This Is A Revelation. Im A Woman Who Very Rarely Gets Compliments (or Harassment) From Random Guys, Or

This is a revelation. I’m a woman who very rarely gets compliments (or harassment) from random guys, or from obviously sexually/romantically-interested women. But since I grew up knowing I don’t have much control over whether or not I’m objectified, and knowing being seen for my body goes along with not being seen as equal or powerful, I’m super sensitive about feeling like I’m being objectified, including sometimes snapping at my male partner for crossing a line. I never thought that I might just have more experience receiving and giving body compliments.

But it’s true, I get plenty of validation about my body from female friends and random women on my outfits, hair, etc. I never thought about how lonely it must feel to never have that from my friends. If I tally them up, I probably have dozens of hours and hundreds of phrases’ worth of practice in giving compliments that feel nice to other women and getting compliments that feel nice to me. If I’d never had that, how would I express myself when I found someone attractive? How would I ask for attention to my own appearance, taste in clothes, body?

(note: I have no romantic or sexualized experience myself, so I admit *some* of these points rely entirely on secondhand stuff and media)

One thing I think is not talked about very much is that straight men live pretty much desexualized lives if we’re not actually having sex at that moment, and then there’s not much room to be the object rather than subject.

As I’ve said before, we men don’t have clothing options for “dressing sexy” in masculine clothing (there is cross dressing but that is different). There’s no male equivalent to the short skirt or low cut top. There’s no male lingerie that isn’t seen as a joke.

Further, we just don’t get validation for our sexuality outside of a sexual partner. We are almost never complimented for our looks or sexiness from platonic friends like women are, especially same sex friends.

There really aren’t many straight male role models for raw aesthetic sexiness in mainstream culture (besides unnaturally muscled men). In fiction, male characters are almost never attractive for embodying sexiness but rather for doing things (saving the world, being extremely witty, being a genius, winning the tournament, etc.). Their sexiness is non-aesthetic and sometimes is in spite of their aesthetics.

Anecdotally, it seems like a lot of men aren’t even called physically hot and sexy by their own sexual partners, who themselves focus on personality. There’s not much room to fulfill the role of passive sexism object for you partner for many/most men.

I think it is telling that a lot of porn for men ignores the man’s personality and has a woman just throwing themselves at the man, overcome with lust.

Also there the fact that women seem to rarely approach men and some seem to often expect the man to do most of the sexual escalation, especially in the early stages.

We talk about women of color or women who are disabled being sexualized, but we don’t talk about how all straight men are desexualized and denied the ability to be sexualized object.

When you’re in a battle against an enemy so much bigger, so much stronger than you, to find out you had a friend you never knew existed, that’s the best feeling in the world. 

By coming together, all of us, by pledging our solidarity, our friendship, we’ve made history.

Pride (2014)

In LOTR “Looks like meat’s back on the menu, boys” implies that Orcs know what a menu is, and have therefore been to a restaurant. I wonder what a restaurant in Mordor is like.

This is lovely.

I’m reblogging though because it’s #relevant to my yesterday. I said “thank you for trusting us with this moment” to someone (Shitty was right, it’s a heartfelt way to acknowledge vulnerability!) - and then had a wild moment of fear that THEY might be a Check, Please! fan. That they’d know my heartfelt response to their vulnerability was just...me poaching. Textually.

Thankfully the moment passed. But it was good to hear about a random in-person fannish encounter. I’ve never had a spontaneous one of those.

I’m doing nanowrimo again this year (against my better judgement), and I’m also trying to be social while doing it, so I went to a local write-in yesterday.  I got to talking with one of my table-mates and we discussed the fact that we were both published. They asked for my pen name, I told them, and then they said I sounded kind of familiar.

So on a whim, I ask, “Are you by chance in the Check, Please! fandom?”

They nod. We meet eyes, start to grin There has been an exchange. We are already bonded, just a little.

Then, “do you know justwritins/sinspiration?”

Yes.

It me!!

And it turns out they’d just finished reading self reflection! 

So *waves to @dsudis* it was nice to meet you! I hope we run into each other again (or arrange it? I’d love to talk to you more)!

y’all are missing out on the real dream fancast for aziraphale and crowley

Your human frailty is not a regrettable fault to be treated by proper self-care so you can get your nose back to the grindstone. Sickness, disability, and unproductivity are not anomalies to be weeded out; they are moments that occur in every life, offering a common ground on which we might come together. If we take these challenges seriously and make space to focus on them, they could point the way beyond the logic of capitalism to a way of living in which there is no dichotomy between care and liberation.

CrimethInc. : For All We Care : Reconsidering Self-Care (via brutereason)