TW: Some Dark Themesi Want To Write Nagito Komaeda (pls Im Not Trying To Be Cringy Cause OOOH AnTAgoNiST,

TW: some dark themes i want to write nagito komaeda (pls im not trying to be cringy cause oOOH anTAgoNiST, i wen tthrough that with kokichi already)

but i have zero idea what about

ive never done free time events besides in dr3 (cause thats the one dr game i own) because i think u do them all in the dating minigame??? i say that cause i did do like one and so the love meter bar was up +1 and stuff

but i watched a vid which is a retrospective over dr2

and how he views life as 'the more bad there is, the greater his luck gets'

ex: kidnapped in middle school, but the place said kidnapper puts him at has a winning lottery ticket of like 500 mil

ive been reading a bunch of stuff where [character fully believes theyre in the right] when they arent, but genuinely dont know whats wrong with it

i mean considering his parents died at a young age (which was the 'good' part of his luck...) id imagine hes a little desensitized to that

just tf do i write about

ive written dr3. kokichi in particular, being angsty stuff that was just me venting

i treated it a little lightly though. like 'oh, all my friends kinda want to kermit sewer slide and have bad home situations and vent and hurt and so on' its not that bad

add on the fact that theres 'trends' about depressed ppl in a fandom most of them including me are in, not to mention some bashing on said ppl that just gives the msg 'oh. youre just faking it. youre an attention seeker. stop it.'

which in fear of being lashed out at, you say nothing (also the stereotypical s/h of cutting on the wrist?? dude i felt like such a faker when i couldnt bring myself to do such a thing)

but that shouldnt mean my experiences are invalidated? certainly didnt stop me from actually trying to commit

basically.. i think maybe i can.. vent in a sense. having the reality break by other ppl who misunderstand you

in this confusion you 'mask' yourself, unsure of how to act besides the suffocating guilt

the thing is though is that i dont usually return to fandoms ive written before cause that means i usually abandon it for something else

i mean ive tried writing undertale stuff again but i didnt get that far cause motivation

aggh..

i feel like a lot of the fandom has misunderstood nagito in a way.

goddammit who else have i misunderstood bc i skipped free time ev

also no one told me nagito has dementia whatthefuck--

Iida and deku relationship

is lida x deku underrated? i feel like it is, havent seen it at all i feel like their friendship, potential romance or whatever u rather it be is taken for granted like yeah during stain oooOH todoroki go brr BUT IiDA

and then in the manga, WHO reaches out to deku (similar in kamino when i think it was kirishima who reached for bakugo) IT WAS IIDA

not childhood friends or anyone else, but the START (oh and ig ochaco with the microphone later but not the point)

it can be platonic or whatever but dude i dont even know the ship name ive seen it like once in an inclusion of bakudeku but im reading a time loop fic and realizing i dont actually mind lida x izuku, and now im having this rant ...did i forget its iida yes fuck me (*going back and changing it go brr*)

honestly if u know u know but ive kept it vague for non manga readers

MHA MANGA SPOILERS

so you know how iirc dabi kinda got kidnapped in a sense when he burned himself in the forest, and i think afo an the doctor got him and healed him up as backup for a successor or something?? and he was in a coma for 3 years?

....where are all the fics with deku being kidnapped too in that weird place, and more elaboration and boom childhood friends/not blood-related siblings

idk man dekus taken the place of everyone but i dont know if anyone talks about the hospital(??) thing like at all.

nor have i seen dabi fics related but.. what tags do you even use???

February 2023 [WIPS]

"The truth hurts."

Heizou grumbled, walking down a lone path in his home village. It was so unimportant, it didn't even need to be named! ..And he totally didn't have to be forced by General Kujou to take over the case because no one else was free.. He just– The detective hadn't actually returned since he left to pursue a dream, not since.. The festival a few years back. Especially with.. the incident.. He had no reason left to stay. What, with a father wanting him to take over his work while he was still in his rebellious stage? All that would be left are pitying stares from adults that would've been looking down on him, so instead he had set out and made a living. ... He isn't that dumb to not realize that less people are leaving or entering the station. This makes him come to the conclusion that some are staying in doing work overnight (or for multiple days), and others are going out on more long distance trips. Long story short, the commission's forces are spread thin, and therefore Heizou the renowned detective must be brought to a town regardless of his wants or desires. Or maybe he's being overdramatic. ... ..But, anyway- Long story short, people have been going missing. Mainly people around his age, from teenagers to young adults. Ahaha, maybe it wasn't a good idea for a detective of a similar stature to their victims to be on the case, but there really wasn't much they could do. Barely any leads too! Therefore, he could perhaps act as bait.

You Don't Need Treats // You Don't Need Tricks // And You Don't Need Me

Deku gave a small smile, watching as Kacchan stood at his grave. That's all he did now. Watch. He recalled the theory that ghosts stayed when they had regrets.

..His regret must've been being unable to see Kacchan grow up into a hero he had always meant to be, besides not being able to get a quirk. It was only logical.

It was sad, though. Kacchan had so many friends now. Sometimes he felt jealousy pulse through him, making him shake. All he was, was just a figment of his past. He should've felt happy that Kacchan was able to be himself, and enjoy it without him, but it hurt. It hurt so bad. It hurt more than anything Kacchan's quirk could do. Because it wasn't fair, and if he thought, he could pretend that he was there, and that they were his friends.

But anyway.. He followed Kacchan for a long while, until he heard of a little girl with white hair from the teachers (it was so easy to eavesdrop while Kacchan did boring things).

So of course, like any person would, he went to see the little girl. She was in a kids room filled with toys, and looked so adorable! He squealed, hovering closer, only to jump when she did, staring at him.

Deku's eyes widened, recoiling. "You– can you see me..?"

Immediately he became aware of his 'appearance'.. Blood dripped from his forehead, staining his fluffy hair, and he was in Aldera's uniform, albeit blood covering most of it as well. It was not a pretty sight. His sadness grew when she didn't seem to care about how bad he looked (how bad was it, when a little girl is completely insensitive to a sight?)

"Mmhmm!" The girl- Eri, he recalled, nodded.

Hope ran in through his veins immediately. After all, if she could see him, then who else could?

"Ah.. My name is Midoriya Izuku. What about you?" He gave what he hoped was a kind smile, drifting down and sitting on his knees to better match heights.

She stared at him for a moment in wonder, before reaching out.

Deku blinked. "Huh? Are you trying to..-"

A gasp left his lips as suddenly he was wrapped in warmth, and there was a bright light–

Til I’m the Only One Left Alive // Whether or Not You Hate This Me // It’s Not My Turn to Die

Shin(?) exhaled. His eyes were glazed over, and he saw what was not there. 

His eyes traveled in the unfamiliar room— for a second he could see gray bed sheets. Out of the corner of his eye, he thought he saw flowers sprouting, tangled around a green-sleeved arm. 

He could almost hear…

“ It's fine now... 

(“No! No it isn’t!” Sou wanted to scream in horror.)

Thank you, everyone…(What is there to thank!? Kanna , you couldn’t..- You can’t leave! Not like him !)

...Thank you, Sara. 

(Not her ! Why must you thank your killer?!)

Please take care of Sou...(You must’ve known how this had to end, right? I didn’t have anyone besides you, and now I’m all alone again. )Everyone... get along together... ”

(I’m so pathetic. I couldn’t even follow that. They’re all dead , and now I am the remaining majority.)

Kanna has expired .

He screamed.

“-riya.”

Who?

“ Mi - do - ri — ( imnothimimnothimimnothimimnothim– ) —ya?”

Midoriya?

Tsukimi. Hiyori. Midori ya.

Izuku snapped back into reality. “Oh.”

Aizawa-sensei stood in front of him in concern. “Are you back with me ?”

Right. He almost found it laughable. 

Midoriya Izuku. UA student, in Class 1-A, the hero course. (How would they feel knowing of the blood that has stained his hands? He almost wanted to give it a try just to see their faces. ..But he owed it to Kanna to live. Live for the life she sacrificed for.

He hated how similar he was to Midori, now. No, Sou [Sara gave him Midori.]. Should he really keep a claim on that name? When it’s his ? He already had Shin. ..But Shin is the name of, funnily enough, a Deku. Shin died in the  simulation. Sou lived.)

Sou plastered on a smile. (..No. Izuku was more like Shin. ..But face it. He liked it. It’s like he kept a piece of that bastard with him.) “I’m okay, sensei. I just had a nightmare, that’s all.” He kept his voice calm, but he knew Aizawa didn’t fully believe him.

To Be Started: Chapter 5 of A Mimic in Disguise  Chapter 2 of Echoes of a Past Unknown  Chapter 2 of Cheating Death

Complicated Creation | MHA | Midoriya-centric (Fic Rec)

okay so

deku doesnt have a quirk BUT he has a .. thing-- ok its super complicated but trust me and read it, its unique and i honestly enjoyed it. it wasnt awful that i had to take a break, but i just finished bawling my eyes out at the last hospital scene with who i shall not name for spoilers and also the other 'bridge' with ryujin iirc, that i can name bc he is not canon i dont think SUMMARY: Midoriya Izuku is medically quirkless, not technically homeless, perpetually exhausted and doing his damned best despite it all. He also sees spirits, which might be cool if not for the fact that a) no one else does, b) they really don't like him very much, and c) he's pretty sure the heroes now think he's a villain working for the League. Aizawa Shota just wants to take down Overhaul, rescue Eri, keep his students alive, get some rest, and find out how this Deku kid knows things he absolutely should not know about his personal life and the Shie Hassaikai case. Unless Nighteye's right, and the kid really is a villain.

And When You See Me // Just Promise You Won’t

NEW FICCCCC

yes this is mine

summary:

The HPSC had sent him here for a reason. Midoriya Izuku, 16, but known as Mujina (an undercover hero), and now [Yamada].

His mission was to infiltrate the LOV. That was it. It just so happens that while he's there the heroes come knocking on the door. its very lackluster but i made up for it actually working on it now that i have a month and i doubled my minimum 1000. its 2526 words. i put in effort lmfao