On A Real-world Note: I Havent Seen Most Of The Films And Tv Shows That Anton Yelchin Was In, But It's

on a real-world note: i havent seen most of the films and tv shows that anton yelchin was in, but it's apparent from what i have seen that he was an incredible actor, and by all accounts he seemed like a lovely person too. may peace be upon him.

watching season 1 & 2 of criminal minds: why does morgan get so angry and emotionally involved when the case involves children

watching s2e12 crying your eyes out: oh ok

finished profiler profiled. im sorry i had no analysis even though it's an episode that would lend very well to analysis but honestly it's like fifteen consecutive gut punches i couldnt.

anyway. so this was my second time watching profiler profiled (got up to 5x01 in my first watch, couldnt watch for a while and started again, got up to 2x01 in my next watch, couldnt watch for a while. introduced my girlfriend to it and we're stuck on 2x05 because she's very prone to secondhand embarrassment and is nervous about the ending (which i spoiled for her because she asked me to). and honestly? i think i might have had a harder time getting through this ep the second time than i will getting through revelations.

not that revelations isnt going to be extremely hard to get through, and if profiler profiled does wind up being harder, it will be a pretty close tie. i think mostly it's just how real profiler profiled is. carl buford is such a realistic and terrifying portrayal of what a lot of serial predators actually look like. he's not a mustache twirling villain. he's charming, he's likable, he's admired and respected and trusted. of course a lot of it is a mask and we see that in the closing minutes of profiler, profiled, but in his daily life nobody knew.

and that's true frighteningly often.

(this is not me comparing traumas or how rough the episodes are, just talking about me and my reactions to them)

morgan's defensiveness when hotch is talking about prying into his life is going to make me cry. he puts on a mask of anger in this scene but i think its pretty easy to see that he's scared.

like:

that is fear

can everyone be normal about masculine presenting trans women. for the love of god can everyone please be fucking normal about masculine presenting trans women.

i've said it once, i'll say it again

Shemar Moore should have gotten an Oscar for Profiler, Profiled

makes me tear up every damn time