Someone Please Tell Me Why Sarah Keeps Using The "I Will Not Be Afraid"

Someone please tell me why Sarah keeps using the "I will not be afraid"

Because Im done. I'm at work and I'm crying.

my ACOTAR fancast- Inner circle

CASSIAN:

I think we can all agree that Can Yaman is the perfect Cassian. He looks like he could tell you "hold to the headboard" and threaten to kill you, and all you will be able to say is "thank you." He is from Turkey.

AZRIEL:

This man is BEAUTIFUL AND EXACTLY AS I PICTURED AZ. He has those airs of "I know how to make you scream" and you don't know if he means from pleasure or pain but I'll be up for both. Imagine him with shadows and wings and BANG! Azriel daddy. His name is Evans Nikolakopoulos and he from Greece.

AMREN:

I mean, yes? Jung Ho Yeon has that mystical face that for sure has that unknown power inside of her. Only problem for me is her height but it's okay! I still love her a lot and imagining her with Varian and rejecting Rhys? Dude. I'm up for her.

MORRIGAN:

I had trouble deciding on Mor because I wanted someone who was not front United States but I decided on Dove Cameron because she is beautiful and has that look of "I will challenge all of you for my freedom". Besides, its Dove Cameron. That's enough explanation.

RHYSAND:

this man doesn't need an explanation. It's Henry Cavill. That's it. Any other choice is wrong.

Now,

I wanted non- American actors because of the accent. I need my ACOTAR family to have accents. NON AMERICAN ACCENTS. Dove is Dove but she is Dove and I love her. This is my fancast.

Stay tuned for the Archeron sisters, the high Lord's, the Valkyries, the band of exiles and more!

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

So I started reading CC...

...And I strongly believe Hunt is obsessed with Bryce's underwear.

I have yet to read a chapter where he doesn't mention her underwear.

I love it.

Azriel is colour blind and can only see Gwyn's eyes and hair

-I have zero evidence but a lot of imagination. Thank you very much.

I went into the Manorian tag and I am ashamed of how many Elriels are in there

Shame on you for thinking Manon or Dorian would ship them.

What if-

We know Azriel's mom went through a lot of abuse at the hands of his father, and that was simply a glimpse of what had happened but the truth is that we don't know the full story because Az has never talked about it.

So I was thinking: What if Az's mom hasn't shown up because Azriel's mom was hurt so badly that she can't move? What if due to the abuse, she's just...gone.

And I don't mean gone in a death like gone, I mean gone like she was hurt so badly that the damage became imprinted in a deep level?

What if the trauma did something to her? What if that is the reason Azriel seems so private and defensive (and with good reason) of his mother is because she is in a very delicate state?

What if the reason Az hates the Illyrians so much is because they harmed his mom in such a way that she will never recover?