Age: 26 years -- Pronouns: She/Her/They/Them -- Orientation: Asexual -- high functioning autistic -- dealing with anxiety and some PTSD -- but I'm still friendly! -- Loves writing, voice acting, music, and more -- My old account: https://www.tumblr.com/goldleafgardenia -- My PKMN IRL account: https://www.tumblr.com/illusions-of-the-forest
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Love How Fizz Gradually Calms Down And Cheers Up Through The Song, All Culminating In That Little "Ribbit"
Love how Fizz gradually calms down and cheers up through the song, all culminating in that little "Ribbit" and laugh at the end. He can see his own self-worth again thanks to Ozzie just being loving and sincere to him. :')
I said I would gif the entire "Crooked" song, so here you go. ^_^<3<3<3<3 Sorry it took so long. ;) <3<3<3<3
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More Posts from Darkforestdreams
You've got to be kidding me. Did shit like this happen so often in the 2010s, or have people just gotten more fucked up?
I've been wanting to write for LEGITIMATELY OVER A DECADE, but I struggled heavily with my autism, chronic anxiety disorder, and depression over the years. Have I actually missed my chance?
The amount of disrespect to creators and their hard work always appalled me, but I never felt unsafe at the thought of putting a story I write online. That's sure changed since last year...
Fanfiction Authors: HEADS UP
(Non-authors, please RB to signal boost to your author friends!)
An astute reader informed me this morning that one of my fics (Children of the Future Age) had been pirated and was being sold as a novel on Amazon:
(And they weren't even creative with their cover design. If you're going to pirate something that I spent a full year of my life writing, at least give me a pretty screenshot to brag about later. Seriously.)
I promptly filed a DMCA complaint to have it removed, but I checked out the company that put it up -- Plush Books -- and it looks like A LOT of their books are pirated fic. They are by no means the only ones doing this, either -- the fact that """publishers""" can download stories from AO3 in ebook format and then reupload them to Amazon in just a few clicks makes fic piracy a common problem. There are a whole host of reasons why letting this continue is bad -- including actual legal risk to fanfiction archives -- but basically:
IF YOU ARE A FANFIC AUTHOR WITH LONG AND/OR POPULAR WORKS, PLEASE CHECK AMAZON TO SEE IF YOUR STORIES HAVE BEEN PIRATED.
You can search for your fics by title, or by text from the description (which is often just copied wholesale from AO3 as well). If you find that someone has stolen your work and is selling it as their own, you can lodge a DMCA complaint (Amazon.com/USA site; other countries have different systems). If you haven't done this before, it's easy! Here's a tutorial:
HOW TO FILE A COPYRIGHT COMPLAINT FOR STOLEN WORK ON AMAZON.COM:
First, go to this form. You'll need to be signed into your Amazon account.
Select the radio buttons/dropdown options (shown below) to indicate that you are the legal Rights Owner, you have a copyright concern, and it is about a pirated product.
Enter the name of your story in the Name of Brand field.
In the Link to the Copyrighted Work box, enter a link to the story on AO3 or whatever site your work is posted on.
In the Additional Information box, explain that you are the author of the work and it is being sold without your permission. That's all you really need. If you want, you can include additional information that might be helpful in establishing the validity of your claim, but you don't have to go into great detail. You can simply write something like this:
I am the author of this work, which is being sold by [publisher] without my permission. I originally published this story in [date/year] on [name of site], and have provided a link to the original above. On request, I can provide documentation proving that I am the owner of the account that originally posted this story.
In the ASIN/ISBN-10 field, copy and paste the ID number from the pirated copy's URL. You'll find this ten-digit number in the Amazon URL after the word "product," as in the screenshot below. (If the URL extends beyond this number, you can ignore everything from the question mark on.) Once this number has been added, Amazon will pull the product information automatically and add it to the complaint form, so you can check the listing title and make sure it's correct.
Finally, add your contact information to the relevant fields, check the "I have read and accept the statements" box, and then click Submit. You should receive an email confirmation that Amazon has received the form.
Please share this information with your writer friends, keep an eye out for/report pirated works, and help us keep fanfiction free and legally protected!
NOTE: All of the above also applies to Amazon products featuring stolen artwork, etc., so fan artists should check too!
I love how the first time Stolas says "look my way" it's a plea to Blitz to give him another chance...
... and the last time it's a promise to Blitz that he'll take the imp's emotions seriously, and he will help him through his pain. :')
VIVZIEPOP IM TIRED!!!! ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Personally I think that, while the family (especially Moon) needs to realize that Sun is in an incredible amount of pain, Sun himself needs to be able to acknowledge his emotions and realize they're valid.
Trying to off himself, as dark as that is... it'd be a very powerful way for all of them, including Sun himself, to be forced to recognize and acknowledge all of this, and that he's better and smarter than he's given credit for.
And maybe that'd give Moon a good proverbial slap to the face and remind him to be more empathetic towards his brother again. Remember in New Moon's earlier days when he comforted Sun and organized something fun for them to do to destress after they met evil Lunar? And how, after some tough love, Moon tried to hug Sun when he learned about the Bloodmoon hallucinations because he cared that much? Where did that Moon go?
Old Moon, New Moon, it doesn't matter anymore. Sun needs Brother Moon.
I fully understand how constant stress and paranoia can bring out the worst in people and make them wrapped up in themselves (I've experienced it firsthand the second half of last year). Not to mention Moon has had a problem with thinking selfishly since Sun got kidnapped and the whole star incident, but it's just... it's hard to watch.
I have my own reasons called personal experiences to not believe Sun that he's mental state was great till Eclipse's return..
I call bullshit when I see it lol
Sun is just like me fr fr nah he's better actually
Also I want for Sun's suicide plot to happen because it would be so cathartic to me
Ofc I'm not saying that I want Sun to succeed, no..
The best scenario would be Sun trying to kill himself or harming himself badly and someone sees that and stops him from doing more damage to himself or from killing himself
Or scenario where someone finds out about Sun being suicidal while talking to him is also a good one
But if showrunners go for Sun attempting suicide - like I said in this post - I'm all for it.. Sun doesn't have to even die, he can end up being in a coma or just being severely damaged or have a near death experience
But I want for this plot to happen.. I need this to happen..
If you don't understand what I'm saying then.. that's great ✨ I mean it.. Go, be yourself and enjoy your life <3
THIS. THIS, THIS, THIS!
Hit the nail on the freaking HEAD, my friend. You summed it up perfectly; I don't think there's any more to add. I can tell that you've got a lot of empathy and, while I'm not an expert at it myself, you really know your psychology.
On a separate note, I'm glad you're not afraid to say heavy words like people seem to be becoming (probably because most websites, particularly YouTube, are run by cowards that treat everything as an irredeemable swear word these days).
Also, on another separate note... I just want to give our boys a hug, a safe space, and piles and piles of indisputable proof that they're better than they think they are but also let them know their pain is completely valid.
Solar seems to cope similarly to Sun.. they both kind of repress their trauma..
And also they both view themselves as they're bad and not good enough and they blame themselves for things that went wrong..
I think that the difference is that Solar thiks that he's bad due to trauma and circumstances and it shows in the way of how he responds to our Sun..
He pushes him away because he doesn't want to go through the same thing like it was with his Sun and that's why he keeps Sun on distance and seems even sometimes passive aggressive towards Sun..
This is quite common thing for people who were traumatised the way Solar is.. Just avoiding the same circumstances that led to your trauma - even pushing someone away if needed..
Sun on the other hand seems to believe himself to be bad.. and it shows in the way he acts and in his general behaviour..
Sun also tries to avoid the circumstances that led to bad things that happened before.. but you can clearly see from the way Sun responds to events that are happening in his life that Sun thinks that no matter what he'll do or say he'll always mess up..
The difference between feeling that you're bad and believing that you're bad.. is that the first one is simply normal response to trauma and typical for many mental issues.. the second one on the other hand isn't a normal thing.. you believe yourself to be evil without a reason (some reason can also be there but your mind just always exaggerates everything to absurd scale)..
But funny thing is that you're trying your best to be good.. but in your mind you'll never be able to do something good not because you're not doing good things.. but simply because your mind will always find something to complain about you.. for example:
You: I'm going to buy this lovely present for my bestie <3
Your mind: You're only doing this because you want them to perceive you as a kind friend.. but actually you're doing it to boost your own ego.. you're definitely not doing it because you simply like your friend...
Or another example:
You: "I love you, mom" <3
Your mind: Why did you say that if it's not true? Cause if you genuinly loved your mom you wouldn't act like you do...
It's simply that that you don't believe that you have any good intentions ever... Unlike in first case when you believe that you're not good enough so you try harder and better and even sabotage yourself.. in the second case it's just everything can be fine, you can have good grades, be a good parent, spouse or kid or sibling.. but in your head you still view yourself as the most awful being.. your life can be good but you won't stop believe that you're evil...
In both cases 1) when you feel like you're bad and 2) when you believe yourself to be bad.. you're unable to accept kindness of others and happiness in your life which applies to both Sun and Solar..
In second case people also often perceive you as dishonest and two-faced.. just like many assumed about Sun at the beginning of the show.. iykyk💀
And also the anger issues and people telling you "you need to chill" - happened to Sun and me as well..
Cause I'm talking from my experiences..
Also when you believe yourself to be evil you often times let other overstep your boundaries cause when you speak up others often read that as you being too pretentious and/or angry..
That's why Sun most the time doesn't tell people to stop treating him the way it hurts him because he feels that it's both deserved and it would be seen as if he's asking for too much (even if in reality that's not true)..
Also did you realize how Sun always seem to be concerned about Moon's safety whenever the things about Old Moon are brought up? He rarely says that he's scared that Moon will start to abuse him once again.. It's more like "I'm scared that Moon will start acting like Old Moon and do something rush and endanger himself" (not real quote but example).. It's almost never about how Moon treated Sun but how Moon will potentially do something that may lead to him being harmed or even to his another death...
I don't even know if Sun fully processed Old Moon's abuse and aknowledged it as something true that happened.. Remember like Sun hallucinated Old Moon and he told the hallucination that Moon wasn't like that.. "maybe at the beginning but he changed".. and it was a response to what OM's hallucination told Sun that he represents Sun's fear that Moon never loved him.. and Sun later said "I loved you.. I did"
Also the example I gave with telling your mom that you love her also fit Sun's situation - remember how many times Sun told Moon "I love you"? Compared to how many times Moon told that Sun it's like he almost never told that (on-screen, Sun told Moon that he used to say that more often but Moon didn't like hearing Sun saying that)..
I believe that Sun wasn't saying that many times that he loves Moon because he simply felt that it is fake due to how he was unable to help Moon and how many times he screwed up everything..
You may think that I'm exaggerating but.. the fact is that I know that it bothered people - the fact that Moon who isn't as emotionally open up as Sun says that more often than the supposed to be more emotionally open up Sun..
And I can't blame them, it's like I said people viewed Sun at not so kind and as if he hides a dark side to himself or that he's straight up two-faced because of how more Moon talked about his feelings and how little of Sun's p.o.v. we've ever gotten..
Sun tries his best but whenever he messes up even something insignificant and small or when things are going downhill he immediately takes the blame (internally) on himself and try doing things from a different angle and then again and again and again.. and list of ideas for what to change in himself and how to approach this problem differently for all those previous times that ended up horribly are getting shorter and shorter and shorter.. until you don't know what to do.. and everything is crushing you from the inside and often times you start to think that the only solution to all the problems is to kill yourself - not only because you want to end your own suffering but also because you don't want to be a burden and a problem for others...
I hope that what I wrote makes any sense.. even a little bit and I hope that I didn't make mistakes cause English isn't my native language.. QwQ
Well, yeah! ^_^ I mean, if you want a character to go through something horrible, while at the same time you love and relate to them on a really personal level... it wouldn't make any sense unless you want that bad thing to be the reason for things to get better for that character.
That's why the BEST creators put their beloved characters through sheer hell! XD
Seriously, though, it's about characters developing and growing stronger through their hardships. I don't think the Security Breach shows are the kind of entertainment that will just beat an undeserving character into the ground and leave them there -- that's just unnecessarily cruel. As much turmoil Sun and Moon go through, TSaMS has a really big theme around mental issues and situations that exacerbate them, and they understand how long these sorts of issues can last, but I don't think any of Sun and Moon's family will be left doomed forever the day the series reaches its end.
I sincerely think Sun, Moon, Earth, Lunar, Solar... everyone involved will all get the development they need and deserve, it'll just probably take a while. Maybe if they didn't have to make a lore episode every other day...
I have my own reasons called personal experiences to not believe Sun that he's mental state was great till Eclipse's return..
I call bullshit when I see it lol
Sun is just like me fr fr nah he's better actually
Also I want for Sun's suicide plot to happen because it would be so cathartic to me
Ofc I'm not saying that I want Sun to succeed, no..
The best scenario would be Sun trying to kill himself or harming himself badly and someone sees that and stops him from doing more damage to himself or from killing himself
Or scenario where someone finds out about Sun being suicidal while talking to him is also a good one
But if showrunners go for Sun attempting suicide - like I said in this post - I'm all for it.. Sun doesn't have to even die, he can end up being in a coma or just being severely damaged or have a near death experience
But I want for this plot to happen.. I need this to happen..
If you don't understand what I'm saying then.. that's great ✨ I mean it.. Go, be yourself and enjoy your life <3