Okay Yall I Have A Thought

okay y’all i have a ✨thought✨

what if, whenever atsushi regenerates, he’s physically fine but for some reason, his body still feels the pain of the wound he received??

like immediately after it happens, he’s fine if not a bit more tired than usual.

and then he wakes up the morning after and the afflicted limb (it’s the leg. you KNOW i mean the leg i mean come on, it’s practically a bright red target atp) is just screaming in pain.

and eventually the pain starts to ease up and he’s able to function again but he’s still left with flair ups sometimes and just general chronic pain.

again: especially the leg i mean SERIOUSLY THAT POOR LIMB-

but yeah basically chronic pain atsushi. (totally not in the process of writing a one shot for this with a sprinkling of sskk)

anyway, thoughts? feelings? helpful commentary?

figured i should attach this to the og thread

it’s here ✨

okay y’all i have a ✨thought✨

what if, whenever atsushi regenerates, he’s physically fine but for some reason, his body still feels the pain of the wound he received??

like immediately after it happens, he’s fine if not a bit more tired than usual.

and then he wakes up the morning after and the afflicted limb (it’s the leg. you KNOW i mean the leg i mean come on, it’s practically a bright red target atp) is just screaming in pain.

and eventually the pain starts to ease up and he’s able to function again but he’s still left with flair ups sometimes and just general chronic pain.

again: especially the leg i mean SERIOUSLY THAT POOR LIMB-

but yeah basically chronic pain atsushi. (totally not in the process of writing a one shot for this with a sprinkling of sskk)

anyway, thoughts? feelings? helpful commentary?

@hermitw feel like you’d appreciate this 🫡

don’t cry cause you got fired you’re so sexy and got $2 hardback books and amazing clothes at the thrift store so it’s okay bc your ex-boss and coworkers look boring and you look hot ✨

-me to myself

Ladies, Lords, Nonbinary Royalty, and other gender-nonconforming courtiers!! May I proudly present to you, the hard-won efforts of my last month of screen time.

The Chronic Pain Atsushi fic has been born!!

If you don’t know what I’m talking about, find the og post on my page (it shouldn’t be too far down.)

This is by far the longest fic I have ever written and I am very proud of it for that fact. Coming in at a whopping near 25k words, this short and sweet one-shot turned into a novella.

Enjoy lovelies ✨

once again, i’m going to combine my two fixations (bsd and tma)

let’s talk chuuya. (disclaimer: i have not read stormbringer)

after his years spent in the lab, i feel like chuuya would despise the idea of being controlled, of not having full autonomy of himself. he would be revulsed at the idea of being puppeteered.

but he would choose The Web, despite his deep-rooted dislike of everything it stands for.

why?

because the being inside him, this god like power, is drawn to The Desolation like a moth to a flame. he can feel it inside of him, craving to destroy, to send any and every spark of life or potential it comes across up into a brilliant pillar of flames. it doesn’t want the heat. or the warmth. or the brilliant colors. it just wants to destroy without discrimination. it wants to be let loose to rage.

so chuuya, in spite of his misgivings and the screaming god inside of him, willingly hands himself over to The Web, knowing that it hates The Desolation and vise versa almost as much as he hates the uncontrollable power inside of him.

and so he sits with The Web. quiet, patient, and a little on edge. and he listens and learns, lets The Web teach him how to spin and weave so he can smother this god inside of him, burning with the desire to destroy, inside of a tightly wound cocoon of thin spider silk. and maybe, just maybe, he hopes that flame will suffocate.