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When The Thrift Hauls So Good That The Old People Shit Talk You Cause They Think Youre A Reseller
when the thrift haulâs so good that the old people shit talk you cause they think youâre a reseller
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and for the record, iâm aware of the latest bsd chapters.
ik what happens.
im electing to ignore their existence and live in a state of continuous denial until they are animated and i am consequently forced to acknowledge their existence.
thank you for your understanding in these harrowing times.
i saw this sticker based on MAG 34: Anatomy Class and well, it may have inspired me to create this thing.

and ofc the link to the sticker as credit

time to combine two of my fixations rq
look me dead in the eyes and tell me that Atsushi Nakajima wouldnât serve The Vast.
i can see him loving the wide open space of the sky or the sea or space, absolutely nothing there but his god as heâs constantly floating or free falling, itâs exhilarating and makes his heart pound and itâs pure ecstasy to him. there is no past to haunt him, no need to keep fighting to be good, no need to constantly prove himself, no incessant worry that heâs not enough. he doesnât have to do anything, or fight anyone, or meet some impossibly high expectation set for him. he can simply be and exist. itâs just him and his god. heâs not sure where he ends and his god begins, and he doesnât think he cares anyway, he just knows he is utterly surrounded by his god and that in the middle of its infinite vastness, he is insignificant and meaningless. compared to his god, the meager time span of his life is incomparable. it means nothing. he means nothing, and he relishes in it. allows himself to just let go.
once again, iâm going to combine my two fixations (bsd and tma)
letâs talk chuuya. (disclaimer: i have not read stormbringer)
after his years spent in the lab, i feel like chuuya would despise the idea of being controlled, of not having full autonomy of himself. he would be revulsed at the idea of being puppeteered.
but he would choose The Web, despite his deep-rooted dislike of everything it stands for.
why?
because the being inside him, this god like power, is drawn to The Desolation like a moth to a flame. he can feel it inside of him, craving to destroy, to send any and every spark of life or potential it comes across up into a brilliant pillar of flames. it doesnât want the heat. or the warmth. or the brilliant colors. it just wants to destroy without discrimination. it wants to be let loose to rage.
so chuuya, in spite of his misgivings and the screaming god inside of him, willingly hands himself over to The Web, knowing that it hates The Desolation and vise versa almost as much as he hates the uncontrollable power inside of him.
and so he sits with The Web. quiet, patient, and a little on edge. and he listens and learns, lets The Web teach him how to spin and weave so he can smother this god inside of him, burning with the desire to destroy, inside of a tightly wound cocoon of thin spider silk. and maybe, just maybe, he hopes that flame will suffocate.
okay yâall i had another â¨thoughtâ¨
and yes iâm still working on the chronic pain atsushi fic, dw i havenât abandoned yall
but i read somewhere the other night that allegedly bc tigers have such good distance and night vision, their close up vision can be not so great.
do ik if this is 100% true? no.
did i take it and run with it anyways? of course.
so my brain went bad eyesight = glasses and atsushi is a tiger, so now atsushi wears glasses. but then my brain furthered it by going âwhen do you wear glasses? to read!!â so now may i humbly present you with:
glasses atsushi who is also a passionate reader
bc i personally headcanon that one of the only things he had access to at the orphanage was books and he discovered he could use them as a form of escapism, thus sparking his love of reading.
and now, if youâll indulge my even further.
akutagawa finds out about the love of books by quite literally stumbling into atsushi outside of a book store (consequently making him drop all of his books and accidentally ruin one) and assists him with taking the books back to his place.
and akutagawa also replaces the book that got ruined and when he gives it to atsushi (via stopping by his place) he is met with atsushi in glasses.
and akutagawa realizes 2 things: 1) his rival/partner looks very cute in glasses and 2) akutagawa is very gay for him.
i have a much for fleshed out plan for this and have additionally scenes i will add in, but iâll leave that up to yâallâs imaginations đ
thoughts? feelings?