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“No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though. I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough.” - Clementine von Radics (via quotemadness)

via @quotemadness

“You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory.”

— Iain Thomas, The City Rises and Falls (via books-n-quotes)

I wish I could explain how much comfort I find in your voice

Does anyone else ever feel like they’ve lost literally all motivation and all you want to do is curl up in a ball in bed and eat junk and watch films and avoid all other responsibilities for like 37 years or so

I miss you, you know that right? You know how much I miss you?

slowly whishing you were never mine

- Quinn XCII

loving you is danger, but it don‘t feel wrong

- Quinn XCII

“You’re the only star in my sky.”

s.s. (stephenstilwell)

motivation

i just want to lay here

for forever

i just don’t want to get up

i just don’t have the energy

i don’t know why

i just feel like this

i don’t want to feel like this

i just want to sleep

for forever

i’m so exhausted

and tired

i don’t know why

i just feel like this

i don’t want to feel like this

i just want to cry

for forever

She has given trust and received betrayal. The walls around her heart have been built to shut out the hurt of another broken heart. She has felt the shatter of a million pieces as her battered heart crushed. She knows what it’s like to find the fragments, and gather the remnants; Nver to piece her heart back together. She is distant, forgive her because you can’t get close enough to tear down the walls and knock on her heart. She can’t – she won’t trust fully enough to commit. It’s easier on her heart to avoid love. She runs from love refusing to fall. She don’t love you she’s just lonely.

R.A.

not everyone you lose is a loss

i hold on to little pieces of what we were

i know we’re long gone, but take it easy because it hurts

“And the world we live in will be either better or worse, depending on whether we become better or worse. And that’s where the power of love comes in. Because when we love, we always strive to become better than we are.” - Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist (via the-book-diaries)

learn to clasp your own bracelets, your own necklaces; to tie your own ties or zip-up your own dresses just as you’ve learned to tie your own shoes what i’m saying is, teach yourself the kind of independence you’ve always craved (but in years’ time, have grown to fear) learn to stand on your own two feet even if you stumble and fall at first  it’s okay; it’s okay to fall just like it’s okay to be afraid just like it’s okay to need help  but don’t anchor yourself to someone else; don’t grow dependent on another when the person you really need to rely on is yourself  allow yourself to ease away from the safety of the shore to embrace the unknown depths that the world has to offer  don’t let the terror of drowning keep you from swimming 

(cc, 2019)

Anxiety Gif Master Post

Breathe in and out with this box

Follow the brush with your eyes

“When I met you, flowers started growing in the darkest parts of my mind.”

— (via purplebuddhaquotes)

Rb if you’re grateful for all of your followers

even if you have 1

Even if you have 10

100

1000

Etc.

Have you ever heard the saying ‘if you love something, let it go’? Depressed people don’t like themselves so they can’t let themselves go.

Manipulation

Manipulation-

A scary thing

It’s all around you

You can’t hide from it

Everyone does it,

Even yourself

People manipulate objects,

People manipulate people,

People even manipulate themselves.

People manipulate for many different reasons

To get what they want

To feel better about themselves

And for the few good souls out there,

To help others

Being manipulated sucks.

You think someone cares,

But in reality, they just want something

They could want money

Power

Attention

They don’t care

They never did.

You thought they were there,

But no.

They never were.

He never was.

He didn’t care.

He never did.

I thought he cared

But if he did,

He would’ve stayed,

He would’ve.

And he manipulated me

Manipulation hurts.

Friend

Why am I so alone?

I feel lost like the sun during the night

I try so hard

Just to have one friend….

Everyone has that one

The one they always talk to

The one they always hang out with

The one that won’t judge them

The one they always stick up for and never falter

Why can’t I?

Why does everyone else already have their someone?

Where’s my someone?

I don’t like being alone

I DONT like being alone

…where are you?

The person that I can talk to

The person that I can hang out with

The person that will never judge me

The person that will stick up for me and never falter

Where are you…..?

…Here I am

Mom

…mom.?

Is that what i called you?

Maybe

But I was too young, too young to know

You left,

your family,

your choice

.mother.?

Is that what I called you?

Maybe

But I was too young, too young to know

You didn’t have to

You could’ve waited

You could’ve stayed for me

Mama.?

Is that what I called you.?

Maybe

But I was too young, too young to know

Every Birthday,

Every Thanksgiving

Every Christmas

I wished for only one thing

I wished for you

Mommy.?

Is that what I called you.?

Maybe

But I was too young, too young to know

You ceased to smile

You ceased to care

You ceased to love

…nothing..

I called you nothing

Because you chose to stop breathing…

…and I was too young…

..too young to know..