"I Keep Thinking About What Ifs On The Past. It Seems Like My Mind Like Playing Tricks With My Heart.

"I keep thinking about what ifs on the past. It seems like my mind like playing tricks with my heart. I keep asking: "Am I the one who still can't move on and forgive myself?" I know the answers. I know I have moved on and forgiven my past. But forgetting is just another level to me. Ghost from the past still lingers. I can feel it."

I learn that when I stop worrying and start doing things to bring glory for His Name, God opens doors and opportunity that no one else can. God works in supernatural ways to provide everything that I need, physically and emotionally. And I really want to learn more about God and His amazing love. I have been a Christian since forever, but for once I want to know Him not because I am born Christian, but because I genuinely want to get closer to The One who died to save my soul. I think my soul longs for The One who created it. :)

I’m not going anywhere! Just stay at home and do my things… I think that’s perfect for today!

Holiday Quotes #1 - @SweetEst_14  (via sweetestconsciousness)

When this is what everyone is doing these days. xD

Well, that is just me, most of the time. I love staying at home and just do my own things, like reading books, listening to music, or just daydreaming and brainstorming, or watching anime perhaps.

Craving for staying with you 24/7. You are a home for me. I miss you.

A note for the love of my life <3

Sleep all day. Awake all night.

need to get my sleep cycle back to normal. for real.