Eww-kill-me - Dani/avry

motivation

i just want to lay here

for forever

i just don’t want to get up

i just don’t have the energy

i don’t know why

i just feel like this

i don’t want to feel like this

i just want to sleep

for forever

i’m so exhausted

and tired

i don’t know why

i just feel like this

i don’t want to feel like this

i just want to cry

for forever

I miss you, you know that right? You know how much I miss you?

“No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though. I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough.” - Clementine von Radics (via quotemadness)

via @quotemadness

I wish I could explain how much comfort I find in your voice

Mom

…mom.?

Is that what i called you?

Maybe

But I was too young, too young to know

You left,

your family,

your choice

.mother.?

Is that what I called you?

Maybe

But I was too young, too young to know

You didn’t have to

You could’ve waited

You could’ve stayed for me

Mama.?

Is that what I called you.?

Maybe

But I was too young, too young to know

Every Birthday,

Every Thanksgiving

Every Christmas

I wished for only one thing

I wished for you

Mommy.?

Is that what I called you.?

Maybe

But I was too young, too young to know

You ceased to smile

You ceased to care

You ceased to love

…nothing..

I called you nothing

Because you chose to stop breathing…

…and I was too young…

..too young to know..