Its Not Nearly As Deep As It Seems I Promise - Tumblr Posts

Momma never wanted a son

I've tried so hard but I'm not the son she wanted

Isn't it funny how life turns out like that?

I wasn't meant to be born a boy

Yet I feel as though I should be blessed

I've got looks that can kill

And a body that doesn't get fat

And yet,

And yet it doesn't feel like it's my body

Am I beautiful or is he beautiful?

Could I have been better?

I've failed on a fundamental level

But when you're at rock bottom

There's only one way left to go

Maybe one day though.