Hi So I Just Remembered This Minigame Thing That Happened Too

hi so i just remembered this minigame thing that happened too

okay so before the trials and shit

THERE WAS THAT GUN GAME that was i think russian roulette? Dont remember the name but you had to choose where to put your bullets and then choose between shooting dummies and people- and like basically you can only shoot a dummy and person once ofc so you have to be careful with the placement so you shoot the dummies and not the people? and i fucked that up so many times i swear

no cause i think it played this audio everytime you did and it was.. unsettling and i just kept thinking 'oh shit' and i think that was when i realized how truly fucked this was? and i was losing my mind because i kept fucking messing up and i think a lot of it happened because i kinda just messed up with how i loaded the bullets? so then i actually technically cheated because so i loaded the bullets and then took a screenshot

i found my msgs from when i was fuckin panicking and before that was just 'I DID IT ALMOST PERFECTLY AND THEN THE LAST ONE I FAILED' sobs

OH OH and then loud noise if failing and then it just goes 'aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa' so that wasnt fun for my mental health [apparently i was boutta hyperventilate, who knew?]

bro it was stressful as fuck and im SO glad we dont have to do that again but its shitty that it had to be done and that really did wonders and got me into that mindset of not wanting to kill anyone and panicking and shit except I think Sara handled it a lot better then I wouldve with a gun ..until she shot someone but hAHA thats not canon!

YTTD Thoughts

i cant even try to think of every trigger. YTTD is a death game. There are children. I'm warning you there, be fuckin careful, and if you don't think you can handle it please skip this post.

So- Honestly I forgot about this for awhile because I don't actually interact in the YTTD fandom (I wouldn't even be surprised if I ended up missing some update for like the next chapter part thingy)

but then I was scrolling on my tumblr and saw a YTTD crack post and realized 'oh yeah'

and now I'm here

Honestly??? That game was all sorts of fucked, and not in the mean and offensive way. I mean..

So I'm not gonna lie and say I remember everyone's name, because I don't, BUT WHAT THE FUCK-

okay, yes, hi, death game- I liked Danganronpa, I liked this too- EXCEPT EVERYONE WAS AT DIFFERENT AGES???? Well not everyone everyone, BUT THERE WERE CHILDREN- Children, Adults, Elders, HOLY FUCK

And then remember professor whats his name? THAT FIRST VOTE WAS SO FUCKING FUCKED

it gives me shivers just thinking about how the metal of the collar burned at him until his head gave way and he became decapitated, head falling into his student's arms

sobbing

i didnt really think about it though because i was in focus mode, meaning i dont realize how triggering shit is until i go back to think about it (also because not much actually triggers me, ive become desensitized to this shit)

but holy shit.

AND THEN DONT GET ME STARTED ON JOE DYING

WHAT THE FUCK

JOE?

okay i think i was dumb because -- okay so i think his card made it so he had to be voted out to win and i dont think he got voted out ?

but i was dumb and i didnt realize who had which card until joe said something about how i didnt vote for him and realized ..

IM SORRY JOE I DIDNT PAY ATTENTION SOBS

and then just GIVING US THE STUPID CHANCE OF BEING ABLE TO KEEP HIM ALIVE? bro you dont know how fucking hard i pressed that mouse button, AND IT WAS FOR NOTHING AND THEN THE STUPID DOLL THING SAID THAT I WAS JUST PROLONGING HIS PAIN AND I CANT IT WAS AWFUL

jesus fuck

and then i think in the next part where we got to the next floor or something ? ?? so .. i kind of liked it, with the minigames, though it was hard as fuck and only served to make me even more nervous? (THAT DANCE GAME WAS NOT POSSIBLE WITHOUT RECORDING IT ISTG- WHAT THE FUCK ??? i even tried writing it down but i couldnt do it so i googled it and people were literally just recording it and going back to see what it was ???)

but so the coin thing

with the hallucination thing- i think there was a sanity bar? something like that. I actually didn't wanna go to the other doll person who I think set the bar back down or something- and honestly, I don't actually like horror, well playing horror, and theres very few horror games that I can deal with, but like.. I liked the hallucinations. Also I think I got a bad ending because it was too high and looking at the wiki I did ? I think Gin found me or something but I was gone.

So then I went back to my save and went to the person thingy and got rid of it and then i found out i kinda liked that ? i dont know, i have very messed up and unhealthy intentions when i play games and when my character is unstable and shit i make it worse

i really liked the bad ending i got when i think i did the thing three times ?

i like angsty stuff no matter how much it makes me cry

i actually dont remember which chapter and part had what in it but so

one of the things where we were in trial

okay so many things happened the fuck ? okay wait no i think.. so the one with the least and the one with the most points were fuckin put on this wheel thing ? (GIN SOBS) Because so Gin didn't want to take anyones tokens like the fuckin sweetheart he is

but i

HE WAS BEING POISONED

that was awful because i was actually attached to gin hard and i just.. NOOOOO

there was so much shit happening there i just cant (I ALMOST TOOK TOO LONG?? IM SORRY)

and then, okay so so later wtiht e h

i dont remember where but in a trial we had to vote either Kanna or Sou. (there was another option but that led to a bad ending according to the wiki)

KANNA IM SORRY

YOU WERE JUST A KID

and so i

im a sucker for villains i voted kanna off BUT IT WAS SO HARD- AND WE COULDNT VOTE ANYONE ELSE?? SOBBING

AND IT SAID THAT I STILL VOTED WITH LOGIC INSTEAD OF MY HEART AND LIKE TECHNICALLY I DID WITH MY HEART but in another way i technically did vote with logic

i just.

im so fucking sorry kanna

it was awful i cant

but then theres more and like

okay so there was Midori in this thing and we were in this game I think it was named like some food thingy- banquet or some shit i dont remember but we were preparing with the other dolls of i think of people who used to be alive that were connected to us then

uhm. i fucked up the minigame lol so my counterpart kinda died (I DIDNT REALIZE HOW TO PLAY????? sobs i missed something and so i think i overcharged someone)

but so then there were these coffins (before that I think Keiji was fuckin trapped in the coffin? AND BURNING OR SOMETHING? I DONT REMEMBER I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD AND I THINK HE SURVIVED SOMEHOW LIKE HOLY SHIT)

but so there weere teh coffins and another game

where you had to guess and had to try to get midori- i dont.. so there was i think a light hint thing that told you whether there was a doll or a human inside, but i dont remember what midoris was.. i think both midori and gin (YES BECAUSE I THINK GIN WAS IN THERE AND WE COULDVE KILLED HIM)

and i just

ITS RANDOMIZED TOO

no cheats buds

uh,..

bro i think i got almost literally every other doll besides midori and gin

and then i think.. maybe eventually I got midori? i think gin survived thankfully, i dont think i could forgive myself if i killed gin (I dont actually remember- i did record my gameplay and I might have to go back and shit but like i dont even want to know, man)

and

okay so there was so much more shit with this whole sibling thing with Alice and Reko (I think either both of them died or one of the other did i dont fucking remember what happened- which i know is possible but i just dont remember what i got unlucky with. I think Alice died.. ?)

and theres other stuff

like the fucking MAGNETIC CEILING IN THAT ONE ROOM AND THERE WAS I THINK REKO OR SOMETHING WHO WAS TRAPPED- oh wait i think reko died (because the metal collar that everyone has remember)

wait...

???????????????????????????????????????

theres so many fucking choices that you could do that its just

holy fucking shit man sobs

yttd was a bumpy ass rollercoaster of twists and turns

Wishes and Family / DSMP Fanfic [Magic AU + Minors-centic (AND VARIOUS OTHERS)] / Thoughts

Basically magical au stuff where so theres these kids and teenagers that go missing and its basically so they're probably either dead or ran away.

Basically, so there's two of these fuckin orb things called Exde and Onhe I think? THERES A DIFFERENCE THOUGH! You can't correct me on that because I am awful at spelling.

So they make these contracts with usually pretty young humans because when theyre on like the first growth stage, or so being able to comprehend emotional situations and all that stuff is when magic is at its most powerful.

They are identified by like a bracelet [I think its silver] on their arm and a sort of.. pattern i cant remember on I think their middle finger, on the nail.

Basically..

Tommy, Tubbo, Ranboo, Purpled, Drista, George, Eret, and like a LOT of others that I can't remember at the moment are called Mags, or 'Magicals' though they don't use that term.

Basically they have like this whole magic thingy

and they get this by making a contract with either Exde or Onhe. Exde I think is the more honest one who actually speaks about EVERYTHING that has to do with becoming a Mag, while Onhe will leave out details that have to be figured out, or you die, because becoming a Mag means you see, in which there are fuckin hordes, chunk thingies i cant remember the name of, mobs, aghhh

The story explains it pretty well while being pretty vague at the start so I'll leave it to the story for you learn from there

its really good though so id recommend it!

spoilers-ish \/

holy fucking shit wilbur you dumb fuck what are you doing why did you say that

oh god

WHAT TH EFUCK IS GOING ON

aHAIUHDwDWHishud cause so holy shit stuff is still happening and its like barely been a day and waht the fuck oh shit

confused af about Fundy's existence (from Wilbur n Sally.. ??)

okay so. one line has actually gotten the thoughts working

so actually i dont know if thats part canon but for an odd reason ive seen that in multiple fics and stuff that happens a lot thats similar as fuck is usually canon?

so.. i just (this is so cursed, im sorry if this wasnt actually canon sobs)

having gone through body science stuff in school a bit ago i now realize that this makes zero sense, because if he were to reproduce asexually, then logically, whoever is reproduced out of that would be an exact copy of wilbur since thered only be one set of genes

BUT he fucked a salmon (or did a salmon fuck him? im so confused sobs) BUT REPRODUCES ASEXUALLY?? which doesnt make sense because reproducing asexually means only one parent but if you were to reproduce sexually thered be like reproductive organs for that purpose... i dont know man there are cursed stuff where wilbur got pregnant with fundy?? I DONT KNOW WHY IT HAS TO BE PHRASEd SO WEIRDLY-- i dont know man but i hear the toe on the most

i cant believe this is the part of the dream smp lore that is stumping me the most

..besides philza canonically fucking a smart fridge … ??????

ALSO ALSO can we talk about how wilbur either fucked or was fucked by a salmon, their child had been reproduced asexually (again, dont know if thats canon but it might as well be sobs.)

AND THEN CAME OUT A FUCKIN FURRY FOX HYBRID ?? but there was a salmon and a human/siren/avian-hybrid, whatever people imagine wilbur as a hybrid of as the parents?

no but guys what

can anyone give me an explanation that genuinely makes sense

i mean a lot of people imagine sally a salmon-hybrid but i think that wilbur has stated somewhere that it is indeed a fish and not a hybrid or something? I DONT KNOW ANYMORE my memory cannot be trusted.

theres like so many scenes in so many different fics where tommy says that wilbur fucked a salmon and wilbur corrected him saying that she was a salmon-hybrid and i just

IT CONFUSES ME SO BADLY D:

i dont think theres a logical reason to this

i think its just better not to question the logistics of how the fuck that happened..?????

aAAAAAAAAaaaaa

Honestly think i needed this clarification. While I do know the difference, I am learning some stuff here, and understanding the hermit fandom here and a little bit anywhere else a bit better?? I don't really interact with the community of any fandoms much but this definitely helps since I'm a DSMP fan who's migrated to Hermitcraft and such. I don't think it ever really hit me that c! and cc! don't necessarily mean anything to the content creators themselves and that there isn't actually a difference to them since in a way they are just playing minecraft normally with friends, while the Dream SMP is semi-scripted with their own canon (c!) characters. It's like one of those things you don't really notice until someone points it out to you.

I've been kinda trying to get more into the community though so really glad this appeared on my dashboard, since any other instance of a fandom I've been in, I don't actually do anything with the community, and I'm just kinda there until I get sweeped away by another fandom, and the cycle repeats.

Kinda a little dumb though in my opinion when they went against Cleo, who is a hermit?? Who the non-shippers were like hanging onto every word to like add to probably a whole doc bullet-point list of everything anyone has said? I mean I'd like to think the ones who really did care and were worrying about if the CCs were not comfortable with this understood when Cleo said that-? I mean I wasn't there so I can't really say anything, but I think the non-shippers were kinda just pushing their own believes that 'nO! THiS isNT RIGHT' and eventually getting blinded by that fact to where they did the thing to even a CC who has to do with the boundaries, or at least a part of it.

It makes me feel kinda glad I've been able to avoid all of the topic sides of the fandom (and being able to avoid any harrassment from anyone), but I also haven't posted or written of anything that might be boundary breaking..? Anything I might've was over either a fictional character from a video game, a book series [with a ship that's either almost happened or is technically canon], and that was it, and now I've kinda joined the fanfic writers of the whole thing about RPF and Non-RPF [is there a word for that?] thing and the whole shipping situation (which honestly I haven't actually seen anything?) but in the Hermitcraft and Dream SMP fandoms (there are others but it either branches off of one of the fandoms, or is smaller and kinda dead)

I've just been probably lucky enough for any possibly shippy mcyt fics to be in a non-explicit way, and therefore the non-shippers and the shippers can think of it as either as a ship, or not as a ship? or maybe I've just been lucky with the people that find my content, idk

though hopefully nothing will happen? i dont wanna jinx any of us though but like..

Hermitcraft to me has always had a much more relaxed vibe, and I'd like to think the fans reflect that vibe as well while having energetic moments and stuff. In that way, I've seen much more fluff then I have angst. (honestly the discourse that happened then doesnt necessary match this, but not all fans match the vibe of a show. There are probably hardcore hermit fans though somewhere.)

Dream SMP though is a lot more tenser at times while there are some funny bits, the roleplay there gets really dark sometimes, and I think some of the fans are a little hardcore? I think fans of any fandom tend to adopt some of the qualities of it overall. In this way, I have seen more angst then I have fluff- kinda. It's an odd mix, but I think there are more dead doves, where people delve more into the disturbing bits of the SMP.

I think though, that the Dream SMP has a pretty big fandom [it had a big popularity boost. for hermitcraft though im not sure], and therefore the toxic non-shippers have a harder time trying to do anything and therefore eventually stop at one point maybe? i dunno. maybe its a 'out of sight, out of mind' scenario

but for the hermits, I think it might be a little more personalized?? you dont need to watch everyones pov to get a grasp of every single persons story that then leads into anothers story in the dream smp to be able to understand the entire storyline. You can just watch a hermit of your choice. I think in that way that a lot of them tend to stick to a single creators fandom, like Grian's for example with Evo and the third life series and then just his hermitcraft series from his POV, where I think a lot of people kinda just interact with Grian watchers instead of branching out and actually going into the hermitcraft fandom and interacting with other hermit watchers.

This way, while I think the fandom might be a little close-knit, that things might get a little out of hand when they actually go and branch out to see what the fandoms up to and come across shipping content which I think almost everyone is told is just wrong, and while that is correct (< you shouldnt act out without knowing if the creator is okay or not okay with it), I think just has people going against each other due to their beliefs, like religious beliefs for example, that having sex before marriage is a sin or something (I'm an atheist, so I apologize if I get anything wrong- I think its in Christianity though... Well for some people?-) which gets to really heated debates when questioning really if something is right or wrong, which then leads to the backlash given to Cleo when her thoughts conflicted with a persons belief.

This is all just theory and speculation though. It sucks that what happened then happened, but the least we can do is prove that we've changed? That we can actually handle this now and that we understand that if we don't like shipping, just don't look at it? Don't interact, don't send death threats and all of that??

If a CC ever does decide to interact with us again (I think Bdubs has been in like Hermit twitter and I think maybe tumblr too..??? I dont know) we should try to show that we can manage and won't give such an uproar against their opinions regardless if they go against our own or not.

if something does happen though, I'll be a safe spot- Anything discourse related will most likely be me asking what's happening?. I won't really talk about triggering topics unless I put a warning and therefore you know what you're getting into. I'll just kinda be sticking to my occasional fic recommendations, my own fanfics, headcanons, thoughts, and all the like if you kinda need to fill your dashboard with non-discourse related stuff.

thank you for reading this lol-?? go give the original some love tho

hi vaguely serious messy post about hermitblr and new members and just. letting everyone know that we’ve had history with cc interaction on here before that i think would be useful for people to learn about

Trafficblr/Hermitblr has seen a lot of growth lately, largely in part from people migrating over here from the DSMP side of MCYTblr. This in of itself is completely fine! New people jumping onto the bus with us are always welcome, and the growth of the community as a whole is really nice to see.

However, I have noticed a lot of these newer blogs sharing the same very specific behaviours, and if possible, I’d like to just make a few things about the community and our history clear. Because this isn’t DSMP, and the CCs here handle content creation and their own fanbases very differently to them.

While I’m not going to go in-depth on 2019 since I don’t have nearly as much information about it as other people do, I would like to say that back then, Hermitblr was kind of an active war zone. It was comparable to how Hermittwt is now, with infighting about shipping and similar topics being the norm (however in Hermitblr’s case many of these argument were far more personal due to the smaller fandom size). What I want to point out specifically however, is when one of the CCs, Cleo, was thrown into the community infighting. I don’t remember the specifics of it, but she was sent an ask asking about shipping, and her opinions on it, and eventually dealt with so much backlash that she was forced to leave the site entirely (this post here has a slightly more comprehensive summary, if need be).

I’m just a little concerned, because there seems to have been a slight increase in that demographic of people recently. Specifically, members of the community who want to rely on CCs to dictate what happens in fan spaces; for them to give us bullet point lists of what their exact boundaries are for every single situation.

This rarely ends well. As in, it almost always just causes infighting and hostility. There will always be people making content that will “break boundaries”, regardless of any creator’s wishes. However, this is usually mitigated by the fact that many of these CCs aren’t on Tumblr (at least not anymore….mostly). The problem arises when members of the community attempt to act as Heroes Of Justice, and go out of their way to send asks to other blogs, informing them exactly of how they’ve broken the boundaries of some 40 year old adult. This is all despite the fact that said adult will….never see whatever post went against their wishes. It just encourages policing and this weird superiority….thing, where despite the lack of content creators, people are still fighting to make sure that the site is clean from any possibly upsetting posts.

I say this all while also acknowledging that many of the creators in this sphere also don’t have a very comprehensive understanding of how fandom interacts with their “characters”. To them, “shipping” has always been RPF, and there are so many other aspects of the community that simply can’t be explained easily, as they haven’t been immersed in this culture like we have. This is to say that asking for “boundaries” is likely to get you a very confused and unhelpful answer, as the Hermits have always had a very different way of interacting and viewing their fanbase than the DSMP creators do. There is no “c!” or “cc!” to them, to put it simply.

Essentially, the Hermits are adults. They’ve been doing content creation for years, and I can guarantee you they’ve seen worse things in their lives than art of their Minecraft character kissing another Minecraft character. They’ve dealt with this shit before, and if they wanted it to stop, they’re free to make a post about it whenever want. And yet, they haven’t. They leave fandom up to us. Boundaries and rules and infighting and just…all of that? Let’s leave it to the Twitter users, please. Post what you want, make sure to tag your posts correctly, and we’ll all be fine. 

Also, while I’m going to try not to rehash any discourse about inviting CCs to Tumblr, I also do just want to implore you guys to consider that the environment on Hermittwt is partially the way it is because of the active presence of the Hermits there, with people flocking for attention or a single notice, and obsessively checking posts to make sure they’re not potentially “boundary-breaking” and such. Please just consider that many people are here to avoid the dynamics of that site. Tumblr is a site for fans, not for the CCs. So we create content here for ourselves, and not for them. Having creators join almost always leads to the culture of their fanbase on here changing, with content posted in the maintags being catered more towards them rather than the fanbase. (This isn’t to say that they can’t join!! But at least keeping in mind why many of us are here in the first place and weighing that against potential CC interactions would mean a lot).

I fear that my point may have been lost a little bit, but I hope my explanation at least brings a little bit of light to why many members of the community here are wary of Creators coming over to the site, and also of how many newer blogs tend to treat the CCs. Hermitblr has had some really bad history in the past when it comes to this stuff, and seeing newer fans bring over similar ideas from DSMPblr just worries me a little bit.

TL:DR - Just…please treat the Hermits like the adults they are, and keep in mind they have a very different dynamic with their fanbases to the DSMP creators. Asking for “boundaries” and granting CCs control of the fanbase will likely lead you nowhere; attempting to police fanspaces here just brings up bad memories of times when Hermitblr was a much more miserable place to be in. Plus, if you want CC interactions, please just go to twitter. Nobody here wants to deal with an attempted “cleanse” of the site to make it more palatable to CCs.

You Were Never Meant To Be a Hero / DSMP [Hero AU] Fanfic [TnT Duo] / Thoughts

I know I said I wasn't going to talk about hero fics and shit but like.. I kinda like this one aghauhedsuihf

It. So. Wilbur, the eldest son of the Minecrafts, which is a hero family (Phil, Techno, Tommy), is a rescue hero called Magpie (unless somehow i remembered this wrong????). I think it was a thing in the Minecrafts to name themselves after their type of bird.

Wilbur has been overshadowed all his life by his brother who's better at fighting, who's more famous then him, but Wilbur tries his hardest, overworking himself and doing so many things to help people only to never be noticed.

Quackity, a former vigilante and current villain called Ace (again, unless I somehow got the names wrong), finds an interest in Wilbur-

[spoilers aAaaaa] and proceeds to claim him as a Nemesis, which villains can do to a hero in which said hero will get EVERYTHING that that villain has done for any clues as it basically means that Quackity is Wilbur's responsibility now.

so. i just. HOLY FUCKING SHIT I LOVE IT

But Yes, it is a ship. Yes, they get together. Yes, they kiss.

but I just

The way they pulled off how stuff happened, how people planned, i just

it makes so much fucking sense, with things that I probably normally wouldn't think about and I just

WOO

It's written smartly, with a lot of thought and effort put into it and it shows, because you can really tell that it all kinda flows really nicely with each other. I might be wrong, but I feel like it just matches still regardless? I dunno, I've been reading this while it's been in WIP and it has just finished with its last chapter.

But still I really like it.

The hero system is always abusive as fuck, but I also don't hear that much of others speaking up about their own bad experiences, other villains, children, heroes in training, vigilantes, even just heroes speaking about their experiences.

And this fic? I think, although it doesn't explicitly state of the association's crumble, they are really breaking. Wilbur broadcasting everything and how the hero association is a fucking dick and did shit to CHILDREN, and just- I'll refrain from speaking too much about their wrongs as it's.. kinda triggering :')))

And then there are villain sympathizers who wear a shade of blue the same as Wilbur's wings as a sign

aAAaaa

Of course, it isn't perfect. Wilbur having to leave for awhile after staying for a few days with Quackity because he has a big fucking target on him now as the number one villain. sobs

it hurts my soul but it makes sense too aghhh

i just

Hero fics might not be your type of thing, and that's understandable. Ship fics might not be your thing and that is understandable too, I just

I think it might be a little bit of an interesting read to anyone else ? I don't know.

I kinda wanna do more of these on fics I read but I don't wanna rush aghh

It's Not Arson, It's Team-building / DSMP Camp AU [TNT Duo-centric] / Thoughts

first of all, yes this is a ship fic, its TNT Duo ofc

second, CAMP AUU AAHAHID-

so Quackity and Wilbur are camp counselors and are assigned to camps next to each other

They kinda have like this rivalry thing...?????? its enemies to lovers man, it was a long 30 chapters waiting for them to just finally make a fucking move istg lMao?????

its really funny, though there are a lot of lows and dark stuff because of reasons you'll find out when reading but other then that its a lot of acceptance, closure, and COMEDYY HAHAHa (okay so like almost the whole of l'manburg are campers, like Tommy, Tubbo, Ranboo, Jack, and then theres Slime and I can't remember anyone else??)

The fic JUST finished anyway so it is still pretty fresh. I've never read a camp AU anyways so I couldn't mistake the events. It's just cute as fuck towards the end aGHHh

I .. did cry at one point ? for Wilbur but like mm mental health go brrr. thats another for the dark time lOl- but i cry for a lot of things so its not like sad as fuck

GO GIVE IT A READ [if youre into quackbur i mean ?? i dont wanna force you but i really like it and i dont usually read romance stuff books]