bisexual, any pronouns, disabled, white, twenties | playing dice with my small corner of the universe | reblogs from @diceystealstheinternet
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Day 5: Build. This took me a while, I was stuck until early on Monday morning, London in rush hour - not usually the most inspirating time and place - when, walking into Trafalgar Square with the beat of the Samba band drumming at my back, I suddenly felt that things were things were finally, actually, changing.
Rebels everywhere, thank you.
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turn up, build a band:
from that, a movement rises.
We Are The Water.
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AKB 2019
hearing aids day 1 (2nd march 2022)
crunchy
loud
lots wow just so many sounds
Ss!!! so much sibilance, oof is that annoying - might develop a lisp in preemptive retaliation/ self-defence
see also: whispering really carries
i can hear my hair and i am not happy about it
scratchy staticky sounds from hair moving, jaw opening/closing, breathing
does the air make sound??? i am confused
i feel high oh my gods on earth
too much behind the ear - ow
masks are a fucking pain right now
voice sounds funny, very conscious of every sound i make - just existing creates so much noise
under water at the cinema - loud crisp too much but also aware of thing in my ear, layer between me and the world, every slightly unreal and held at a distance
spooky
disorienting
music - especially classical so far but haven't tested much - everything else stops/ disappears/takes a back seat - andres rieu ftw - it's incredible, just entrancing and all-ecompassing, holy shit
my voice may change in relation to this (avoid s sounds, lower pitch and volume, kinda drawly because i can hear myself and it slows me down, usually speak very quickly)
everything is sooooo distracting!!!! the world is happening all around me
bereft when i took them out the first time, where has the world gone? everything so dim and distant, genuinely might cry
honestly kinda high key relieved after i took them out the second time jesus wept did i need a break
very tiring but in a different way from how straining not being able to hear is tiring - just so much new stuff to process! brain making ALL the connections wowzer oh boy
did i mention crunchy? because yeah if i could pick one word that'd be it, we're going iceberg lettuce on this
CRONCH
Day 2: Mindless? I certainly felt it. More of a doodle than anything... Now with free haiku!
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Brainless not mindless.
Sure, don't mean you can trust me...
Decide for yourself.
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AKB 2019
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what do I do when I disappear?
instagram is empty
and the devils are here
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AKB 2019
TIME IS THE FOURTH DIMENSION
WE'RE ALL HERE WORKING IN 4D LIKE IT'S 3030