. “Is he ok ?” I asked. “He didnt sleep last night” Peter said, only to be swatted by James. “Whats going on guys ?” I asked, exhaling loudly. “Its nothing, (Y/N)” James said. “Hes in one of his moods. ”
I was angry. Why did everyone act like I was made of glass or something! They were trying to help, but it obviously didnt. “(Y/N)!” Lily was running to keep up with me. “Just let me be, Lils!” I said, stalking away. “I just need to clear my head !” “Please be ok, (Y/N)” Lily said, stopping. “I love you, Lily” I said, going back to hug my friend. “I just need to be alone, ok?” Lily nodded.
              * * * I was back on my bed, under my blanket. I just missed him so much, it made me weak, and tired. I was so lost in thought that I didnt hear the door open. But suddenly my heart skipped a beat. I knew that smell. I knew it too well. Sirius climbed into my blanket, and put his arms around me tightly. I could feel his heart beating really fast on my back, and his face pressed against my neck. “Im so sorry” he said in between his tears. “Please come back (Y/N), please dont leave me !” It broke my heart to hear him cry like that. I turned around to face him. “Sirius,please stop ” I said, wiping his tears away. “Please”
I hugged him tightly, as he pressed his face to my chest, shivering, and tried to catch his breath. When he was finally breathing normally, I loosened my grip on him, and pulled away, not knowing what to do. We both lay on my bed, on our sides, looking at eachother.
“Please forgive me, (Y/N)…” he whispered. “I didnt know how important you were to me, when you were there” I just listened quietly, as he spoke. “But, you just left one day, and I didnt know what to do ! I didnt know that I loved you, till you left…all those girls, they were never you ! They just wanted to snog me, no one ever cared, but you…” he said,now wiping a tear that rolled down my cheek. “I was so insanely jealous when Remus told me about your date ! I just couldnt…thats when I knew -” He took a deep breath. “I was so mad at him, and then he told me…” he continued.
I couldnt look at him anymore. I felt far too embarrassed. It was obvious that Remus had told him about my feelings for him.
“(Y/N), Please give me a chance” Sirius said. “Please…I swear I will be good ! I swear I will make it up to you! ” He sat up, pulling me up with him. “I swear I will never make you cry again, and love you for every minute our lives” he whispered. And paused for a moment, as if thinking what to say next. “And to give you lots of beautiful babies !” I laughed at that. This was Sirius Black. “Lots ?” I asked, still laughing. “Lots ! Many ! How many ever you want !” He said, now his face lighting up. He cupped my cheeks with his hands and said, “You are so beautiful, (Y/N)” I smiled slightly at that. “I will keep you happy…Please just let me show you…I promise you wont regret it ” He said. “I love you, (Y/N)” “I love you too, Sirius Black” I whispered, as he leaned forward to kiss me. It was a soft sweet kiss, and he pulled me into a hug. “Im never letting you go” He whispered. “Never”
My Brightest Star - 3
Sirius Black x Reader

Winning a game of Quidditch against the Slytherins was quite an achievment for the Gryffindors. It also meant a victory party was in order. Lily was going throung her trunk, chucking her clothes on her bed.
"Why cant I find anything good to wear !!!?" she whined, as Y/N pulled on a simple black sleeveless dress that came upto her knees.
"You are done already ?!" Lily asked, fishing into her trunk more urgently.
"Relax, Lily ! You can borrow one of mine if you cant find any !" Y/N said, combing her long hair.
That calmed her a bit, and she did find a pretty pink dress. Once the girls were ready, they went downstairs and saw a full fledged party in the common room.
Bottles of firewhiskey were stacked at makeshift bar, along with other drinks and snacks.
"Come on, Y/N" said Lily, grabbing her hand as they walked up to the boys.
They stood by the bar, with bottles of firewhiskey in their hands. Y/N's eyes fell on Sirius, who was dressed casually in a black shirt and a pair jeans, and his black hair shined in the disco lights.
Lily went forward to kiss James, and Sirius came forwrd to Y/N, and said,"You look beautiul,love"
Andrea smiled at him, saying "Thank you, you dont look so bad yourself "
Sirius smirked, and winked at her. A little into the party, James and all the boys for that matter, were drunk.
"Dont you think Y/N is too much of a goody goody to be even hanging out with us ?" said James.
Sirius glared at him, afraid if Y/N would leave.
"Cant even handle a little drink I see" James continued.
"I dont drink because I dont like to, James" Y/N replied firmly.
"Oh right"
"Besides, who cant handle a couple of drinks?"
"You cant !" James laughed, Peter joining him.
Remus looked at Sirius, knowing where this will end.
"Of course I can, Potter !" Y/N said, turning red in her face.
"Prove it" James said, smugly.
"Gladly" she said, reaching out for a bottle of firewhiskey.
One of their classmates, who was bartending, poured her a goblet.
"Y/N-" began Sirius, trying to stop her, but she swatted his hand away.
"You dont have to do it " said Remus, giving James an ugly look.
"She has never had a drink before !" Lily whispered to Sirius, tackling her boyfriend.
"Y/N, he is crazy " said Sirius, trying to take the goblet away from her. "You DONT have to prove anything"
"Sirius Black, you better let go"
There was fire in her eyes, and it kind of turned him on. Smirking at her, he folded his hands and leaned against the wall, as she raised the goblet to her mouth, and took a big swig.
They watched, and she put the empty goblet back on the table, putting her hands against her mouth, eyes wide. The drink burned her insides.
Her eyes darted to Sirius, who was watching her with much interest, taking a sip from his own drink.
James snorted, "Look at her face ! That was just one drink !"
As she reached for another filled goblet.
"Y/N, let it go please!" Lily whined.
Y/N downed the contents of the goblet, and just stood, her eyes watering up.
"Ohhhh" James said, putting his arm around Lily and pulling her closer to him.
"You are in so much trouble, Potter" Lily grumbled, pushing him away.
"Y/N, you should stop" Remus warned, now really concerned.
Sirius, remained silent his eyes fixed on Y/N.
A couple of globlets later:
"Fine, one more and Im done teasing you !"James said, with a grin.
His words were slurring now. With some effort, Y/N had another shot. And then, she held her stomach, her eyes closed tightly, before muttering, "I think Im going to be sick"
Remus grabbed a dustbin from the corner of the room, and Sirius helped her away from the crowd.
Once they were at a safe distance from the party animals, Y/N bent down over the dustbin, and threw up.
"This is all your fault Potter !" Lily fumed, and stalked off to find some water.
Peter took hold of a thoroughly wasted James, and led him off to his dorm.
Sirius knelt down, and held back Y/N's hair and rubbed her back slowly as she puked. "Its alright" he murmured, and she continued for a while.
Once it stopped, Lily wiped her face with some paper towels, and handed her some water.
"Guys, I dont think she can walk to the dorm" Lily said, looking at the sick girl.
"That wont be a problem" said Remus, looking at Sirius with a smile.
Sirius lifted Y/N off her feet bridal style, and carried her upto her dorm. Y/N held on to his shirt tightly, and he heard her saying incoherent things under her breath. Remus and Lily watched them, and stayed in the common room with a smile on their faces. Sirius placed her on her bed gently, but she held on to the collar of his shirt.
"Whats it, babe?" he asked, covering her hands with his.
She mumbled something, and he sat on her bed, leaning down to hear her.
"Dont go" Y/N whispered, the scent of his cologne intoxicating her more.
Her hands on his collar, loosened. Sirius laughed as he lay her down completely, and brushed his fingers on her cheek.
"I really want to kiss you now, you know ?" he said, his voice husky. "When you're in your proper mind, maybe. Good night, love"