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Psychiatry Department :)

I can't believe it's been 4 weeks since the first day I got here in the Psychiatry department, and it's finally the last day I'm gonna have at this department as a co-assistant. 

Psychiatry department is totally different than any other department that I have been. It was thrilling, yet so fun. And I got a lot of story to tell, but I'm just going to write how I think and feel about this department.

After these 4 weeks I have been through, I must admit that Psychiatry is now officially my favorite department in med school. I can't believe I'm writing this on my tumblr page, but I can't help it. I just love it so much that I think I should write about this.

My first impression about Psychiatry department was not so good. I used to think that it was not interesting and too complicated for my taste. I didn't like it. I mean I used to think that dealing with people with mental problem was going to give me so much trouble. I mean why dealing with other people's problem when you already got a lot yourself? And why trying to solve people's problem when you can't even solve one of your own? 

But then, I have a very strict teacher here, whom I respect a lot and who push everyone to study hard enough so that every med students know Psychiatry as well as they know another branch of medicine. The same thing happened to me too - I was pushed pretty hard enough to make me hit the books and get to know Psychiatry better. At first I was just motivated to study and pass all the tests here, but then I realize that the more I get to know about it, the more it gets interesting. And then yeah, suddenly I find myself being in love again - not with a person - but with all the stuffs about Psychiatry. It was unexpected and spontaneous. It was like falling in love with a boy that you once knew for sure you would never fall in love with. xD 

Now it's done. I have passed all the tests, and I am thankful for that. It was such an unforgettable experience here at Psychiatry. I had my difficult times here, but I also had fun. I guess going through the difficult times and reaching the finish line pretty well is what makes it a lot more fun. It's kind of sad leaving this department, but it's okay. I have to move on, so I that I can finally become a doctor. Even though this is a goodbye - I have a good feeling that this goodbye will someday bring me back to another hello to this department.

So, wish me luck. :) 

Keep on dreaming and believing.

Sometimes you find your self being in love with someone so much that it scares you, because you know exactly that you are giving them chance to break you – tear you into pieces. But sometimes loving somebody that much gives you courage, because even you know you’re giving them the chance to break you, you just don’t mind at all.

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