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Haikyuu Boys With A Moody S/o
Haikyuu boys with a moody s/o
Requested by a lovely anon: hey hey hey :)) can you do hc’s for Bokuto, Sugawara and Tendō with a S/O who’s pretty moody(and how they handle it), the mood swings can vary from being pissed off over the littlest thing to a few minutes later to being a soft big baby. hehe~ I hope you get what I’m trying to say, English isn’t my fist language 🥺❤️
A/N: Hi lovely! Thank you so much for requesting! This was fun to do and don’t worry, your English was great <3 Sorry this is a little late…

Bokuto:
Oh boy
You two give Akaashi so much trouble
Being just as unstable as your boyfriend, you two were one big mess
He can switch between angry, sad, and a big softie just as fast as you can
Bokuto’s mood swings usually occur when he’s playing volleyball, but yours happen in any situation
His have to be provoked more than yours, which causes all sorts of problems
If you start crying randomly, he will
The two of you will cry together on your couch over who knows what
Bokuto would be crying about a different reason, however
“Y/N, don’t cryyyyy”
He’d sound like a hypocrite as he’s sobbing even more than you
You always perk up eventually, ending up having to consult him instead
“Kotaro, I’m okay now”
“Yeah, but I don’t like seeing you cry…”
When you get angry, Bokuto would encourage you, honestly
If you’re angry at someone, he’ll definitely get up in their face
You bet if you stub your toe or something and are mad at the table, Bokuto would beat it up
If it really hurt you, he’ll literally take it outside
That’s when you snap out of it and start crying, freaking out about destroying the table
Bokuto could rip a coffee table in half if it hurt his precious s/o
He loves your soft side, and relishes in it
The cuddles you give him when you’re in the softest of softest moods
Lives for when you use the baby voice and awes at you
“Baby, give me cuddles…”
Bokuto will break down into tears if you’re too cute and then you will because he’s crying
It’s a cycle
That’s behind closed doors
If you are ever out with Akaashi and Bokuto and you both had an episode of “emo mode”
He’ll have his work cut out for him
Even more so if you are both in the troublemaking mood
You are his leash children

Sugawara:
He can handle it, 100%
After all, he’s the wine aunt of Karasuno, definitely not the mum
He has to deal with all types of personalities, from Tanaka and Nishinoya, to Asahi and Yamaguchi
Some mood swings are nothing, especially when he cares so much about you
He tries his hardest to be patient, and he is naturally so
I bet he has a notebook keeping track of your mood swings and how to handle them
That makes him the best whenever you have a break down over the tiniest thing
Maybe you were trying to pick up a ladybug and it flew away
You’ll cry, and Suga will whip out the ice cream or whatever he knows helps you when you’re sad
Cuddling is so soft with him, it’d be so giggly
You’d be cheering up in seconds if you were in the mood that required cuddling to fix it
If you get angry, he often forgets that he takes responsibility for you
Let’s say a seagull steals your food while you were on a date with him at the beach and you go absolutely rabid
You’re running around the beach with a shoe in hand trying to hit it
You’re cussing and yelling that you’ll, quote, “beat the wings off of the pigeon dork”
Yeah, you know it’s not a pigeon, but that’s not important
Suga will be standing on his chair, clapping and laughing
“Yeah! Get your burger, baby!”
He doesn’t notice the people staring in horror as you angrily storm across the beach
When he does, he quickly realised that he should probably stop you
Then you’ll cry because now you don’t have food
So Suga shares with you
Much like Bokuto, if you’re ever in your cuddly mode, he’s thrilled
Relishes in the time, so he locks you in so you can’t get away
If you cry because he won’t let you go, I bet he’ll blow raspberries on you or tickle you
He looks like the kind of guy who would
When you’re in your bouncy and happy mode, sometimes he struggles to keep up with you
Suga encourages you from the sidelines if you’re doing something probably illegal or dangerous
If he thinks you’re gonna hurt yourself, he’ll stop you
You bet he rewards you if you have a day when you don’t cry once
He’s like one of those primary school teachers who give you a star sticker when you do something good
You better love him, because I will if you don’t

Tendo:
He doesn’t know what he’s doing, really
He’s like a mix between Bokuto and Suga
Sometimes, he freaks out and doesn’t know what to do with you, or he’s joining in
It’s mainly when you cry that he freaks out
He can hardly handle his own emotions, let alone his s/o’s
He’ll try to ask you what’s wrong, then you’ll only cry harder because he doesn’t get why you would cry over not being able to pull the price sticker off a book
That’s when he freaks out, full on running circles
Slowly he begins to guess what kind of mood you’re gonna be in
Much like his blocking technique, he gets scarily accurate at it
Not that it helps him deal with it, it just makes it less of a surprise for him
Tendo isn’t fragile, so he won’t cry when you cry
However, he’ll laugh when you get angry
That only aggravates you, causing you to turn your anger on him
It turns into a game, where he runs around the house cackling while you throw various objects at him
It’s all fun and games until you begin to get upset over trying to harm him
You apologise profusely to him while crying, and he pulls you into a hug
“Aww, paradise, I started it”
“No… b-but… but, I tried to throw the… the kettle at you”
He’ll only laugh at you more and have to awkwardly stand with you in the middle of the hallway while you cry
Tendo will notice a few things that like when you’re in each mood to calm you down
He begins to make it his priority to be prepared for the mood swing he has predicted for exactly 10:43pm
Absolutely thrives when you have the sudden urge to do something spontaneous
His favourite thing to do with you is push each other around in trolleys in carparks
If you get all soft, he teases you to no end
He loves wrapping all his limbs around you and keeping you in place for hours
Predicts right when the mood will end, and can’t handle it
Just because it interrupted your cuddles
Super sweet and fun, but he’s freaking out on the inside
Don’t rely on him too much, or he’ll start to crumble
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Oikawa x Reader: Support
Summary: When Oikawa’s knee plays up during the final set, it costs his team the game. He’s distraught, but you come down from the stands to put him at ease. You try your best to comfort him, being both his physical and emotional support.
Rating: SFW
Genre: Fluff, angst, comfortttt (my fav)
Word Count: 2k
A/N: This is the second thing I’ve written for Oikawa to do with injuries... He’s had free rent in my brain for the last couple of days. Warning: this is unedited, sorry

Echoing cheers filled your ears, the large gatherings of supporters filling the stadium. Everyone’s hearts were in their ears, thumping like the drums many teams’ supporters had brought.
The game had been tight, Seijoh having been pushed into a tight spot. It was the final set, having lost the first and catching up in the second. Both sets had slipped into a Duce, this set one point away.
You were there to support Seijoh, or more specifically, your boyfriend. He’d given you his spare jersey to wear to cheer him on, the large number 1 attracting attention from many of his fangirls. It was situations like these you wished Oikawa wasn’t as flashy, not having to plaster that you were his right across your chest. However, you quickly forgot that you were wearing it, and so did his fans, completely sucked into the game.
Even though you sat so far away, you could see how exhausted both teams seemed. Both of them were so determined to win that you were almost concerned that they would push themselves over the edge.
More specifically, you were worried about Oikawa.
Recently, he had been expressing concern for his knee. You’d try telling him to take it easy once in a while if it was causing him that much trouble, but you knew he wouldn’t listen.
Now, watching him run backwards and forwards across the court begged for you to stare at his knee, as if the eye contact would miraculously heal it. The white knee brace stood out among the black pads, only an inescapable reminder that wouldn’t let you forget. But, you feared Oikawa had; too caught up in the moment.
Biting your bottom lip, you watched and waited as he set the ball to Iwaizumi for their quick. The blockers were inaccurate, resulting in the ball blasting through to the other side. A sloppy receive caused the ball to shoot off to the side, Seijoh receiving the point. It placed them in Duce.
You began to grow impatient, wondering how long it would go on for. The slight wobble in Oikawa’s run made you think that it wouldn’t be such a bad thing if the next two points ended the game, Seijoh’s or not Seijoh’s.
Mattsun served, hoping to keep the momentum going. His serve was received, the opposing libero placing the ball in the perfect place for the setter. After the ball spun into the air, their ace spiked it. Oikawa and Iwaizumi leaped up to block, the ball passing through. Makki received it, putting it in place for Oikawa.
Your heart clenched as he moved to set. His jaggered movements twisted his knee and you could see the wince on Oikawa’s face as the shock of the knee pain kicking in.
He staggered, falling to the ground. Iwaizumi turned to him when he heard a sharp inhale from his setter. The ball bounced on their side of the court, and the whistle blew.
Springing to your feet, you ran to the rail and leaned over it. Oikawa sat on the ground, Iwaizumi kneeling next to him. You watched as Iwaizumi wrapped one of Oikawa’s arms around his neck and led him off the court. Your boyfriend shot a tiny glance in your direction, before turning to watch where his feet were going. The glisten of regret in his eyes made your lip quiver.
The hobble in his walk over to the bench caused you to take off down the stairs closest to the Seijoh cheer squad. Breathing heavily, you sprinted around the gymnasium, hoping that you’d be allowed onto the court. Instead, you didn’t care. You needed to get to Oikawa.
When you reached the place where he stood, shaking his head at his coach. Iwaizumi argued too, his voice loud enough to hear. They wanted him to go to the medical wing, but Oikawa was refusing.
You sighed, walking hurriedly to stand next to Oikawa. He saw you coming, forcing on a fake smile.
“Ah, Y/N-chan!”
Before he could continue, you frowned at him and he closed his mouth. You looked his coach dead in the eyes.
“He can’t go to the medical wing; he can barely walk,” you said sternly, taking Oikawa’s hand in your own, “He’ll sit here with ice.”
You immediately regretted your tone, especially with the way coach judged you. His eyebrows were raised halfway up his forehead, obviously surprised with your assertiveness.
“Y/N-chan’s right, coach,” Oikawa laughed awkwardly, “They take good care of me.”
His coach laughed, “Good to see that he has you and Iwaizumi to keep him in check. Sit him down.”
Iwaizumi scoffed, slipping out from under Oikawa’s arm to let you take him place. The entire time it took you to take him over to the bench, he was smiling and chatting your ear off.
“I think we were playing well, Y/N-chan, don’t ya think? Man, it’s been a tough game. Shame this got in the way.”
You let him spew words, well aware that this was the way that he was covering up his hurt. Both physical and mental pain lingered over him, the tiny tears welling in his eyes the give away to you.
Having him around your shoulder allowed for you to easily manoeuvre him over to the bench. The limp in his step slowed you down slightly. Once you reached the bench, you carefully moved around to let him sit down. Kneeling before him, you let him raise his leg up so that his foot rested on your knee to elevate it slightly. You knew that the manager hurried to collected a bag of ice to place on his knee, so you stayed put.
Oikawa was far enough away from the team to suddenly let his guard down. The smile from his face dropped, as he took the damp towel his coach handed him. He placed it over his head, staring down at his lap. Avoiding your eyes, he clenched his fists and let his tears fall.
“Hey, Toru,” reached up to grab his hand, “Look at me, please.”
You wished you could get closer to him, but his foot resting on your knee prohibited you from moving.
He ignored you, and you sighed. Instead of pressuring him, you detached your hand from his hold. His fingers reached out with the absence of your warmth, but you continued with what you wanted to do.
Delicately, you pulled down his knee brace, shifting it down to his ankle. Air hitting his knee, Oikawa flinched slightly. You felt a little guilty, so you brought your hand back up to grab his. The soft skimming of your thumb over his knuckles soothed him, his small sniffles ceasing slightly.
Right as you were about to talk to him once again, his manager approached you. In his hands were a bag of ice and a fluffy towel. You thanked him and took the objects from him with your free hand.
After wrapping the ice in the towel and balancing it on Oikawa’s knee, you began to speak to him again.
“Hey, pretty boy,” you whispered, almost in an attempt of humour.
The use of his favourite nickname - that usually went to his head - received a little bit of attention. The towel over his head shifted as he looked up at you. His eyes were puffy and red, tear tracks staining his cheeks.
Your heart shattered, so you gestured for him to lean down to you. He did as he was told, the towel shielding his face. You reached out to wipe the tears from his cheeks with your knuckle, cooing at him softly.
“Look at you... you’re so handsome,” you tried to lift his mood in the best way you knew how, “Your tears and this towel are stopping me from seeing your face. I know you’re embarrassed, baby, I know.”
Oikawa shook his head, “I cost us the game because I didn’t listen to you telling me to take it easy. It hurts, Y/N-chan...”
“No, don’t “Y/N-chan” me, Toru,” you knew that being stern is the only way to get through to him, but to take attention away from your tone you held his face in your hands, “I know fully well that whatever I say to you when you step onto the court flies out the window. I only try because I care about you and I know that volleyball means the world to you. Don’t go blaming the game’s outcome on yourself either. Look, they’re still playing.”
You tilted his head so that he could see Yahaba set the ball and Kyotani spike it through the blockers. They scored the point, celebrating how they’re catching up.
Kunimi was the first to notice Oikawa watching, and he narrowed his eyes at him. Soon, Watari looked over, smiling and waving to his captain. Mattsun noticed too, both of them smirking knowingly. Yahaba scoffed, and Iwaizumi flipped Oikawa off.
To this, you narrowed your eyes, and Iwa rose his arms defensively. Nonetheless, your point was made, turning back to Oikawa. His eyes were wide, surprised.
“See, they’re not completely useless without you,” you stroked his cheek, “And they really do love you, no matter what they just did. It sucks, it really does suck that you have to play with an injury. I thought you say that you trust them.”
“I do...” Oikawa included guiltily.
“Good...” you sigh, recollecting your thoughts, “Toru, you’ve proven that you can trust them, but please trust me. I want you to sit out the next game if they win, okay? Your safety is so important to me and no doubtably the rest of the team agrees.”
Oikawa leaned into your touch, nodding and smiling, “Thank you, baby...”
“You are so welcome,” you lifted up the ice to look at his knee, “I hope the only thing you are crying at now is how much your knee hurts, yeah?”
“Yeah,” he laughed slightly, the shakiness of his leg concerning you.
However, the light laughter that left his lips made you smile. The towel slipped off his head, its shadow disappearing off his face. You caught it, placing it on the ground next to you.
“There you are, pretty boy,” you smiled at him, the twinkle returning to his eyes.
Once again, the shaking of his leg concerned you, “I’ll be careful, but I want to elevate your leg more.”
He simply nodded, trusting you as you took hold of his foot. One hand holding the ice and towel, you lifted his leg and spun him so that it rested along the bench. You placed the ice back on his knee, folding the towel that had been on his head tightly. Resting his foot on the towel, you gave him a peck on the forehead. Sitting behind him on the bench you allowed him to rest on you.
Oikawa placed his head on your shoulder, pouting up at you, “Hey, you missed my lips, Y/N-chan~”
Huffing you craned your neck to aim your lips for his own, but they couldn't reach. Instead you landed them on the tip of his nose.
“You missed again...” he whined, and you rolled your eyes.
“It’s not my fault I can’t reach,” you grumbled, his head slipping off your shoulder.
This forced you to catch his sweaty head, so you took the opportunity to kiss him properly. However, your lips only brushed his top lip, leaving him unsatisfied.
“Hey, that wasn’t a proper kiss, princess,” he retorted.
“Well, that’s what you get for scaring me,” you smiled, “Now, sit up, you big baby.”
“Aww, did I scare you~” Oikawa teased, sitting up and resting against your side again.
“Shut up.”
The two of you spent the rest of the game watching closely, commenting on each play. Your arm rested over his shoulder the majority of the time, letting him play with your fingers. Sadly, Aoba Johsai lost the game, but you made sure to remind Oikawa that it wasn’t his fault and he believed you.
When you returned home, he thanked you. The way you supported him really put him at ease. He wasn't always comfortable to admit to weakness and needing help, so it meant the world to the both of you when he said it.
First “I love you”s with the BNHA Boys
Bakugo, Shinso, Kirishima
Summary: How I think some of my favs would say their first ily and when it would be in the relationship. Pretty much first major confession stories...
A/N: So sorry for inactivity. I always get way too carried away with these sorts of headcanons... Let me know if you guys want a part two with maybe some pro heroes, villains, or maybe more students??

Bakugo:
Yeah, Bakugo sucks at words
Bakugo said his quite far into the relationship, let’s be real
To begin with, his love language was actions, not words
So when he realised that he needed to say it at some point or you may get upset with him, he panicked
I’m sure you were incredibly accepting of his form of affection, slightly aggressive or not, that you weren't pressing for him to say it
You knew he would be uncomfortable with it, so you make it your mission to say it to him first
That way he could feel either relieved that you said first, confident enough to say it himself when he was ready, or let it out at the same time
Spoiler: it was the latter
You both blurted it out together
The two of you were in a fight, nothing unusual
However, it wasn’t one of the playful ones that more commonly end with you giggling and pleading for his mercy as he tickled you
You’d never yell in those sorts of fights, and neither would he
But this one was serious
The points and arguments attacking each other were incredibly personal, but both sides were very unselfish
For example, you said: “Your inferiority complex is what makes you this way and you’re gonna push yourself too hard one day!”
To which he’d reply with: “Look at you, if you want to play hero let me do what I want and focus on yourself. Don’t waste your time on me when I’m perfectly fine”
You get the idea
All you wanted was for him to look after himself
Once you believed the fight was incredibly stupid, you stormed off
Bakugo of course tried to catch up with you only for you to slam a door in his face, which you instantly regretted
It took you a good half an hour to open the door again
Bakugo stood up immediately at the sight of your puffy eyes
He felt awful
But the three words came out as follows:
“Katsuki... I’m sorry”
“No, I am”
“Katsu, please, you know that I get worked up”
“And I do too”
There was a pause, neither of you knowing who would speak first
That’s when you spoke at the same time
“I only said what I said because I love you and care about you”
“I almost pushed you away because I love you so much, dumbass”
“What did you say?”
“Huh”
You got him to repeat himself, and he mumbled it shyly
You awed, hurrying up to him to pull him tightly into your chest and reassured him softly
He was too shocked to get emotional or cry
He was mainly relieved that you said it too, because as soon as that fight picked up, he was afraid you didn’t
Now that it was off his chest, he was relieved
And knowing everything that you did was because you loved him back made him feel so much better
But he made sure that you both said it often enough to avoid doubt

Shinso:
My soft purple boy...
He knew he loved you instantly, much like most of the boys on this list
He had finally found someone with similar interests as him, same sense of humour, same goals, and loved cats too
Best of all, you never assumed anything because of his quirk
And with Shinso’s childhood, encountering someone who thought nothing like those other kids, he wanted to hold onto you forever
You feeling safe around him wasn’t something that grew over time after meeting him
It was instantaneous
You had introduced yourself to him and he cocked an eyebrow at you
“Aren’t you scared?”
“Scared? Why would I be scared?”
“Don’t you know I’m the kid with the brainwash quirk that everyone says to ‘beware’?”
“Oh, yeah. I knew”
“Then why did you approach me?”
“I don’t know, I thought your quirk was actually really cool and wanted to know why your in the general department and not in the hero department”
That was the first time he had ever heard someone talk about his quirk in such a way
He’d be lying if he said that he didn’t fall in love instantly as you took a seat next to him and began ranting about how rigged the entrance exam was
I didn’t mean to get into a whole backstory so lets hurry with the confession:
You two weren’t even dating yet when he said it
And it wasn’t even that far into your friendship that he let it slip
The two of you had stopped into a cat cafe on the way home from UA
You had already finished eating and were busy playing with the numerous cats surrounding your table
After all, Shinso was a cat magnet
You cooed at a kitten in your lap, talking to it in your baby voice
Shinso sat across from you, chin resting in his hand smiling fondly to himself
The fact that he loved you was so apparent to him that he almost forgot that you didn’t know
For some reason, he had forgotten that you really couldn’t read his mind, even though you were so similar to him
At this point, your teasing but genuine affection had made Shinso forget that you weren't dating
Being around each other was so comfortable
He never had been so blessed
While you played with the cat, he sighed
“Damn... I love you...”
“:0”
“:|”
The boy had the audacity to clear his throat and pretend he didn’t say it, like it was a ghost or something that had whispered it so softly and meaningfully in a voice that sounded just like his voice..?
Of course you knew it was him
“Do you mean it?”
“Mean what?”
“>:[”
“Yes?”
“This is so sudden... I mean we’re not even dating? Do I say it back now? How long have you felt this way? Do I have to meet your parents now? Wait, do you even want a relationship? No-”
Shinso leaned over the table and placed his hand over your mouth to hush you
“It was an accident, okay? I didn’t mean to say it so soon”
You peel his large hand off your mouth
“No, it’s fine... I’m kind of relieved...”
“Why’s that?”
“I was going to ask you out after this... and I didn’t know if you’d say yes”
You laughed nervously, turning back to the cat and avoided Shinso’s eyes
Let’s just say that he definitely said yes and that spot in the cat cafe became his favourite place ever
You said that you loved him right after he agreed to date you

Kirishima:
Kiri! Kiri! Kiri! Kiri!
Words are 100% his thing!
In fact, after you started dating, he couldn’t wait to say it!
He would have said it as soon as you agreed to date him if it wasn’t for his plan that he had come up with as soon as he realised he had a crush on you
This plan of his consisted of him confessing that he loves you after a long date that ended with you two stargazing on a hill with candles and sandwiches and blankets and-
Argh, it was going to be perfect!
Originally, he intended jump right into it and ask you to hang out then take you to the arcade, then to lunch, then the festival, then across the lake, then to the park as friends!
Denki thought it was stupid that he’d go through all that effort without knowing if you even liked him back!
So, with Denki’s “experience”, he instructed Kirishima on a new 20 step plan in order to say it at the right moment
Kiri, being so lovestruck, he could only listen to him
The first date he asked you on was a simple study date
According to Denki’s plan, Kiri was to take baby steps in order to build up to a date of that magnitude
With Kirishima being the sunshine boy he is, every date was a blast (even the study one)
As it came to the completion of the 20 step plan, Kiri began to grow nervous
Remember how I said words are 100% his thing?
Well, at least they were
Before the big day at least
He was incredible fidgety the entire time, from when you got to the arcade to when you hopped onto the boat to cross the lake
You weren’t stupid, you noticed how his laughter faded out quickly as how he avoided your eyes more often than not
It caused you to get a bit anxious yourself, making the boat ride over to the park incredibly awkward
You usually relied on him to bounce back on, but now...
Why was he even anxious? The date had gone perfectly!
You looked like you had enjoyed yourself, so why was he questioning if you would love him back?
Nonetheless, he led you to the exactly place on the hill he had planned it to happen three months ago
You rolled out the picnic blanket, lit the candles, ate the sandwiches and waited for the sun to go down
The temperature dropped, causing you to shiver, just like Kiri planned
So he took out the blanket and wrapped it around your shoulders, much more awkwardly than he had watched on repeat in his head for months
But you took it with a smile, and he loosened up a bit
When it became dark enough for you to see the stars, you lay down on wrapped in the blanket
Your eyes were filled with wonder as you found yourself absent-mindedly telling Kiri about the different stars
That’s when Kiri found his hand itching for the speech that he stashed into his pocket after rewriting it over and over again
He was sure he had formulated his words right
But at that moment, seeing you just as he had dreamed in this perfect moment, but only more beautiful, he realised it would never go as he planned
“And I think that one is Sirius. It’s got to be the brightest star”
“Y/N”
“Yes?”
“I want to tell you something”
You’re heart dropped
“What is it?”
“I’m so in love with you, you have no idea. Ever since I met you, I thought you were incredible and beautiful... It’s not very manly for me to admit this but... I have literally dreamed of this moment. But none of my dreams could have never prepared me for this. I love you, Y/N, and it’s okay if you don’t love me back”
“Oh thank goodness, I’m so glad that was what you wanted to say”
“Huh?”
“I noticed how fidgety you were and I feared the worst if I’m honest!”
“Oh, no I didn’t want to make you feel that way! I was just nervous that you wouldn’t accept my confession...”
“Of course I do! I love you too!”
He was so relieved, and never regretted the way the confession when down
Since he recovered from his initial nerves, he’d say it constantly and you’d always laugh and reciprocate his words
Just an FYI, posts will start to get more scattered during the week days now with school. Sorry about that...
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Drabble: Hawks x Reader
Prompt: “I’m scared. What if someone finds out about us?”
A/N: First time writing hawks?? 👀 And this is a little all over the place

You knew exactly what you were getting into when you decided to date him. The number 2 hero with a swarm of responsibilities, enemies and fans all at the same time. He was so special and you were a civilian. A nobody.
If you were honest, you knew Hawks liked it better than way. He felt that you couldn’t get hurt, but there was the fear of you getting hurt because you weren’t a hero. When you started dating him, you never realised that you suddenly became an everybody.
No one knew about you, and the both of you wanted to keep it that way. It had been almost a year of you two hiding this secret from everyone you knew, especially the media. Even Hawks warned you of what the Hero Public Safety Commission would say or do if they were to be informed.
The best thing you could do was spend nights together such as this one. With his busy schedule, the middle of the night was almost the only time he could wind down.
When it was time to do so, he’d call you on his way home to tell you how long he was going to be and how much he’s looking forward to see you.
After receiving the call you’d get to work preparing him some chicken to eat and a nest of pillows on the bed. According to him, you never arranged the pillows quite right. However, you just wanted to show that you cared for him.
Right now, he was snug in the nest he had to shift around, playfully scolding you for not being able to do it right. A blanket was folded over you, his wings tucked carefully behind him. A finished bucket of chicken was left abandoned on the bedside table.
Hawks cooed softly in your arms, his handsome face hidden in the crook of your neck. You held the back of his head softly, threading your fingers through his tussled but silky blond hair. His arms were loose around your waist, legs tangled between yours.
“Hawks?” You whispered, unsure if he was still awake.
A soft but low hum vibrated against your throat.
“Do you care if I’m a nobody?” You asked, allowing for your question to slip out.
“Nope,” Hawks mumbled, adjusting how his face pressed against your neck.
“Okay... but what if I couldn’t save myself from villains that came after me knowing they’d get to you?”
Hawks gave another hushed answer, “Then they would have got to me, because I’d come and save you, little birdie.”
You nodded, hesitantly, guilt building up.
“Wouldn’t it be better if I got myself out of the situation? I don’t want you to get dragged into things because of me.”
“And I don’t want you to get dragged into things because of me.”
Hawks drew his face out of your neck, wriggling up to meet your eye level. He lifted his hand up to run his hand up and down your arm.
The shine of the cityscape reflected perfectly in Hawks’s golden eyes through the open window. The sleekness of their hawk-like shape pierced your own as you stared into them. You could sense the seriousness in the hue of yellow. The intense eye contact caught your breath in your throat as your worries poured out.
“Hawks, I’m scared,” you mumbled, “What if someone finds out about us?”
Immediately, Hawks didn’t waste a second in shuffling up to press your face into his chest. The soft circles he ran up and down your shoulder blades ticked through your shirt.
You could hear his rapid heart rate, making it clear the fear that had shocked him into gelding you so tight.
He squeezed you tightly, guilty of placing you into a situation of fear, anxious for what he led you into, and feeling selfish for wanting you anyway.
How could he not when you were all he has ever wanted?
“Call me Keigo,” he whispered, voice light as one of his scarlet feathers.
Your eyes shot open.
“I know I told you that I couldn’t tell you my name but I don’t care anymore,” he confessed, feeling the way you tried to look up at him, “My name’s Keigo Takami, and I promise I will protect you from anything.”
“Keigo... I love that name...” you sighed, getting comfortable against his chest, “It really suits you.”
Hawks couldn’t help but chuckle.
“I know you’ll protect me, Keigo...”
He smiled when you used his name.
“And I promise I’ll do anything to keep us together.”
I'm so sorry for just disappearing pls forgive me.
I'm now on holidays so I can write so much more! I'll be opening requests for haikyuu and mha in a couple days!!