Continuing From My Last Two Rants (1 & 2)... No Thoughts, Just The Golden Girl Crying Because Of Jj's

continuing from my last two rants (1 & 2)... no thoughts, just the golden girl crying because of jj's harsh words and reality check. she has no idea where it came from. jj just cut it off, ripping it out like it would hurt him more than her. like he didn't care. she hides in her room, trying to convince herself it's nothing...but it's not just nothing, it was everything. she keeps it hidden from everyone, unable to show anyone how the most "perfect" girl on the island cries from a heartbreak that wasn't even hers in the beginning. no thoughts, just jj kicking himself for days and even more when he sees her at work and she won't even speak to him. her eyes don't glance or even go in his direction. he finds himself staring at her as if he didn't pull everything out from under them, like he wasn't the one the destroy everything. they go one with their shifts like two ghosts until they leave and they bump into each other while heading out. they stand for a moment, staring, before she rips open the door and walks out. he watches her, cursing himself. no thoughts, just john b watching his best friend turn into an echo of himself because of a girl. he couldn't believe it with his own two eyes. he's heard everything about her. her smile. her eyes. how she was incredible she is. what a terrible surfer she was but because he taught her, she's pretty okay now. the jj once knew was now gone. like a ripple of a wave. once there, gone the next. no thoughts, just john b telling jj he needed to "man-up" and stop moping. when did jj maybank ever mope? when did he ever not "do" what he needed to do? why did he self-destruct if this was someone he truly wanted around him? he needed to fix it or else he would regret it for the rest of his life? what if she found someone else? what if she hated him forever? no thoughts, just jj realizing his best friend was right and pulling himself from the hammock of despair and racing down to find her. he searches their job, outside of her house, her favorite snack bar, and finally the beach. no thoughts, just jj seeing the golden girl sitting alone at the beach while the sun goes down and he knows he needs to do something. he wants the right words and he wants the right phrases to come out of his mouth. he was never good with words, but if it's for her? he'd do anything. he only needs to step forward...

CHAPTERS - 3/3 + 1 bonus

Fandoms : Spyxfamily (anime) Spyxfamily (manga) 

Spoiler warning(s)? :  NONE

Summary - 

Damian wasn't too excited to see his older brother, Demetrius at his school. This is especially because Demetrius was considered an embarrassment due to the election of the Eden Student council two months prior. Vice President of the Eden Student council, Demetrius was in an active feud with the council's first female President. When the two come to the lower Eden class rooms for public speaking, seeing Anya and Damian, the two are about to get a blast from the past...

OR 

An older version of Damian and Anya come into light and interact with the younger eden school children

more ao3 because it’s like free therapy. 

Chapters: 1/10 Fandom: The Umbrella Academy Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Five Hargreeves/Delores, The Hargreeves Siblings Characters: Delores, Number Five | The Boy (Umbrella Academy), Klaus Hargreeves, Allison Hargreeves, Luther Hargreeves, Diego Hargreeves, Vanya Hargreeves | Viktor Hargreeves, Number Six | Ben Hargreeves Additional Tags: nobetawedielikelila'sparents, OCs, original plot line, Fluff, Angst, Teenager stuff, Slightly Aged up, Teenage Drama, Teenage bliss

Summary:

Delores was a real person...one that Five and the other Umbrella kids had known as kids, but Five knew her more personally than the others.

H20, fish out of water (preview)

pairing: jj x fem!mermaid!reader

summary: in a turn of events, jj maybank almost drowned one summer, but thanks to a beautiful (and mystical) creature, he was saved. after obsessing over it for weeks, he returns during another storm in order to find her.

word count: 1.2K *headcanon preview for upcoming fic

warnings: mentions/description of drowning

loosely inspired by "the little mermaid"

enjoy ❤

jj doesn't really believe in the "fanatical" stuff

not really his fault because of his father's abuse and his mother's departure when he was kid

fairytales only disappointed him because he didn't have the kind parents that died or the ones that kept searching for their children even when they're supposed to be dead

heck even king triton loved ariel enough to keep her from what he deemed dangerous. what he would have given for his father to do the same, even if it hurt.

although his mom tried to keep the magic for him, by the time he was in the second or third grade, the tooth fairy, santa claus, the easter bunny, elves, tinkerbell and fairy godmother had been deemed childish and impossible to actually exist

how could it?

magic didn't exist

neither did these fanatical creatures

oh and mermaids as well

he scoffed at the thought

how could humans have evolved so much or even born with fins for feet? and breath underwater? or speak to sea creatures. he's seen the mermaid tale movie so he had a good idea of what people thought about mermaids

being from OBX and coming from a long line of fisherman, he's heard the stories

so many stories

they were beautiful

they were ugly

they tried to call them out to sea to wreck the ships

they were the most kind creatures to ever exist

they never wanted to be seen

they only greet the kindest of souls out to sea

so many stories

it almost made his head hurt

his grandfather, granddad maybank, when he was alive, once told five year old jj that he saw a mermaid once.

she was beautiful

long curly hair that was cherry red with streaks of caramel through them. her face was pointed, but with a rosy glow. she had pink lips and an incredible voice

he saw he only saw her because she tried stealing something off the boat - a wrench

he never got to speak with her or anything

he never even saw her again

but sometimes he said he heard her singing

jj, later on, decided that the old man had a screw loose and that he didn't see crap

so yeah jj's not much a believer in mythical things

so one day, jj decided to go surfing during a storm. because why the hell not?

he'd been waiting since the beginning of a summer for a good storm

to face the dangerous of the soaring winds and waves, letting it splash on his face and cover his body enough that he'll shake from the cold when he gets out

he didn't even tell John B that he was going because he wanted to do it alone

if there was one thing that jj loved, daring danger by himself

(and with others, but hey sometimes he liked to rough it out alone)

he ran off the beach and into the waves, surfing like his life depended on it

the exhilaration

the freedom

the adrenaline

he wasn't anyone

he was just jj maybank

unfortunately, he got so lost in himself that he didn't notice the monster wave heading towards him. by the time he turned his head, it pushed him off his board and into the sea

he pushed himself up, trying to get above water, but with each effort, he is pushed down by the waves

his shortboard is gone, drifted and carried by the waves, never to be seen again

he has nothing to grab onto as he flails around

that's when water begins to fill his mouth

and his nose and his throat

in a last moment to save himself, he was able to capture one gasp of breath before going under the waves

compared to the surface, it was calm under the water, but pitch black. he tried to swim as hard as he could towards what he thought was land, but to avail.

water bubbles began to form as he let go of air, inch by inch before it began to fill his lungs with unimaginable pain

it was something similar to letting water go down the wrong pipe and feeling the burn of your lungs

except there was no relief

just his body beginning to shut down as his eyes began to close - his arms and legs gave out as he floated in the dead calmness of the depths of the sea

jj couldn't believe it. he thought he'd die in a shoot out with the police or by the hands of his own father or in some cool way that would give him a rep of a rebel for life -- forever eternalized in the OBX

but drowning?

now that's embarrassing

but he never got to say goodbye, not to pope, not to john b (heck even kiara who was in her "kook" year and he couldn't give a shit about her at the moment)

what if they never found his body? he just ran away? he'd never abandon them like that. no, jj had a loyalty that was rare to find

he thought of their faces as his eyes began to finally close

and he swore that he hallucinated at the last moment

because he saw something he never thought he would

there was body (a tail?) and hands, soft hands that held onto his face

it was blurred but there was a face in front of his - hair floating around it before it swam around him and pulled him upwards

by then, sleep took over his body and he slumped into the arms, waiting for his soul to leave him

if he had one anyways

next thing he knows, he's coughing

violently coughing

it burns, but as he finished and lets out a sigh of his first breath of air, he opens his eyes in time to see a shadow over him

it was a face

so beautiful it almost shocked him awake, but his body was too tired

wet hair covered her face and her eyes were wide and curious; it was all blurry, however

something alike to a hand went up to touch his cheek, dragging what he believed to be a finger to his jaw, his chin, dragging along his lips, to his nose, forehead and then tangling a strand of his hair around it

and then he heard it

her singing

as if lulling him to sleep

smooth and lovely

and then his eyes closed

and when he opened them, it wasn't a girl

he nearly kissed john b though

"woahhhh there buddy. i'm flattered but i don't think either of us play for both teams"

jj nearly gagged when he realized what he had done

"dude, i nearly called the cops," john b smacked the side of his head, "you've been gone for the entire night and i found you passed out here. how'd you even end up here?"

and jj had no choice but to tell him what he did

john b nearly killed him, but felt like maybe jj did that already because of how he began to talk

"dude there was girl! an actual girl. she saved me."

jj wasn't about to forget her, not at all

thedarlinglore: this is a preview for upcoming fic! should be coming up in the next few days! please do not steal, plagiarize, etc. and once again, thank you mr.maybank. love you my darlings ❤

CHAPTERS - 1/1 (complete)

Fandoms : Spyxfamily (anime) Spyxfamily (manga)

Spoiler warning (s)?: NONE

Summary

it's a hot spring day and neither Loid nor Yor had enough time to do Anya's hair, so Damian comes to save the day

𝐉𝐉 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐒

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𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒈𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒆𝒏 ↳ in which jj falls for the golden girl of the cut (and your fellow author indulges this fantasy with headcanons and fics)

➫ no thoughts...

➫ no thoughts II...

➫ no thoughts III...

➫ headcanons for jj and the golden girl

➫ headcanons for jj and the golden girl II

𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒚, 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒚, 𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒚 ↳ in which jj falls for the lovely kook princess of Figure Eight

➫ the beauty and the beast

𝒄𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆 𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒏 ↳ in which jj falls for a grumpy girl, dressed in black and red

➫ headcanons for jj and the black cat girl

𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒔

PJO au

H2o/Mermaid au

Jesse-James

to the darling masterlist & more jj content ❧