My Family Had Only Supported Me When It Has Given Them Beneficial Gain.

My family had only supported me when it has given them beneficial gain.

Fuck anyone who gets in my way when I decide that I am no longer carrying their weight. I am done going above and beyond for all those who are assholes in return. Fuck you.

I do badly want to be happy again. To feel some sort of freedom from this ongoing pain. But, I feel stuck and no matter how hard I try. It’s useless. I find no joy in the things I once loved. All I know is pain and it won’t ease up.

“Loyalty isn’t grey. It’s black and white. You’re either loyal completely, or not loyal at all. And people have to understand this. You can’t be loyal only when it serves you.”

— Sharnay

My last breath would be your name.

“There was an age difference, but as with all great couples, whatever the discrepancies are in age, it just sort of melts away as the months and years go by.” - David Foster (describing Celine and René love)