Finding New Interests... Particularly In Books And Media, Were You Always There Simmering Under The Surface?

finding new interests... particularly in books and media, were you always there simmering under the surface? or are you merely a projection of my love for characters in foreign universes? does that make this merely temporary? does that make me shallow? does it matter anyway?

anyway. anagrams and trauma and criminology and memory studies and yearning and growth and change have been haunting my dreams... it has been quite pleasant.

What do you think about Christian witchcraft or folk Christian practices? <3

love it! i believe that magic is inherently central to religion in general. and the word ‘witch’ in the bible is often not the full context of the original words. I also believe that because of new age spirituality and wicca, being a witch, now, means what christians have already done for centuries, but because the meaning of the word has changed, people jump off the gun to call it a sin, when it really is not!

i hope this makes sense! this is really just an abridged version; i can go more in-depth about what i mean if you’d like!

consumed by the f e a r

i thought you were crying wolf, but you weren't. who am i to be so sceptical of your cries? dilapidated by my hands, your life was terminated by my faithlessness in you. is forgiveness something the insentient can give? but how am i to be deserving when i heard your cries so irreverently.

doomed by the narrative and haunted by the narrative and a secret third thing (narrating the narrative)

because i can read and understand journal articles, i somehow think i’m qualified to take on board the evidence and ideas presented as factual, despite only being verisimilar or inconsequential