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Can U Do Cheetu X Depressed Reader
Can u do cheetu x depressed reader
(For some reason I’m a sucker for those)
Hell yes!
Warning: Contains some depressing content and talk about depression and what it can entail. (Including suicidal ideation/thoughts, attempt at suicide, breif hospital mention, and self harm) I've been diagnosed with moderate recuring depression so this ask is right in my ball park. Sorry if it's more angsty than you wanted. I know being depressed and having depression can include a lot of things and there are a lot of depressed people so I wanted to include a lot of those things.
The headcanons are split in sections from least to most triggering.
Speaking from experience this kind of stuff can be triggering for some people. If so don't worry there is some smuttier and fluffier content coming soon.

When You're Depressed
-It might take him a while to notice since he doesn't pay that much attention to detail, but if you're suddenly really down, burnt out, don't want to do anything or go anywhere, he's gonna notice.
-That and he checks in on you a lot in general to make sure you're okay.
-He wouldn't bring it up in public or with friends of course. Yall's friends would be leaving for the night and as soon as they're gone he's gonna turn to you and be like, "Hey, are you ok? You're really quiet today."
-He'll listen to you and try to help you or comfort you.
-Probably holds you and purrs while you rant.
-While what he says to make you feel better isn't super profound, it does make you feel really loved and it can help you feel better or put you in a better mood.
-If you're depressed temporarily from something like burn out, he'll cuddle you a lot and try to comfort you with something like a movie.
-If you have depression and you're always in an off or crappy mood it'll take him longer to notice since he'll think it's just your personality.
When You Have a Depressive Episode
-In this case you probably have depression or some kind of mood disorder (I don't know about all other mood disorders so this is more focussed around ones like depression) so he won't necessarily realise it right away.
-If you have depression and it's like you are having a constant episode for months (I've had this happen and it was awful) he'd take longer to realise it.
-But when things start getting worse and you start isolating yourself, getting irritable, quiet, numb, sleeping more or less, being hard on yourself, degrading yourself, feeling insecure, and feeling perpetually depressed, he's gonna notice right quick and each time something like that happens he's gonna ask if you're okay.
-If you lie and tell him you're fine he won't believe it but he'd back off for a while thinking you wanted to deal with it on your own. But when it inevitably keeps getting worse and you start trying to hide it, he's getting a lot more worried.
-Eventually he'll just hug you tight and say, "I know you aren't okay Kitten." And from there you probably end up bawling and hugging him like he'll dissapear if you let go. He won't let go of you until you let go of him.
-He'll just listen to you and reassure you that he loves you no matter what and he wants to help you.
-He'll try and make it easier for you to come to him when you start having an episode however he can. He's also going to try and figure out anyhting that could trigger an episode so he can avoid accidentaly bringing it up.
When You're Suic*dal or Self H*rming
-It'll take him a while to figure it out, longer than to figure out you're having a really bad depressive episode.
-If you start dressing odd to hide your self h*rming he's going to take notice of it much quicker. If you try and brush it off as you being cold or it being a fashion trend he's going to be really suspicious of it. "But you never dress like that? It's warm out how are you cold?"
-He'll try and give you the benefit of the doubt for a while. But he's just going to get more and more worried about you the more he doesn't say anything about it.
-If he starts noticing things like sharp things where they don't belong, lighters where they don't belong, or you buying a lot of bandages, he's gonna step in. He likely won't notice other less damaging forms of self h*rm like taking too hot of showers, wearing shoes that are too small, forcing yourself to stay cold and not allowing yourself to warm up, scratching, etc. (Scratching can actually be a more damaging form of self h*rm but it's harder to break the skin.) He wouldn't notice since they're not nearly as visible as other forms.
-If he finds you hurting yourself he's just gonna calmly take whatever it is out of your hands and hug you. He'll run his fingers through your hair and let you cry. He wouldn't be mad at you at all, if anything he's scared to lose you.
-You two curled up for a while. He'll help you with any of your wounds and pepper your teary face with kisses.
-Now whenever he finds you doing it again, he'll again take whatever you're using out of your hands, clean any wounds and provide you with an alternative like ice cubes with red food dye. From there he'll let you decide what you want to do, use the alternative, have him with you, forgo it and spend time alone, forgo it and spend time with him cuddling, whatever will make you feel better and help you through it.
-If you're struggling with suic*dal thoughts and ideations he has a similar reaction as to your self h*rming.
-He'll pick up right quick on any signs of you being suic*dal. If you're suddenly giving away your things, talking about de*th or making jokes about dy*ng, allarm bells are going off in his head. He'll be very vocal about his concerns for you.
-If he finds something like a suic*de note, even if it's one you didn't end up using and hid away or tried to throw out, he's putting his cheetah speed to use and looking everywhere for you.
-If he finds you before an attempt he's getting you away from there. He'll probably end up crying and hanging onto you for dear life. He's kissing you all over your face trying to reassure himself quietly that you're physically fine and you're still here.
-He'll tell you how much he loves you and again lets you cry everything out.
-You two talk for a long while about everything and he'll do anything he can to help you feel better.
-If he finds you during an attempt, he won't let you go through with it and he'll do whatever he needs to patch you up. If you have to go to the hospital he'll get you there faster than any ambulance. If you don't want to possibly be sent to any mental hospitals he'd come up with a good cover story for you.
-He won't ever leave your side the whole time and he'll be there to comfort you and talk.
-He'd never suggest anything about mental hospitals or make you go to one.
-After the whole hospital thing he just does what he did in the other ones.
-He might suggest a therapist if you wanted professional help and he'd be happy to help you find one.
-He'd also be happy to help you make any life changes to make you feel better or to avoid it happening again.
Hopefully that was okay, sorry if that was more angst than you wanted. I'm gonna go do something fun and eat a good snack.
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Because of my never ending curiosity, I must ask...what would Rammot and Pouf be like with a human S/O? Would they both be in denial about liking a human? Or would they just accept it? Would they be sweet with them? Or revert to total animal instincts with them? I'm just so curious.
I got some free time for some brief headcanons yay!
TW: mild smutt mention/brief yandere mention but headcanons aren't based on it/brief mating mention/mention of Pouf being beaten so you aren't

-I think for Pouf he would make it a huge deal.
-There's gonna be a lot of internal conflict on his part.
-At first he adamantly tries to deny his feelings. The king is his sole priority and purpose in life. Being in love with a human hinders his ability to carry out that purpose.
-He might actually be tempted to kill you at first, since you're hindering his ability to protect the king and therefore pose a threat to the king's very life
-He won't have the strength to do it though, even though he feels strongly about protecting the king, he feels just as strongly for you
-He's generally hesitant to ever talk to you at first and keeps the conversations brief. But as he gets to know you more, he finds thing after thing about you that he just adores and he can't help but start talking with you more and more.
-He of course keeps his feelings for you hidden from the king. If you aren't someone the king needs around and you don't serve him any purpose, Pouf will do his upmost to keep you away from the King as not to annoy him or risk your life
-If you're lucky the king will be tolerant of you. Especially if you have no nen or great aura quantities. He wouldn't have any interest in eating you that way.
-If you ever pissed off the king or annoyed him in any way and he was going to kill you or hit you with his tail, Pouf would step in holding back tears and beg the king to punish him on your behalf.
-Pouf would be frustrated at you angering the king but wouldn't do much about it. Once you're both in private though he would hug you and cry, glad that you're okay. Pouf can take quite a beating from the king and come out with cuts and bruises.
-But likely you on the other hand would die instantly.
-Overall Pouf, though briefly in denial, would love you a lot. He loves you as deeply as he cares for the king's safety. That's a lot.
-He definitely feels like he needs to protect you, especially given the situation of everything at the palace.
-He'd probably allow you in one designated area for you to do your own thing most of the day. Probably close to Pouf, out of Meruem's sight and not too close to the other ants.
-It's less of a yandere kidnapping sense and more of an actually keeping you safe so you don't get eaten or decapitated sense.

-With Rammot there'd be much less denial. Still a bit in the beginning though.
-He thinks very highly of himself and is mildly pissed that he could ever fall to such feelings for a weak human, likely one without even nen.
-But he'd get over that pretty fast. Especially if you give him food and are respectful by staying away from the food he's already claimed. (Those poor horses on stick jesus fucking christ)
-He'd try to woo them but he'd likely try the animal way first, and that just ends up confusing the hell out of them.
-But next he'd try to just be nice and tolerant of you. He has no idea how humans usually woo each other so he's just gonna try being nice.
-But if you do anything romantic at all like giving a gift or running your fingers through his hair, not only will he be thrilled that you at all reciprocate his feelings, but he'll mimic the hell out of you.
-Finally he knows at least one thing humans do to woo each other, he's gonna use it all the damn time.
-Maybe constantly getting you little gifts, often things from the villages they've devoured people from, and sometimes things like bones, straight up meat, and one time twigs.
-Apart from that y'alls relationship is very driven by his animal instincts. He's normally more run by them anyways so it makes sense that they'd be so apparent in his relationship with you.
-He's pretty territorial and that includes of you too. Starts getting more and more agitated before straight up violent with other people, creatures and ants if they get too close to you.
-Also the gifting you twigs thing was to maybe make a nest with you. Essentially his version of a risky text. But when you accepted the twigs (more so out of confusion) it sent his heart soaring.
-I do see him being a bit yandere, but he's less likely to go out of his way to kill someone for you. Only if they get too close to you or hurt you. Otherwise he just tells them to piss off.
-And yes he does have a mating season. Thank god for Uber Eats so y'all don't have to leave your house.

The Warden when you make too much noise in his crib.
Imagine your favorite hxh characters to write for cuddling with their s/o for the first time 🥺
Ooh yay! My favorite characters!

-Cheetu is very physically affectionate, I doubt it'd take long for y'all to start cuddling together
-You're both probably chilling and you just sort of end up cuddling
-He's comfier than whatever wall or tree you're leaning on and he'll take any affection he can get
-I actually picture it being embarrassing for him at first
-You laying against him and cuddling is gonna make him so damn happy he will immediately start purring
-It's not the quiet kind either. Ever heard a cheetah purr? Loud as hell. And it's not slow, it's like a motor
-You think it's adorable and start teasing him
-He's shockingly very flustered
-You have to reassure him it's fine and you like it
-You cuddle him again and he keeps purring this time
-He's a lot more physically affectionate afterward
-He will squeeze you a lot, he's very happy you're there and just wants to give you all his love

-He'll often have his arm around you but he isn't going to initiate cuddles first
-If you start cuddling him he's really nonchalant
-You might hear him chuckle but apart from that he'll just pull you closer and relax
-Don't get him wrong, he loves that you're cuddling him, but he's just really chill about it
-Might actually play with your hair or pat your head
-He's really great to cuddle though, he's big and warm and fluffy, perfect!
-Even after he'll usually let you initiate cuddles if he's had a bad day though he might initiate
-If you want cuddles but he can't at the moment he'll pat your head and promise them later

-Oh boy, you thought Cheetu was flustered, this guy just malfunctions
-He is absolutely tomato red
-Probably speechless for a second
-Once he's functioning again he'll just slowly wrap his arms and tail around you
-He's got a big happy smile
-He's screaming internally and he's so excited
-He'll eventually calm down and he feel like he can relax with you
-Conversation might be awkward at first but he just ends up giving you a lot of compliments

A-Was probably by accident, I bet it was like the middle of the hunter exam where they're collecting badges
-Y'all teamed up since you'd already made friends and all that before the exam
-It's the middle of the night, you're exhausted so you end up falling asleep sitting next to him
-He can stay awake much longer since he's a ninja so he's kind of keeping watch
-Aaaand your head falls on his shoulder
-He will whip his head around so fast, he thinks your an enemy but when he sees it's you he doesn't know what to do
-He just kind of sits there with a nosebleed and internally fist pumping
-Heaven forbid you hug his arm or side in your sleep, his soul might just leave his body
-Most likely he just sits there enjoying it and trying not to wake you up til morning
-If you're especially adorable and make cute noises in your sleep or if you straight up start full-on cuddling him he might kiss the top of your head

Valentine's Donut Event

Time Limit
Feb 14 - Feb 28
This Will Be Anual On My Blog
How Will This Work
I will write for absolutely any HxH character, despite what my usual rules say. However, my other rules still apply to what I will write. So be sure to look at them to refresh your memory, they are pinned.
Everyone will get a maximum of three event asks.
You give your request by ordering a donut from the menu below.
Even though I am writing for any character I still refuse to write any kind of NSFW or romantic themes for characters who are underaged.
I will only write platonic/fluff for underaged characters.
Menu
Donuts
Classic : Fluff
Twist : NSFW
Eclaire : Platonic
⭐Special : Match-Up (Blind Date)⭐
Fillings
Caramel : She/Her
Cream : He/Him
Strawberry : They/Them
Chocolate : She/They
Lemon : He/They
Apple : Xey/Xem
No Filling : Other Specified
Toppings
Sprinkles : Dinner
Crumbs : Picnic
Fruit : At Home
Powder : Park
Jam : Shopping
Edible Glitter : Theme Park
Glaze : Dancing
Nuts : Movie
Chocolate Chips : Star Gazing
Coconut : Arcade
Cereal : Lazer Tag
Marshmellow : Coffee
Icing : Other Specified
Gift Wrapping
Wrapped : With A Song To Go With It
Not Wrapped : Without A Song
⭐FOR THOSE WHO CHOSE MATCH-UP⭐
I do need some details about yourself to be able to do a match-up.
Personal Details
Some Physical Features
Fashion Style
What Is Important To You
Personality
Hobbies
What You Look For In Someone
Career Path
Any Extra Details You Want To Mention

Questions
Feel free to leave any questions in the comments or to send me a message, I'm happy to answer.
Author Note
I hope you all enjoy this event! I'm very excited about it. I kept seeing these all over Tumblr and I really wanted to make my own!
This is so incredible!
Epic Cosplay of “Horizon Zero Dawn”