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FUCK I have therapy today I don’t want to talk about this. I can’t. Fuck.
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I uhm. I finally told my therapist about my anorexia.
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Happy birthday Mischa! Ride the cyclone just announced a new website shawtay.
Here they are! I will be tagging everyone who liked/commented/or had a special request at the very end. Also if there’s something you wanted to to be on this list and isn’t, put it in my asks and I’ll see if I can find it (I couldn’t find smash and a few others so I will inform you if I’ve already looked)
(These are going to be very messy so bear with me on my organization skills, I’ll try to do them alphabetically)
Anastasia: https://youtu.be/j-p433sE5j4?si=cjC-Uw0GqnXOQCPL
Amelie: https://youtu.be/y6X_zvmhhoo?si=fVYBczYzgWaNxnW9
Angels in America(play): https://youtu.be/HAM2pGlFqI4?si=BeVmC3cgwpDqMSmz
A very potter musical: https://youtu.be/Fu3rG5Vd8Bk?si=wunFpkyzPXWBf8JT
A very potter sequel: https://youtu.be/aVvAdVcWtfE?si=DBTQHZRNTgoZI_Jh
Bonnie and Clyde (requested) : https://youtu.be/6ljIs6Z0Mxc?si=djiKfzGdI8Arj4l7
Beetlejuice: https://youtu.be/eiqGiVIaQIc?si=jCfAeGf9Pbzba2yt
Be more chill: ACT 1- https://youtu.be/xldiQW9KXgU?si=-VB--sGgKqi3dce1 ACT 2-https://youtu.be/NBo6QWNw6tg?si=OUSB7-EbpggA497w
Book of Mormon: https://youtu.be/QER8kg85z4Y?si=vIPBefcbZbzpvYO5
Book of Mormon OBC: https://youtu.be/7kHSlrzdl7Q?si=zkOnhKRNicrUC5uo
Charlie and the chocolate factory(Christian borle): https://youtu.be/ru9y_CALMvs?si=JXeZ5MlZM653x5zI
Carrie: https://youtu.be/4tKQnM364HY?si=EEqyjMh7Uy_cmlXl
Come from away: https://youtu.be/cmOWOqs6Oxw?si=KWjh3TyNof-9EsTp
Caberet: https://youtu.be/IOs82ubFyFQ?si=IavMfIBlTXXsXkhO
Chicago: https://youtu.be/IaPdeQCGurE?si=V65jDZ_UdmV9Htt5
Dear Evan Hansen: https://youtu.be/oE-70N5vi64?si=Ljps37szYeOIpMdB
Falsettos: https://youtu.be/qPrJPpMwdio?si=RjD_kocl4Yjr20US
Falsettos(different angle): https://youtu.be/dOW628l6rAU?si=EPwlkg7e0MDyEKfY
Falsettos 1993: https://youtu.be/tuL4rH_tt28?si=ITxrhqJEW4qTRgbA
Fun home: https://youtu.be/HAezDQYrGoc?si=SaZZfillW8SbdX22
Fun home: https://youtu.be/RPJVBByejy8?si=shF8Is3xSr1f7fuZ
The guy who didn’t like musicals: https://youtu.be/IrxKX44qBJ0?si=lY7qaQc5TrK8cHhm
The great gatsby: https://youtu.be/E7VzA25yWXw
Godspell: https://youtu.be/ET2ExSzDg4g?si=8XqJ3Pn4fVtvIqCp
Grease: https://youtu.be/wbBLwuEP7Xo?si=aygnzU6mxt7L8gSE
Heathers: https://youtu.be/vh0MWPphSZA?si=s8E2uEjwLVHyusnL
Hadestown: https://youtu.be/7puCqe4CgoY?si=Q1Ly-W5cHvbYmhgM
Hairspray: https://youtu.be/rIQWELXteDQ?si=_thknHPry3Q5m3w6
Hamilton: https://youtu.be/vTR3NbfVsQg?si=wKgmMZwLX2PW_pHF
In the heights OBC: https://youtu.be/MqNgo3W745U?si=QK-E_OlEx3qDklCW
In trousers: https://youtu.be/4prqQQtckG4?si=XCk1dGyOP3s8B3Pt
Into the woods: https://youtu.be/WYvLTTNxRCI?si=VvnTLEYD-yqSW5sB
Into the woods (Stephanie j block): https://youtu.be/mFG9QpndCUE?si=7Jpuk44P__h2Rhsn
Jekyll and Hyde: https://youtu.be/i7nMpRtN7bU?si=ZAEZ0CxIqBVMok7Z
Kinky boots: PT 1-https://youtu.be/fTpjMaBdXIA?si=PwL_sXihUugRKBy7
PT 2-https://youtu.be/YVTMjhLyRVw?si=3U-WFAeyPda8z7dq
PT 3-https://youtu.be/fkSIVdVWHhk?si=8APQQ-jWTb1p59JA
Les miserables: https://youtu.be/ucpfyLQKif8?si=XCko6JjIPjnaygJi
The last five years 2001: https://youtu.be/7ggC-eNPNs8?si=X46eCpN5QY5nTNKG
The Last five years: https://youtu.be/Mb34ciBD2jI?si=w_VYgju0eVPuntLA
Legally blonde: https://youtu.be/iKMsllsH0zI?si=1G4F3bAr70PLP-vY
Legally blonde: https://youtu.be/RiX-EJA8n4w?si=O2iOqeLb9afwHij7
The lightning thief: https://youtu.be/v8HyI-NjnXo?si=Kl-19yAx-FFeq6r7
Little shop of horrors: https://youtu.be/9dtpwkT0Z7U?si=MYQpYnTZw3IsY-Zn
Little shop of horrors: https://youtu.be/CUMNY2lsOKU?si=-aB1YStuAsHksBK8
Matilda: https://youtu.be/-gCKFaoByhg?si=NYKgbT-B0WQ_MbFi
Moulin rouge(with Aaron tveit): https://youtu.be/mKKQ9AtI_2E?si=ixnWyAQfvWKkcpI3
Mean girls: https://youtu.be/a47945KwaDw?si=ioLF9qqRr9sEEfnx
Natasha, Pierre, and the great comet: https://youtu.be/P7oPK4kNxaI?si=Gjv3c9w_vZBwwCfP
Next to normal: https://youtu.be/oMuK9FDnLaE?si=gfe50HetFJ3300AZ
Next to normal: https://youtu.be/wD7YwcwKIfE?si=wxxQJ9QlgCoFSRdP
Next to normal: https://youtu.be/oMuK9FDnLaE?si=na888isGqNu6tgQA
Noises off(play): https://youtu.be/RmJWPGZp1-Y?si=U6rmcIBC_cLF1cGc
Noises off(play): https://youtu.be/48EzyFOLjP8?si=foXwLJhtMVnIQgVf
Nerdy prudes must die: https://youtu.be/PG3RDdyD_GQ?si=48W7mpEQvzyMf5kM
Newsies(requested): https://youtu.be/i7sLuH5Ngdk?si=H7uCohSZjSswcc1f
The outsiders: https://youtu.be/3hPBfzZmse4?si=_aiRSa0Y1PEwtBsd
The prom: https://youtu.be/cKmk5h1Ov3k?si=AMGHboJtVYYmampv
The phantom of the opera: https://youtu.be/MdM2_l8jzFE?si=jwnd8hj8HV7e4_EX
The phantom of the opera: https://youtu.be/Dby6x0nbc0I?si=c7p_XtxuQ-HbbNEx
Pokemon: https://youtu.be/bDLj7hT1bk4?si=wjvV9RHM1lgVQhmY
Rocky horror picture show: https://youtu.be/7dWVJH2Xtzc?si=I9xeM1e-8XciBDST
Rent: https://youtu.be/UyF23igDB60?si=IHcbVprGk1pWoW9q
Ride the cyclone(original): https://youtu.be/AMbU2X66mt4?si=wsrOm2rYY7oNox8B
Ride the cyclone(SProduction/my favorite): https://youtu.be/uj5FLNDnJks?si=BIu6jcLszDfAbllt
Ride the cyclone(stations): https://www.youtube.com/live/FZsmtW7lCxA?si=XNfP7xbKFoQj6TKx
Ride the cyclone(York school/school appropriate): https://youtu.be/tEyZU9eN8vw?si=z_A1zioBONQ_D6vy
Ride the cyclone (majestic rep): https://youtu.be/KcQDSidDTGI?si=yaK16I49htvZTsiY
Ride the cyclone(chance): https://youtu.be/-erBqwP-LFc?si=29tVDcnj7uzTgXAt
Ride the cyclone(mystery musical/a community theatre that actually did fall fair): https://youtu.be/6YZTGjw5pYg?si=C4MyN1fRLd-XGtvy
School of rock: https://youtu.be/etv5jISbIHI?si=jD03z0oBQJELmtS0
Six: https://youtu.be/3s0TybjFFDo?si=Y-dV7mCrrB48kCso
Something rotten: https://youtu.be/spMHOPgms3E?si=Q6Vf4K8qRTp5EYUW
Suessical: https://www.youtube.com/live/yIvDIDBnv24?si=KQGWnbzh-ZKdmi1D
The sound of music: https://youtu.be/ON6JB8Vt8zU?si=m72v37zOe0kKldm6
Spring awakening: https://youtu.be/Ieau-JmMQ9A?si=kG3y_rASljKv7-2B
Sweeney Todd: https://youtu.be/AYIfU0ZAXCc?si=8YIB654tF028jBrN
Tick tick boom: https://youtu.be/SMIZKtQxjxg?si=rgwSvTSlVPHKIIBg
Tuck everlasting: https://youtu.be/sg2WgMjTViw?si=ARsOCtMoxl_egPb6
West side story: https://youtu.be/61wfHC4Ifv0?si=UprGlDGehe1OD5Rv
Wicked: https://youtu.be/0_5TzPYlelc?feature=shared
The waitress: https://youtu.be/9Rp6sSHah-g?si=YkZVfe5gSaD1zqxU
The waitress: https://youtu.be/j2j69db2rzg?si=u0uJB24WMd8i833z
21 chump street: https://youtu.be/ELBGa6-uOhc?si=jiWZ-XA84bXLJkEW
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<333 I’m so glad I could help you! <333
Who wants to be rewarded with a bunch of slime tutorials <3 (you know you do, if you have requests, put them in my asks but tomorrow I’m gonna post like a million)
Who wants to be rewarded with a bunch of slime tutorials <3 (you know you do, if you have requests, put them in my asks but tomorrow I’m gonna post like a million)