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"Not all men."

You're right, Esteban "Papi" Martinez-Evangelista would never.

Children/teens aren’t allowed to be sad or in a bad mood because they can get yelled at for it and ridiculed and told to ‘change your attitude or I will for you’, while adults who are sad or in a bad mood, are allowed to yell at and take their frustration out on the kids. Adult privilege huh?

I hope people feel safe around me

why you gotta call me out like that? 🤡

eh, happens

ha nothing even happened and i go from feeling fine to wanting to commit suicide

the difference is when you see a stupid take on tumblr it's usually from either a 14 year old or some 30 something year old shut-in. when you see a stupid take on twitter it's always like the governor or california or something

Let’s smoke weed & talk about the universe.

💫🕯🌱🍀🎍🍀🌱🕯💫

~I am successful in my endeavors~

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How can we be allowed to feel so much for people who don't feel anything for us?

“I needed to be somewhere different. Maybe I needed to be someone different, too.”

— Heather Davis

“I’m not everything I want to be but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning”

— Charlotte Erikkson

““Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t build character. It only hurts.” Kate Jacobs”

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ACKKKKK

for real tho 🥹

AYOOOO PUT YOUR HANDS UP ✋

anyone else feel a deep crushing sense of loneliness or what

i don't ever overshare. everything i say is essential information to help u weave a rich tapestry of me in ur mind.......

just some things i was thinking about this afternoon

“I’ve been accused my whole life of being ‘too sensitive’. This actually kind of pisses me off, but maybe that’s just because I’m too sensitive.”

— Sophia Dembling

Message to myself <3

“Darling, you deserve it all. You deserve love and peace and magic and joy dancing in your eyes. You deserve hearty, deep belly laughter and the right to let those tears fall and water the soil. You deserve freedom and goodness and company and days of bliss and quiet too. You deserve you happy and healed and content and open. So keep going. Go realize into being the life you deserve.”

— Unknown

Dream Job (this is all one job btw)

Music- it can be producing, writing, sing, whatever I just want to be able to preform my music, and be recognized for my talents

Travel- I can just travel freely, I'm not really weighed down by structure. If I want to do something I just do it

Lots of money- I want to be able to buy things without worrying about the cost. to roam freely in this world paying for things never checking the price once (or at least not twice) I also want to be able to use my money to fund all my other projects if investors cant make up the money.

Writing- Books, potery, wattpad stories. whatever. So long as I get to write from my heart, my experiences, and get the light a fire in the hearts and minds of people all over the world.

Freedom- I want to be able to move freely. Like if I want to take a break, I can, and the whole world wont crash down. Being able to take breaks whenever I want, and create my own schedule, is imperative for me to keep my sanity.

Orphanage- I want to create an orphanage that is similar to a home for kids. I wish I could just adopt of the lost kids in the world (istg my pisces moon wears me thin lol) but much to my dismay, I cant. So I want to be able to create a home for those kids, and get them the help they need. Not just the basic necessities, but the ones for their mental health as well. I want to give them, freedom, structure, and most importantly......safety. Supportive energy only!!!!!

Acting- I want to create movies (like produce and write), as well as act. Whether that's on stage or on film.

Help people- Charities, out reach programs, safe spaces. I want to create these for people all of the world. I want to make help and information accessible to ALL so no one has to be alone, or stay stuck in darkness for too long. (This includes, mental health, poverty, education, helping small business, lgbtia+)

CEO- Now I know this one is a reach...but I really want to do this. A place where all forms of art are promoted and accepted. A place where you don't have to conform to ONE thing but you are allowed to be MANY things. A place where, music, acting, dance, visual arts, where ALL aspects of each art for are accepted. Whether you're behind the scenes, or center stage. Everyone collaborating and working together to bring peace and happiness, despite their differences. A utopia if you will. A safe space. A colorful, creatively chaotic, home.

Maybe this all seems like a reach, or a lot for one person (especially as someone who struggles with bpd and more) but these are the things Im passionate about. This is what drives me, brings me joy, brings me hope. Making the world safer, happier, better, than the way it was for me. That is my dream job.

I just wish I knew how I could achieve it.

I really, really love this. There have been a lot of situations where I felt disempowered because I didnt end things first. I thought that made me weak, because I actually wanted to have a relationship with them. And it didnt help that all them ending this did was reaffirm my belief that Im not good enough, strong enough, and that everyone will leave me. But the reality is that person ended things with me out of FEAR, and that forced me to have to LOVE myself, by letting them go and doing whats best for me. Right now Im thriving while they're still there regretting their life choices.

There is power in wanting to make it work. Just as much as there is power in letting it go when the other person doesnt.