To Someone I Will Never Meet

To someone I will never meet

I care about you even if we never speak again I care about you even if I say "I don't wanna be your friend" I care about your birthday even if I never send a note in fact I remember it so well I put it as lock on my phone I care about your future I think about your heart I hope your soul mates kind and they don't tear you apart I care about you and this causes me a lot of pain, so I try to stop caring to try to feel a little more sane because I care about you in October when we move away but I care about my boundaries, respect is my one and only rule I care about you in cold when my hands feel like they're frozen I care about you even when I wish I'm the person you had chosen I care about youth angels they cry on my shoulder wishing and praying we had met when we were older but what would have changed, you would have actually cared about me? somewhere in the future you would have actually loved me? I cared about you and maybe I care about you still but one day someone will care enough to love me and this time they will.

@eccentricsworld

you are the knife I turn inside myself, this is love. This, my dear, is love.

Franz Kafka

I choose to love you in silence because in silence I find no rejection, and in silence no owns you but me.

And if the only reward for racing through life, is death, then may I forever savor the long way around; languidly stretching myself across every detour & backroad, for if the destination is all the same, at least may the journey be a slow & scenic one.

Liz Fair

You are a language I am no longer fluent in but still remember how to read.

"And I knew, from the beginning that I found you to lose you and loved you to miss you . Because we met by coincidence"

Mahmoud Darwish