Writing From Experience Except I Get Really Personal

Writing From Experience except i get really personal

so.

ive met the concept of.. writing based off of experiences or things youve done

like uh, theres this fic im reading where theres two camp counselors in a summer camp

and the writer went to summer camp

ww

I could try? i dunno its an idea, but I have fuckin 4+ docs of unfinished works and oneshots that I still gotta do but I dont have the motivation????

but the thing is is that nothing ive done is book worthy- it is not chobblesome

I mean, I dont do anything.. I play games all day and stay inside???

Uh. I've been to a wedding but it was boring and I don't remember what happened

I've gone out of state before and plan to go out of country (except I've been procrastinating for years) but I dont remember anything about it

I mean. I've been in foster care before ? People write a lot of foster care stories and like.. I mean I somewhat remember what it was like, but it was only for a few days and I only went to one home before eventually coming back to my actual home with my parents n stuff ? it was kinda a situation that I actually didn't understand or comprehend because I was pretty young but now I kind of do? It was kinda a little more serious then I thought as little kid me..? (uh.. the police got involved and it was a huge fucking mess. I got to be in a police car tho and they bought me mcdonalds so that was fun.)

There wasn't.. anything interesting that happened there. It would be boring. Bro so many foster care fics are about the teen and I'm just sat here with my POV of the child u-u

i mean though... sure.. children are kinda dumb, i wont sugarcoat it

itd probably get annoying fast

uhm. the only other thing i guess would be interesting is.. well nothing really, its just that I have a shit load of trauma packed into me that would make a bad and very triggering fic

TW: Mention of gr00ming, miNOr aaAaAAA mention of the act of kermit sewer slide sobs

um. it doesnt really affect me anymore because I've just kinda gotten used to it, but so. grooming. woo pair that with manipulation

hold on let me just find a character and traumatize the fuck out of them haha wooo does that count as dead dove do not eat? if i .. do a really dark fic where a character goes through ..what i did, except i just overdramatize it a little bit and exaggerate a lot to the best of my ability (i still have DMs of that time lmao but I don't think I can ever get used to those, it kinda makes me very uncomfortable.)

would it even be readable? I dont fucking know

The thing is is that everyone thinks that minor/minor sexually is fucking wrong

and I'd agree

but then I can't really ventfic lmao imagine I get hate for doing minor/minor even though its a fucking ventfic where I project onto characters -

lMAOOOO also probably really cursed

but then so id have to do it to an adult.. ?

bro which fandoms am i in that have a toxic relationship that i can write?

like nONe

unless i made one up??

bro sobs

actually i think the guilt tripping ive gone through has been done before in a disc duo but its like 'but arent we friends' or some shit like that in somewhere?? idk

would you guys be okay if i did a ship fic? i dont i cant do OCs man

but i dont know if ill even do it its just thought.

bro the toxic thing that comes to mind is dream and wilbur because dream being a manipulative piece of shit while wilbur is one of like the only characters i can and am comfortable writing the POV of besides the MINORS and then theres hermitcraft with its really healthy community sobs

i dont think wilburs boundaries are even comfortable with nsfw??

bro i dont even know if i can write anything sexual, ive never done it before

id probably write it as anonymous but not dream and wilbur?? id ont fucking know

how do i ventfic if i dont have a people

i mean jschlatt and quackity- is that pumpkin duo? id ont fucking know

they're... toxic..?? ive never written either jschlatt or quackity but you know the deal, jschlatt would probably be the user and quackity the victim.

oh fuck why can i just imagine it i can see it. (why does it work?)

fuck

agh

im.. probably going to have to reference back to the DMs to remember how things went and trigger the shit out of myself

my mental health boutta go to shit haha

anyway im gonna just... if i ever write it i'll try to put it on anonymous

i dont know

my first anonymous fic woo. and kinda trauma dump ig

i dont wanna be shamed for like

i dunno.

beIng a SLUT hAHAH -

oh i think i reached uncomfortable territory for me.

i think though that

it would probably be a dead dove

honestly thinking about it

trying to write minor on minor makes me feel sick

thats funny

guess adult on adult it is .

thats not really any better

also i dont know quackity or jschlatts boundaries sobs

do i just not do sexual shit? i dont fucking know

nevermind their boundaries arent really comfortable with that sobs

quackitys fine with fanfic but jschlatt i dont think it issss ??? GUYS HOW DO I DO VENTFIC WITHOUT INTRUDING ON A BOUNDARY

and i just

bro theres like no other character im comfortable with writing

do i really want to say 'fuck it' and just do it anyway? well no not really???

how do i find characters i can project onto but not ocs because i cant do that (ocs wont help me, honestly the thought is just worse in my head aaAa)

sobs.

hi so i just remembered this minigame thing that happened too

okay so before the trials and shit

THERE WAS THAT GUN GAME that was i think russian roulette? Dont remember the name but you had to choose where to put your bullets and then choose between shooting dummies and people- and like basically you can only shoot a dummy and person once ofc so you have to be careful with the placement so you shoot the dummies and not the people? and i fucked that up so many times i swear

no cause i think it played this audio everytime you did and it was.. unsettling and i just kept thinking 'oh shit' and i think that was when i realized how truly fucked this was? and i was losing my mind because i kept fucking messing up and i think a lot of it happened because i kinda just messed up with how i loaded the bullets? so then i actually technically cheated because so i loaded the bullets and then took a screenshot

i found my msgs from when i was fuckin panicking and before that was just 'I DID IT ALMOST PERFECTLY AND THEN THE LAST ONE I FAILED' sobs

OH OH and then loud noise if failing and then it just goes 'aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa' so that wasnt fun for my mental health [apparently i was boutta hyperventilate, who knew?]

bro it was stressful as fuck and im SO glad we dont have to do that again but its shitty that it had to be done and that really did wonders and got me into that mindset of not wanting to kill anyone and panicking and shit except I think Sara handled it a lot better then I wouldve with a gun ..until she shot someone but hAHA thats not canon!

YTTD Thoughts

i cant even try to think of every trigger. YTTD is a death game. There are children. I'm warning you there, be fuckin careful, and if you don't think you can handle it please skip this post.

So- Honestly I forgot about this for awhile because I don't actually interact in the YTTD fandom (I wouldn't even be surprised if I ended up missing some update for like the next chapter part thingy)

but then I was scrolling on my tumblr and saw a YTTD crack post and realized 'oh yeah'

and now I'm here

Honestly??? That game was all sorts of fucked, and not in the mean and offensive way. I mean..

So I'm not gonna lie and say I remember everyone's name, because I don't, BUT WHAT THE FUCK-

okay, yes, hi, death game- I liked Danganronpa, I liked this too- EXCEPT EVERYONE WAS AT DIFFERENT AGES???? Well not everyone everyone, BUT THERE WERE CHILDREN- Children, Adults, Elders, HOLY FUCK

And then remember professor whats his name? THAT FIRST VOTE WAS SO FUCKING FUCKED

it gives me shivers just thinking about how the metal of the collar burned at him until his head gave way and he became decapitated, head falling into his student's arms

sobbing

i didnt really think about it though because i was in focus mode, meaning i dont realize how triggering shit is until i go back to think about it (also because not much actually triggers me, ive become desensitized to this shit)

but holy shit.

AND THEN DONT GET ME STARTED ON JOE DYING

WHAT THE FUCK

JOE?

okay i think i was dumb because -- okay so i think his card made it so he had to be voted out to win and i dont think he got voted out ?

but i was dumb and i didnt realize who had which card until joe said something about how i didnt vote for him and realized ..

IM SORRY JOE I DIDNT PAY ATTENTION SOBS

and then just GIVING US THE STUPID CHANCE OF BEING ABLE TO KEEP HIM ALIVE? bro you dont know how fucking hard i pressed that mouse button, AND IT WAS FOR NOTHING AND THEN THE STUPID DOLL THING SAID THAT I WAS JUST PROLONGING HIS PAIN AND I CANT IT WAS AWFUL

jesus fuck

and then i think in the next part where we got to the next floor or something ? ?? so .. i kind of liked it, with the minigames, though it was hard as fuck and only served to make me even more nervous? (THAT DANCE GAME WAS NOT POSSIBLE WITHOUT RECORDING IT ISTG- WHAT THE FUCK ??? i even tried writing it down but i couldnt do it so i googled it and people were literally just recording it and going back to see what it was ???)

but so the coin thing

with the hallucination thing- i think there was a sanity bar? something like that. I actually didn't wanna go to the other doll person who I think set the bar back down or something- and honestly, I don't actually like horror, well playing horror, and theres very few horror games that I can deal with, but like.. I liked the hallucinations. Also I think I got a bad ending because it was too high and looking at the wiki I did ? I think Gin found me or something but I was gone.

So then I went back to my save and went to the person thingy and got rid of it and then i found out i kinda liked that ? i dont know, i have very messed up and unhealthy intentions when i play games and when my character is unstable and shit i make it worse

i really liked the bad ending i got when i think i did the thing three times ?

i like angsty stuff no matter how much it makes me cry

i actually dont remember which chapter and part had what in it but so

one of the things where we were in trial

okay so many things happened the fuck ? okay wait no i think.. so the one with the least and the one with the most points were fuckin put on this wheel thing ? (GIN SOBS) Because so Gin didn't want to take anyones tokens like the fuckin sweetheart he is

but i

HE WAS BEING POISONED

that was awful because i was actually attached to gin hard and i just.. NOOOOO

there was so much shit happening there i just cant (I ALMOST TOOK TOO LONG?? IM SORRY)

and then, okay so so later wtiht e h

i dont remember where but in a trial we had to vote either Kanna or Sou. (there was another option but that led to a bad ending according to the wiki)

KANNA IM SORRY

YOU WERE JUST A KID

and so i

im a sucker for villains i voted kanna off BUT IT WAS SO HARD- AND WE COULDNT VOTE ANYONE ELSE?? SOBBING

AND IT SAID THAT I STILL VOTED WITH LOGIC INSTEAD OF MY HEART AND LIKE TECHNICALLY I DID WITH MY HEART but in another way i technically did vote with logic

i just.

im so fucking sorry kanna

it was awful i cant

but then theres more and like

okay so there was Midori in this thing and we were in this game I think it was named like some food thingy- banquet or some shit i dont remember but we were preparing with the other dolls of i think of people who used to be alive that were connected to us then

uhm. i fucked up the minigame lol so my counterpart kinda died (I DIDNT REALIZE HOW TO PLAY????? sobs i missed something and so i think i overcharged someone)

but so then there were these coffins (before that I think Keiji was fuckin trapped in the coffin? AND BURNING OR SOMETHING? I DONT REMEMBER I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD AND I THINK HE SURVIVED SOMEHOW LIKE HOLY SHIT)

but so there weere teh coffins and another game

where you had to guess and had to try to get midori- i dont.. so there was i think a light hint thing that told you whether there was a doll or a human inside, but i dont remember what midoris was.. i think both midori and gin (YES BECAUSE I THINK GIN WAS IN THERE AND WE COULDVE KILLED HIM)

and i just

ITS RANDOMIZED TOO

no cheats buds

uh,..

bro i think i got almost literally every other doll besides midori and gin

and then i think.. maybe eventually I got midori? i think gin survived thankfully, i dont think i could forgive myself if i killed gin (I dont actually remember- i did record my gameplay and I might have to go back and shit but like i dont even want to know, man)

and

okay so there was so much more shit with this whole sibling thing with Alice and Reko (I think either both of them died or one of the other did i dont fucking remember what happened- which i know is possible but i just dont remember what i got unlucky with. I think Alice died.. ?)

and theres other stuff

like the fucking MAGNETIC CEILING IN THAT ONE ROOM AND THERE WAS I THINK REKO OR SOMETHING WHO WAS TRAPPED- oh wait i think reko died (because the metal collar that everyone has remember)

wait...

???????????????????????????????????????

theres so many fucking choices that you could do that its just

holy fucking shit man sobs

yttd was a bumpy ass rollercoaster of twists and turns

dhwaiusdhuiadh

-Chapter 4

-A Shared Limbo / OVOH

-100 Years / Passerine

-(OVOH)

-I'm in love with the way you hate me. [Dead Dove]

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Now the WIPs that are kinda discontinued:

-A Winged Protector

-The Winter Waiting

-5 things they hate about themself, and 1 thing they don’t.

-Continuous Repetition

-Chapter 5

-If You Stand for Nothing, Wil, What Will You Fall For?

-Chapter 7(?)

^^

I think the rest of the WIPs are either gone or on my school acc lmao because I wrote fanfiction in my freetime there (but its so vague like 'chapter 5' 'chapter 2' chapter whatever it is without telling me what fic its for so i literally dont know if ive posted it or not, and im not up for scrolling through the plenty of school docs to find my fic ones :'D)

uh. i dont know anyone to tag sobs ? i dont use tumblr as often as my posts make me seem (and none of my friends that i know of use tumblr D:)

wip titles tag game/ask game

tagged by @aurieeeeeenyx, thanks for the tag!

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Send me an ask with the title that most intrigues you and I’ll post a little snippet of it or tell you something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

Welcome to Charim/D&D Outwrite

Soulmate AU 

Fae!Kingdom

Living (With a Bit of Heartache)

Adaine and Ayda’s

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there’s not that many but i’ve put too much thought into all of them

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(btw requests are open, please give them lmfao 🙏 /hj)

To check on my other fic recommendations since im no longer updating this, for all of them I tag #fic rec, #fic recommendation, #fanfic rec, #fanfic recommendation

fandoms that correspond with a post are tagged with that fandom of course

i dont think im gonna keep up to date with this anymore..?? Fic Recommendations

The Children's Rebellion/Revenge (DSMP Space AU - Tommy-centric) by Aria_Cinabun

His name was Tommy Innes, and he was born to touch the stars. Of course, touching the stars was going to have to wait, because he'd lost that dream the moment his parents had died when he was ten years old—the moment he had watched that starship explosion and felt a bit of his heart die with them. He'd lost that dream when he was transported to prison and then to a place called Pogtopia. He'd lost that dream when he watched hundreds of children starve on the streets of Pogtopia. When he and two friends become the lone survivors of the Red Planet's Genocide. When they were rescued, and he was captured again. But maybe—maybe one day, he would regain that dream. Maybe he would hunt down the mass murderer that had executed his friends and gain his revenge—but that day was not now, and now he sat in a prison and stared at the faraway stars. Perhaps there would be people that he could call family again. People he would see again—people whom he had lost years ago. One day. Because he was an Avian, born to be forever alone amongst broken stars. And Avians did not fall unless they wanted to.

Longing for home (DSMP x No Trauma AU - Tommy-centric w/ SBI) by Hydre

When Tommy entered the abandoned building, it filled with life as soon as the teenager took a step forward. Cracked walls were covered with photos, the collapsed stairs were suddenly in perfect condition. And from the room came Wilbur's voice, warm and inviting, devoid of the note of madness that now lurks in his every word. "Welcome home, Tommy." Or; During a late night walk Tommy stumbles upon a ruined old cabin. When he tries to investigate it, coming inside, turns out it's like a door to another dimension, where his family is whole and happy and his problems don't exist.

Wishes and Family (DSMP Modern x Magic AU - Minors-centric [AND OTHERS]) by A_Non_ymousWriter

"-ase be forewarned that your child may be in danger because of the entities 'Ohne' and 'Exde' who are known to contract with children and teenagers. We have yet met an adult 'Magical'. All 'Magical' can be easily identified by the silver bracelet and a colored square on their middle fingernail-" Dropping his soda, Tommy stares at the television while his father and two older brothers stare at him. Stare at the silver bracelet on his wrist and his middle fingernail. "Tommy?" Phil says slowly, a look of disbelief and denial on his face, "Did Tubbo really give you that bracelet?" ----"Tubbo." Tubbo kept his hands behind his back, looking at the wall, guilt and panic growing in his chest as his father, Schlatt, looking desperate and tired. "Tubbo, tell me you're not- Tubbo show me your hands." Tubbo takes in a deep breath, shoulders trembling as he kept his hands behind his back. That's confirmation enough. "Tubbo." --- Ranboo didn't have anyone, he lived alone in his apartment. Which is kind of perfect as he welcomes Tommy and Tubbo inside, both looking haggard and teary-eyed. They ran and came to him. He hugs them both and comforts them.

It's Not Arson, It's Team-building (DSMP Camp AU - TNT Duo-centric) by Bellwether3

Just as he was about to go through the papers, he heard a creak from Cabin 15. He looked up eager to see who he would be sharing his time in the woods with. Whoever was about to cross his path would determine everything about the summer he was about to have. Oh no- Oh God no- Scratch every optimistic thought he had leading up to this point because standing right in front of him was a person who changed everything. The most annoying, entitled, arrogant brat on the property was standing in front of him. “Hello Quackity.” said Wilbur Soot. Or Quackity and Wilbur are summer camp counselors assigned to cabins right next to each other despite their rivalry, and it only gets gayer from there.

The Hermit Archives (HC/MCYT TMA AU - Grian-centric ft. A lot) by Sixteenthdays

A collection of statements from the archives of the VOID Institute.

Switchblade (MHA AU - Midoriya-centric) by Cacid

"I’m only two minutes late!” Izuku protested. Had he missed the start of an important test? None of the national, standardized tests were supposed to happen this month and even being two minutes late to one of those wouldn’t elicit this sort of reaction. They were discussing their career interest forms today, but that was it. Nothing time-critical was supposed to be happening. “Midoriya, you were reported missing a week ago. No one has seen you for eight days. The police have been combing the city for you.” "I’m sorry. What?” Midoriya Izuku went missing for a week and turned up in a back alleyway with skills he's never even heard of and no memory of how he came by them. He resigns himself to never learning the truth of what happened to him, but he shouldn't waste this chance should he? He could become a hero with reflexes like these.

Datastream (MHA AU - Midoriya-centric) by TarynMcT

Datastream is known by most of the Underground Heroes and many of the better Spotlight Heroes as a master of surveillance, able to supply information, co-ordinate back up when overwhelmed, they call on medical support when there are injuries, even call in a hero's takedown on occasion. To one Underground Hero, though, Datastream is better known as Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta's nephew.

Complicated Creation (MHA AU - Midoriya-centric) by Elemental

Midoriya Izuku is medically quirkless, not technically homeless, perpetually exhausted and doing his damned best despite it all. He also sees spirits, which might be cool if not for the fact that a) no one else does, b) they really don't like him very much, and c) he's pretty sure the heroes now think he's a villain working for the League. Aizawa Shota just wants to take down Overhaul, rescue Eri, keep his students alive, get some rest, and find out how this Deku kid knows things he absolutely should not know about his personal life and the Shie Hassaikai case. Unless Nighteye's right, and the kid really is a villain.

Sharing is Caring (MHA Soulmate AU - Midoriya-centric) by Itslivybear

No one knows why, but fifty years ago, people starting getting soulmates. You would find them because you could use their quirks, albeit a weaker version or for far less time than them. Izuku knows he has not one, but two soulmates, something only 1% of people have, but he's quirkless. They don't deserve to be saddled with him, if they can even find him. Then All Might offers him an opportunity to be a hero, and suddenly he has a quirk that he desperately has to hide. Even now, he doesn't feel like he deserves his soulmates, Bakugo helped hammer that home throughout his life. Too bad for him they go to his school, and they aren't about to give up on him now that they know he exists.

Blank Canvas (MHA AU - Midoriya-centric) by jokeraddict0

All his life, nobody truly believed in Midoriya Izuku's dream of being a Hero. Not his mother, his childhood friend, his classmates or teachers...not even the Number One Hero believes in him. What is a Quirkless boy to do? Show the world it's wrong, that's what. Finally, after years of no one believing him, there was one man who did. After All Might left Izuku on a roof with the answer of 'no', one man who was not a Hero finally told the boy, "I believe you can become a Hero." Izuku wants to prove the man right. Short version: One person, who is NOT a Hero, finally tells him yes, and Izuku decides to become a Hero through the Support Course, making friends along the way.

Beyond the Broken Horizon (MHA AU - Midoriya-centric) by JoWithTheFlow

About a week after that, All Might asked Izuku if he was aiming for the hero course at UA. The question was so sudden that Izuku nearly dropped a microwave on his toes. The truth was, if All Might had asked him that a week ago, there would have only been one possible answer to that question. All Might had gone to UA, UA was the best, so Izuku was going to go there too, if he could. But things were a little different, now that he was going to receive All Might’s Quirk. “No,” he said, decisively. All Might looked caught off guard, which was a very rare expression on him. “No?” he echoed, like he couldn’t believe it. A laugh bubbled out of Izuku’s throat. He honestly couldn’t believe it either. “No,” he repeated. ___ Or, All Might tells Izuku about All for One before he gives him One for All, and everything changes.

Razzmatazz (MHA AU - Midoriya-centric) by xylophones

Izuku has plans for everything. He plans out what to say to the cashier when ordering coffee, he plans out his homework before even opening his textbook. He has a whole ten-year plan for how he’s going to get into UA’s hero course and get his hero license fully quirkless. He plans for every wild, unlikely scenario he can think of because his anxiety gets so bad if he doesn’t go through every possible outcome, every way his life could landslide into disaster–– but Izuku never planned for this. For once, he doesn’t have a plan and he doesn’t have time to think of one. All he can see is Yagi-san’s lined, kind face looking resigned as he stares down the villain in his shop. Yagi-san, who is the closest thing to a father figure Izuku has ever had. Izuku doesn’t think. He just moves. (Or: Izuku saves the number one hero, gets a hero license way earlier than anyone wanted, realizes that maybe hero society isn’t as great as he thought it was, and everything just kind of falls apart from there.)

Give Me my Tomorrow With Your Yesterday (MHA AU - Midoriya-centric) by sensibleshroom

Izuku has lived a million lives. He has seen the secrets of other universes, he has made magic, he has lived a life where all he sees is the possibilities that belong to everyone else. What happens when he is given his own possibilities?

Burn Your Wings (MHA AU - Midoriya-centric) by oWhiteKiwibird

Izuku inherited his parents’ quirks, but he swore he’d never use his fire. He knows first hand how—bright, burning, scorching, painful, terrifying, destructive—it is, after all, and Izuku promised (promised his crying mother, promised his burning self, promised the laughing memory of his father) that he’d become a hero who stops that kind of despair. Even if he has to burn his own wings to do so. But when someone with the exact same problems, fears, and pain shows up... Izuku can't help but try to heal them. And in doing so, he himself may be healed too.

Swallow the Stars (MHA AU - Midoriya-centric) by constellationqueen

For years, Izuku suffered through life at the Facility – a villain-run research lab that experimented on Quirkless children. For years, Izuku watched his siblings slowly disappear, one by one, until he was taken into the room that killed them. Strapped to a table, Izuku was forced to stay awake as a dismembered piece of a god – powerful, broken, screaming, and cold – was pushed under his skin. Piece after piece, day after day, Izuku underwent surgeries and experiments until finally, eventually, every part of the god rested within him, powerful and angry and waiting for the perfect moment to lash out. Izuku spent years waiting for a hero to save him, but it turns out that all he needed was the right amount of pain for him to be able to save himself. With the help of a god, of course. The doctors should have known better than to mess with powers they couldn’t control. -- Or, the story where Izuku is forced to be the host of an eldritch god, and Aizawa is more than willing to take him in and keep him safe.

Candor (MHA AU - Midoriya-centric) by OwlF45

It’s the third time Izuku’s hit the pavement face-first.He’s so close to pulling himself up to his knees when a pipe slams through his lower back and pins him to the concrete. His breath leaves him all at once. He tries to scream. He can’t.And the rest of the building falls on him in a burst of smoke and dust. His eardrums shatter, he lays flat against the pavement, spitting red globs of blood, and he tries not to remember red eyes and white hair and—Izuku’s ears pop. Or: The Hero Commission passes a new code that requires all heroes to complete a mental simulation test. For Izuku, the consequences are catastrophic.

De Anno Luctus (PJO x Marvel - Thanos Snap Aftermath) by silverbird6

For once, Percy’s life isn’t a Greek tragedy because of his godly relatives. No, this time it was aliens. In a world where superheroes and demigods coexist, the gods are not as all-knowing as they might think and demigods and mortals alike must rise to the challenges of a new, more dangerous world.

Rise of Cardinal (Batman - Anti-Hero - Tim Drake-centric) by JustThatOneGirl1815

When Tim Drake was 17, he faked his own death. Three years later, a new guy has entered Gotham, with hacking skills that outmatch Oracle’s, a blade sharp enough to cut through bone, and a penchant for disappearing better than the Batman himself. And he’s making a mark on the villain population of Gotham. He leaves no evidence behind, nothing to mark himself by, only the remnants of his kill and a name: Cardinal Or, there wasn't an true anti-hero Tim Drake story on AO3 and therefore I had to write it myself.

Take It Back Now Y'all (Batman - Time Travel - Tim Drake-centric) by TimTheToaster (tabletoptime)

There was absolutely no way this sunshine was from Gotham in April. Not possible. Which meant, Tim was no longer in Gotham, in April. (In which Tim finds himself in the past, and tries to do the right thing. It's more complicated than he'd like.)

Scientific Method (Batman x Harry Potter - Tim Drake-centric) by vogon_poet

It’s not like he’s surprised a magic school exists— that’s probably only a seven on the scale of “crazy things Tim Drake has seen”. No, Tim’s just surprised he’s enrolled.

alone at the edge of a universe by Sarcastic_Metaphor (PJO - Percy Jackson-centric)

The sea is not unlike the abyss; it is deadly, destructive. It hides secrets in its depths and threatens even those that know it well. The sea easily swallows life with no trace left behind. The sea can be quite similar to oblivion. But when the mood strikes them, both the oceans and the abyss can be tempted to create life instead. Or, a complete AU rewrite from pre-canon through all five PJO books: Percy is born a little less human and a little more otherworldly than healthy. With powers he was never meant to have, and a third parent he never wanted, the plans that the Fates originally made for him will be torn asunder.

🔞Harem of a Necromancer by BittersweetAlias, KimpatsuNoHoseki (Harry Potter x Anita Blake)

Harry Potter travels through the world of Anita Blake, book by book. His choices in life change events in the series in unexpected ways. A Harem and Necromancer series starring Harry Potter. Edward never expected a chance encounter in a pub to change things so much. With a new invested interest, lives in St. Louis would never be the same. No one warned Jean-Claude about British wizards. Even if they had, nothing could have prepared him for what Harry would bring to his community. Micah never realized how easy it would be to find sanctuary or family. He wasn't prepared for green, ice blue, sapphire, or color changing eyes.

Last Wishes by i_am_the_imposter_syndrome (Batman)

After dying with the rest of the Bats, Dick is surprised to wake up at all, let alone eight years in the past. Not that he’s about to question this miraculous opportunity. This time around, Dick knows exactly what’s coming, and he’s going to save everyone. Then Ethiopia happens. Batman is too late again, but now it’s Dick who pays, and his second chance at life is over almost before it’s begun. Almost. When Jason finds the list of names among Dick’s things, he’s a little confused. Dick liked helping people, but these children don’t seem to have anything in common, and what Dick wrote about them makes no sense. The kid next door can’t really be stalking them, right? What is a ‘Gnomon’ and why did Dick need answers about it from some social worker? Most bafflingly, who are Cass and Dami and why did Dick scribble FIND!!! next to their names with no further details? It’s too late to ask now, but one thing’s for certain: Jason’s going to fulfill the last wishes of the brother who gave his life to save him, even if it means being chased through Gotham by some blondie wearing purple. It’s what Dick would have wanted. And if he finds a family along the way? Well, Dick would have wanted that, too.

Awake and Unafraid by rebelwriter6561 (TMA)

Martin's new job at the Institute isn't what he was expecting. Along with Tim and Sasha, he's struggling with a disorganized Archive, no direction from their slightly-devious boss, and the growing feeling that they're in danger. Which is not helped by the cryptic warnings from a far too-knowing voice on an ancient tape recorder calling themselves the Archivist.

Too Much Time by hix (TMA - Time Travel)

Lost and alone at the end of the world, Jon decides to try one last idea. It goes wrong, as his ideas usually do, when both the Web and the Spiral decide to interfere with what he’s doing. For once the disaster goes his favor. Mostly. He wouldn’t have chosen to go back in time to when he was eight years old. He certainly wouldn’t have chosen to catch Elias freaking Bouchard’s attention before he’s had a chance to do anything. And he cannot believe that his luck is so monumentally bad that he gets adopted by the man who wants to use him to end the world. Jon has to figure out how to keep Elias away, while saving his friends and the world. And hopefully growing old enough that he can go anywhere on his own and be taken seriously.

where there's a will, we make a way by bubonickitten (TMA - Time Travel)

"So, what does happen if an Eye learns to See within itself? What happens is this: the Archive Beholds the Watcher – and the Watcher blinks first." ________________________ Jon goes back to before the world ended and tries to forge a different path.

leaves too high to touch (roots too strong to fall) by OllieoftheBeholder (TMA - Time Travel)

“So...you’re from the future. In the past. Why?” “You want the short answer or the long one?” “Short,” Martin says after a moment’s deliberation. “Until I decide if I trust you.” The other nods, as if he expected that answer—which, well, if he really is Martin from the future, he probably did. “To stop the world from ending.” They have one last chance to fix this - one last chance to prevent the Eyepocalypse, to save the world - to save their world. It all hinges on which is the greater force: greed...or love.

See the Line where the Sky meets the Sea by The_Floating_World (TMA - Vast!Jon)

When Jon is a child he looks into the infinite abyss of space. The Vast looks back into him.

on laughter-silvered wings by ThatOnePlatypus (HP x KHR - Harry is Skull)

My spin on the Harry-is-Skull AU trope. [1] Dumbledore thinks Harry is in Spain with the Dursleys. The Dursleys thinks he's spending the summer with 'his lot'. And maybe Harry feels a little guilty about lying to them and to his friends about his whereabouts. But if they don't want to tell him what's going on with Voldemort, then he doesn't have to tell them he's taken up stunt-biking, right ? Harry-is-Skull AU. [2] After the curse was broken, Colonello hoped to rekindle his romance with Lal Mirch. After being rejected, he's not sure what he's supposed to do anymore. Enter Skull. - “Okay,” Skull said, nodding as though the shrug had been a whole novel on his feelings. “Want to talk about it, or want me to get my secret stash and get wasted?” “You have a secret stash?” Colonnello couldn’t help but ask, disbelieving. “Duh,” Skull said, looking a bit amused. “How else do you think I coped all those years with you lot?”

just an outsider in the end. by リリス - riris (arurun) (Ass. Class 😭 - OC reincarnated into OC in universe. its good)

"Look, I really didn't mind the fact that I died and reincarnated into Ansatsu Kyoushitsu. I didn't really mind that you gave me a hole in the heart. That was a real dick move, but I didn't complain. So god, Void, whatever, I'm sorry I punched a student. Please recall my demotion into Class E. Please, the moon literally just exploded and I don't wanna be there!" Kuma-sensei did not belong here. He knew better than anyone else that he was just an outsider.

Burn Me With Fire (HP x KHR - Mentor!Xanxus - Harry gets a spine) by Shadowblayze

After the encounter with Quirrell, Harry's world drastically changes. In (sleep) comes a foul-mouthed man with a healthy amount of disregard (of reality). Or, where Harry meets a man who could somehow talk while encased in ice, and his world tilts, spins, and implodes.

The Fairy and the Angel (will kick your ass if you call them that) by IndigosAbyss (Yuri!!! on ice x PJO - Yuri Plisetsky & Nico di Angelo-centric)

Yuri Plisetsky was as normal as you could get. Sure, he was soon going to be an internationally acclaimed Russian figure skater as soon as he was old enough to qualify, but other than that, he was normal. Then he found an Italian boy wearing an aviator's jacket, passed out near the local rink, and suddenly, things... changed. Well, it wasn't obvious at the time. Hell, after the kid left, with a promise to write him letters, he hadn't really been expecting anything except a close friendship and probably a lawsuit as soon as he figured out which kinda neglectful parent leaves their narcoleptic ten year old alone in an unfamiliar country. But Nico di Angelo was an enigma, who brought trouble no matter how hard he tried not to, and chaos inevitably followed. i.e Yuri and Nico are pen pals. Yuri is concerned. Nico is trying not to concern him. It is not working.

The Bat Shaped Bird by Bekbek (Batman - Tim Drake-centric)

Beneath Gotham there is something. Anyone who spends time with their feet on the ground can tell you that much. At the surface level it's goons and scared street kids. Beneath them are the sewers, haunted by endless appetites and the scraping of hide against stone. Beneath that is glowing green, craving warmth of blood and rage, hunting for its host. And even further beneath that is something other. Above Gotham there is something. Anyone who spends time in the city can tell you that much. In the shadows of tall buildings or on outcrops of stone there was movement. Flashes of color or shadows taken form. Ever watchful eyes following the movement of the cities beating heart. Some feared what was above, some feared what was below. But for one... well one craved both.

Trials of Change by Espoiretreves (Naruto Time Travel - Sakura-centric)

Haruno Sakura made a promise. Looking in the eyes of her Shisou and the reanimated Hokage, she took on the most important mission of her life. Go back in time and try to prevent the 4th Shinobi War. Now, Sakura is back to her 5-year-old body, with all the knowledge and haunting memories of the future. She vows to keep her precious people safe and stop certain events from happening, without altering the timeline too much. The trials her emotions and logic put her through have her questioning her very existence, but for the sake of peace, she has to push forward. No matter what.

All Roads Lead by Macchiato_Dreaming (Naruto OC - Tensei / Sand Siblings / Suna-centric)

Generally speaking, one does not personally meet the King of Hell after death unless one has fucked up tremendously in life. Someone becomes no one becomes a prince in the Land of Wind. Tensei of Sunagakure has a hit list, a god of the underworld breathing down his neck, and plenty of time to figure things out while he tries to make this house a home. Hopefully.

Until their leaves fall off by stereden (Naruto Reincarnation - Senju Nawaki-centric)

The first time Nawaki realizes something is wrong, he’s three years old and alone in the room in the attic of the orphanage. That’s not my room, he thinks. “Naruto, do you want to go to Ichiraku’s?” Hokage-jiji asks him when he visits him. That’s not my name, he thinks. Because he’s pretty sure his name is Senju Nawaki. It takes him a while to understand what happened. He died, he remembers one night, waking up screaming from a nightmare that shakes him to the bones because it’s not just a nightmare, it’s a memory, and he remembers running ahead of his team, seeing, too late, the wire as he trips it, and then fire, sound and pain, so much pain, and it hurts and it hurts so much and then… Nothing.

Those Last Few Memories by Ourliazo (KHR Oneshot - Arcobaleno)

In one future, the Arcobaleno band together and try to fight off the Anti Tri-ni-set radiation.

Fixing it before it broke by A_N_O_Nyme (TWST Time Travel - Kalim-centric)

After things takes a turn for the worse during the overblot fight Kalim finds himself suddenly back to his first year right when the first term exams results drop. This is for him the unique opportunity to stop Jamil from overblotting and give him the freedom he wished for. Even if it means Kalim had to end their friendship. It’s not like Jamil would be hurt by it, it had been one sided all along, right? Jamil was secretly freaking out, how did Kalim figure out he lowered his grades on purpose? Since when did that dense idiot pick up on those things? And he didn’t want to be friends anymore?! What was going on here?!

AUs, What-Ifs, Headcanons, & Basically Writing Ideas Dreamtale Twins [Stone Dream] Headcanon Genshin Impact [Cyno & Dottore Meeting] Collei Headcanon (Over Cyno & Dottore - Genshin Impact) Figurines (Dead Deku AU ft. Wonder Duo - MHA) Presence Perception (Izuku's Quirk - MHA) Villain/Vigilante Misunderstanding ('Villain' Deku AU - MHA)

Series & Character Thoughts & Theories (SPOILER WARNING!) The Reckoners Ending [Book Series] Double Life Session 5 [Grian's POV] YHS Taurtis [EP 54] Double Life Session 6 [Scar's + Grian's POV] Next Life Series Hopes King of Scars / Grishaverse [Book Series] The Blackthorn Key [Book Series]

ShadowHunters [Book Series] Helluva Boss S2 Ep1 SCU!Tommy Maniacal Double Life [Group 2-Session 1] Your Turn To Die -Death Game by Majority- [Game] Sam & Colby Ghost Hunting w/ Wilbur & George 3.2 Genshin Archon Quest Samsara Cycles Took No Time? (Genshin Theory) The Owl House Ending (Thoughts)

Bungou Stray Dogs: 55 Minutes (Light Novel - Thoughts HEAVY SPOILERS)

The Vale: Shadow of the Crown (Game Recommendation)

My Fics Posted on Tumblr (..just go to my AO3. I don't post half of 'em here.) Baiting the Guard Dog (Genshin Impact - Cyno & The Doctor-centric) "Let the world completely forget me." (Genshin Impact - Alhaitham-centric) And When You See Me // Just Promise You Won’t (MHA - Midoria-centric) Til I’m the Only One Left Alive // Whether or Not You Hate This Me // It’s Not My Turn to Die (MHA x YTTD - Midoriya-centric)

All of your assumptions start to look presumptuous / If you only took a look around (MHA x BSD - Ranpo-centric) [Speak no Evil, Hear no Evil] (jjk x Assassination Classroom - Inumaki-centric) Follow the Leader (MHA - Midoriya & Second User-centric but i still believe this lie will set me free / it’ll be, as i dreamed, the truth, you will see (that is my belief) (PJO x Batman - Nico di Angelo-centric)

edge of the water (PJO - Percy Jackson-centric)

I know what I look like to you ([A/B/O] Batman/Red Robin - Tim Drake-centric)

For a body without wings like mine / I've been told that hell is a good place for me (HP x Anita Blake - Harry Potter-centric) I know / you want something new / But what else can I do? (Batman - Tim Drake-centric)

Batboys Weekend 2023 in pursuit of knowledge (TMA)

SCU x DSMP Crossover Fics

SCU!Tommy gets revived in C!Tommy’s place in prison.

An Unexpected Visit

A New Start

Interlude: The Hotel

Echoes of a Past Unknown (1/2)

DSMP Archive Statement Fics (The Archivist's Tarot Deck)

Where I'm @ online

They/Them (Nonbinary) / Pronouns

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YTTD Thoughts

i cant even try to think of every trigger. YTTD is a death game. There are children. I'm warning you there, be fuckin careful, and if you don't think you can handle it please skip this post.

So- Honestly I forgot about this for awhile because I don't actually interact in the YTTD fandom (I wouldn't even be surprised if I ended up missing some update for like the next chapter part thingy)

but then I was scrolling on my tumblr and saw a YTTD crack post and realized 'oh yeah'

and now I'm here

Honestly??? That game was all sorts of fucked, and not in the mean and offensive way. I mean..

So I'm not gonna lie and say I remember everyone's name, because I don't, BUT WHAT THE FUCK-

okay, yes, hi, death game- I liked Danganronpa, I liked this too- EXCEPT EVERYONE WAS AT DIFFERENT AGES???? Well not everyone everyone, BUT THERE WERE CHILDREN- Children, Adults, Elders, HOLY FUCK

And then remember professor whats his name? THAT FIRST VOTE WAS SO FUCKING FUCKED

it gives me shivers just thinking about how the metal of the collar burned at him until his head gave way and he became decapitated, head falling into his student's arms

sobbing

i didnt really think about it though because i was in focus mode, meaning i dont realize how triggering shit is until i go back to think about it (also because not much actually triggers me, ive become desensitized to this shit)

but holy shit.

AND THEN DONT GET ME STARTED ON JOE DYING

WHAT THE FUCK

JOE?

okay i think i was dumb because -- okay so i think his card made it so he had to be voted out to win and i dont think he got voted out ?

but i was dumb and i didnt realize who had which card until joe said something about how i didnt vote for him and realized ..

IM SORRY JOE I DIDNT PAY ATTENTION SOBS

and then just GIVING US THE STUPID CHANCE OF BEING ABLE TO KEEP HIM ALIVE? bro you dont know how fucking hard i pressed that mouse button, AND IT WAS FOR NOTHING AND THEN THE STUPID DOLL THING SAID THAT I WAS JUST PROLONGING HIS PAIN AND I CANT IT WAS AWFUL

jesus fuck

and then i think in the next part where we got to the next floor or something ? ?? so .. i kind of liked it, with the minigames, though it was hard as fuck and only served to make me even more nervous? (THAT DANCE GAME WAS NOT POSSIBLE WITHOUT RECORDING IT ISTG- WHAT THE FUCK ??? i even tried writing it down but i couldnt do it so i googled it and people were literally just recording it and going back to see what it was ???)

but so the coin thing

with the hallucination thing- i think there was a sanity bar? something like that. I actually didn't wanna go to the other doll person who I think set the bar back down or something- and honestly, I don't actually like horror, well playing horror, and theres very few horror games that I can deal with, but like.. I liked the hallucinations. Also I think I got a bad ending because it was too high and looking at the wiki I did ? I think Gin found me or something but I was gone.

So then I went back to my save and went to the person thingy and got rid of it and then i found out i kinda liked that ? i dont know, i have very messed up and unhealthy intentions when i play games and when my character is unstable and shit i make it worse

i really liked the bad ending i got when i think i did the thing three times ?

i like angsty stuff no matter how much it makes me cry

i actually dont remember which chapter and part had what in it but so

one of the things where we were in trial

okay so many things happened the fuck ? okay wait no i think.. so the one with the least and the one with the most points were fuckin put on this wheel thing ? (GIN SOBS) Because so Gin didn't want to take anyones tokens like the fuckin sweetheart he is

but i

HE WAS BEING POISONED

that was awful because i was actually attached to gin hard and i just.. NOOOOO

there was so much shit happening there i just cant (I ALMOST TOOK TOO LONG?? IM SORRY)

and then, okay so so later wtiht e h

i dont remember where but in a trial we had to vote either Kanna or Sou. (there was another option but that led to a bad ending according to the wiki)

KANNA IM SORRY

YOU WERE JUST A KID

and so i

im a sucker for villains i voted kanna off BUT IT WAS SO HARD- AND WE COULDNT VOTE ANYONE ELSE?? SOBBING

AND IT SAID THAT I STILL VOTED WITH LOGIC INSTEAD OF MY HEART AND LIKE TECHNICALLY I DID WITH MY HEART but in another way i technically did vote with logic

i just.

im so fucking sorry kanna

it was awful i cant

but then theres more and like

okay so there was Midori in this thing and we were in this game I think it was named like some food thingy- banquet or some shit i dont remember but we were preparing with the other dolls of i think of people who used to be alive that were connected to us then

uhm. i fucked up the minigame lol so my counterpart kinda died (I DIDNT REALIZE HOW TO PLAY????? sobs i missed something and so i think i overcharged someone)

but so then there were these coffins (before that I think Keiji was fuckin trapped in the coffin? AND BURNING OR SOMETHING? I DONT REMEMBER I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD AND I THINK HE SURVIVED SOMEHOW LIKE HOLY SHIT)

but so there weere teh coffins and another game

where you had to guess and had to try to get midori- i dont.. so there was i think a light hint thing that told you whether there was a doll or a human inside, but i dont remember what midoris was.. i think both midori and gin (YES BECAUSE I THINK GIN WAS IN THERE AND WE COULDVE KILLED HIM)

and i just

ITS RANDOMIZED TOO

no cheats buds

uh,..

bro i think i got almost literally every other doll besides midori and gin

and then i think.. maybe eventually I got midori? i think gin survived thankfully, i dont think i could forgive myself if i killed gin (I dont actually remember- i did record my gameplay and I might have to go back and shit but like i dont even want to know, man)

and

okay so there was so much more shit with this whole sibling thing with Alice and Reko (I think either both of them died or one of the other did i dont fucking remember what happened- which i know is possible but i just dont remember what i got unlucky with. I think Alice died.. ?)

and theres other stuff

like the fucking MAGNETIC CEILING IN THAT ONE ROOM AND THERE WAS I THINK REKO OR SOMETHING WHO WAS TRAPPED- oh wait i think reko died (because the metal collar that everyone has remember)

wait...

???????????????????????????????????????

theres so many fucking choices that you could do that its just

holy fucking shit man sobs

yttd was a bumpy ass rollercoaster of twists and turns

Allay!Ghostbur Headcanon

Allay!Ghostbur where he sees Wilbur one day and decides to 'adapt' his form, becoming Ghostbur he'll meet wilbur of course, but he'll have the blue little wings and the child-like innocence, who will then teach him that its not good to copy people, and that you need consent, in which wilbur gives ghostbur his consent (cause he feels bad since the allay just want to be friends, to be talked to, not down to) and then gives him a different name like ghostbur? i dont know man its all headcanon-y because i mean i havent actually seen the allay much in the game, nor do i know how it works, but like..

ghoSTBuR also ghostbur would probably have.. white blue-ish tinted eyes?? like just full on, no pupil thingies? i dont remember the name of it his voice could probably echo too (maybe hed sound like a kid)

the possibilities man, aaAaa

but so this is also headcanon-y by itself because of having the Allay be able to 'mimic' people, to take their forms and learn things that way considering they do have a conscience ? but childish regardless, being gullible and completely oblivious until someone teaches them

theyd probably show themselves to the person they copied pretty often though in hopes of being able to communicate and making friends!!

there are some things they cant change though, like idk, the wings? maybe the eyes too, i dont know, maybe there are like little 'wisps' of particle-y shit coming from them? something that makes them so distinctly not-human but quite similar- like almost like how the fae look human except theres always that little thing that makes them not, like the wings, the bell-like laughter, the pointy ears, sharp teeth, maybe even the eyes.

its still up in the thought process but i wanna get this out before i forget lol