Sleep All Day. Awake All Night.

Sleep all day. Awake all night.

need to get my sleep cycle back to normal. for real.

I learn that when I stop worrying and start doing things to bring glory for His Name, God opens doors and opportunity that no one else can. God works in supernatural ways to provide everything that I need, physically and emotionally. And I really want to learn more about God and His amazing love. I have been a Christian since forever, but for once I want to know Him not because I am born Christian, but because I genuinely want to get closer to The One who died to save my soul. I think my soul longs for The One who created it. :)

6-3-22 / Dear my baby A,

I don't want to miss a thing. I want to see you grow up every single day. I want to see your first step, hear your first word, and be there when you have your first food. I want to be there for as long as I can. Let's create sweet childhood memories together ~ for both of us to cherish someday.

"I keep thinking about what ifs on the past. It seems like my mind like playing tricks with my heart. I keep asking: "Am I the one who still can't move on and forgive myself?" I know the answers. I know I have moved on and forgiven my past. But forgetting is just another level to me. Ghost from the past still lingers. I can feel it."

“It doesn’t matter how many people you meet in your life; you just need the real ones who accept you for who you are and help you become who you should be.”

— Roy T. Bennett