That Was... That Was Beautiful.

That was... that was beautiful.

I know you're afraid of becoming like him, but the fact you're so aware of what you don't want to be means it's not going to happen. You might lose control, but I can't see you doing anything so completely against what you want. You're allowed to be angry, and while sometimes that anger could hurt someone, it's not automatically the same as him and you can work on the feelings and not letting them feel like they're controlling you.

You aren't him. You won't become him.

And if you don't trust yourself, trust Moon. Trust that he and Lunar will be there to talk you through and down should you ever feel out of control. You have a brother who loves you so very dearly and would move the stars for you if it would help even just a little. And while I don't know Lunar as well, it's clear he cares a lot about you and I get the impression he's still family and doesn't want to see you hurting.

Caring you a lot, and I hope that trust can slowly be rebuilt. I don't want you to fear that someone needlessly cruel from here will try and hurt you guys again. To be honest, with the number of us acting as a barrier and very ready to rip them to shreds (some, a little less metaphorically than others...), I think we might be in the clear to let you guys rest and decide if you still feel comfortable with us and how much.

Neither of you deserved that and Im still so sorry that it happened, youve been nothing but kind and friendly and we've loved talking to you and getting to know you. Your hesitance is valid. Your feelings are valid. All of you. If you'll accept, I am giving you a ghost hug Sun (hugging myself with the intent that this hug is for you without the need to touch you or invade your space that you can refuse if you arent confortable)

💛

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for flipping out a few days ago, screaming and swearing and saying "f**k the world".

I'm just so tired of real life after having family members struggle for two-and-a-half years. My grandmother, a prisoner in her own body, treated like trash in a place that was supposed to help us take care of her. My grandfather, now a widow and succumbing to dementia with my family being forced to watch because he's physically healthy (sort of) but losing his memories in a slow burn.

And that family member being affected the most by it all; struggling with a disease, alcoholism, and turning into a shadow of their former self. They were the person I felt closest to and, after drinking, they become apathetic and just... they're "taking care" of themselves in the least healthy way. AND they're stubborn as hell and don't want to get ACTUAL help!

It doesn't help that I don't have my driver's license yet because, during the time I should have used more time to learn, but I was depressed as hell and scared to even leave the house at the time.

And now I'm trapped here. Every day. Do you know what it's like having chronic anxiety and almost never getting a day's break from them dealing with a disease so drastic and unpredictable?

Earlier this week they seemed to be willing to try, but I don't even know anymore because just a day or two later was hellish. They can't remember any of it, but I can. I remember it all, and they officially broke me AND THEY HAVEN'T EVEN SAID THEY'RE SORRY!

Funny how they always apologize for relapsing, but they have yet to even acknowledge that they put my other family member and I through hell. Even if they don't remember the details they KNOW they relapsed, so them not knowing is not an excuse.

Next week they and my other family member are going on vacation for a week and I can't tell you how much we all NEED a break from our shoddy "routine". I used to have the house to myself several days a week to unwind and practice voice acting and singing without worrying about someone walking in on me. Now I'm lucky if I can even get a single day of the week to myself for just a few hours.

Call me selfish if you want, but my family and I have given so much to them and get so little in return. I don't even know if they're on board with getting help anymore, and everything has become so obscure and painful that I've run out of hope. All I can do is keep myself buried in fantasy and worlds that actually make sense.

Hey guys just saying that any type of discrimination isn't welcome here ^^

This should go without saying but anything along the lines of

Ableism

Racism

Sexism

Discrimination against the LGBTQIA+ community

Discrimination against any type of religion

Xenophobia

Is NOT allowed, and should be common sense not to bring here.

Sorry to put this on dash guys but really.

One: This drawing is beautiful! The sheer amount of detail in... everything, is astonishing. Rauru and Sonia both look beautiful and the affection in their eyes is impossible to miss.

And two: MY HEART!

The first King and Queen of Hyrule. ✨

shoutout to slow creators!

i know it can be disheartening to work so slowly when it seems like everyone around you works so fast and churns out great content left and right. i know it's easy to get frustrated with yourself for having to spend so much time on one thing and sometimes it's hard to stay motivated long enough to finish. but the things you make are so good, and taking lot of time on something isn't a bad thing. creation can be a very painstaking process, but the amount of love and care and effort and attention you pour into your work bleeds through. people can feel it. they appreciate it. they see how hard you try and they see how your thoughtful approach to creation affects the quality of the end product. speed is definitely a skill you can develop and chances are as you practice more and get more comfortable with things, you'll be able to work faster. but no matter what, the things you make are worth waiting for. keep creating! you are wonderful!

Soooo I took a short break from drawing the Bonnie/Monty comic because I felt like drawing some DJ/DA shenanigans.

I thought they came out good so I figured I’d share em! Hope you enjoy! XD