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Fit Check!! Pink Day, Gonna Go Grab Coffee And Read // Sotd Is 'la Vie En Rose'

fit check!! pink day, gonna go grab coffee and read // sotd is 'la vie en rose'

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derangedbutdedicated

11 months ago

one of my favourite authors. thats all

“And yet you are all that you have, so you must be enough. There is no other way.”

— Marya Hornbacher, Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia

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her writing made a serious impact on my life ngl forgive me for getting corny on a thursday night will be back to posting when i revive so 1-10 working days is there anyone out there?

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derangedbutdedicated

11 months ago

void

some people are brought up as voids

and when you're not sure how to build a person out of that void, you try filling it instead

with short-term poison-anesthetics; like sharps, or pills, or relationships, or pretend, or food—

or starving that void until it gapes enough to consume even it's own destruction

and the void is always screaming, and so are you, but anyone who hears it loses their mind

i don't know how to be a person, and it hurts. and i'm learning to express that pain with my words, not my body, but it's difficult to detach something that's built into the foundations

how can i describe it when you're a person in all the ways that i'm not?

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poetry writing vent waffling goth poems on tumblr poem writeblr writers on tumblr i feel like a massive nerd writing these tags btw bit of context: wrote this a year ago when i was really down i know majority of y'all dont like my text posts but this has to be here sad poetry im not emo i swear

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derangedbutdedicated

10 months ago

"the only way to gain approval is by exploiting the very thing that cheapens me" — this is yesterday, by the manic street preachers (the holy bible album)

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manic street preachers its nearly midnight AGAIN but i love this song and this band can you tell and this post will flop because out of nearly 100 followers and 500 likes only a handful aren't creepy older men yes i can see who is following me why bother putting MDNI when you're the pervert following them in the first place? i am disgusted anywayy have a good night everybody!! <3 and listen to this song

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derangedbutdedicated

10 months ago

im trapped in a hospital with nothing but poorly written fiction and my headphones. shall i ever see the light of day again? probably. the window is terribly large. (second)sotd is anesthesia by type o <33

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not a pic not writing just bored off my a cups out here partner it was supposed to be a one-day thingggg will report when i get iced lattes and nail polish duty to protect and serve serve cnt specifically

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derangedbutdedicated

11 months ago

can u tell ive been trying half face pictures? // sotd is there's a platypus controlling me

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alternative alternative fashion goth goth fashion alt girl fashion goth girl gothgoth music baby bat fashion blog teen blog teen fashion this is getting repetitive fem goth im making shit up kindergoth grunge

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