The Flatterer. But He's Really Right. Feppino Is Handsome, For Him Personally.

The flatterer. But he's really right. Feppino is handsome, for him personally.

Silly ugly pumpkin

Some things are unchangeable. Still, I treat most of the ships here neutrally. Exactly until they start being mentioned under posts with my favorite ships (looks at peppizza).

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I once said that I would not touch on the topic of politics here. But I don't have the strength to keep it to myself anymore.

I'm writing this in case I go missing one day and there are no updates.

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(ANGER MODE ON)

I hate this fucking country I live in.

I hate these stupid people in power who make my country hated all over the world. I FUCKING HATE THESE STUPID PEOPLE WHO BELIEVE IN PROPAGANDA ON TV. I HATE THIS FUCKING WAR. I FUCKING HATE IT ALL.

KILL YOURSELF, KILL YOURSELF, KILL YOURSELF!

(ANGER MODE OFF)

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(gasp)

Sometimes I think about how nice it would have been if the missiles had hit my country. Maybe then it dawned on these dumbasses that something was wrong. But they will never get the idea.

It is quite difficult to live in hatred from one country (justified) and repression of one's own. They banned almost all the social networks in which I was sitting quietly. Youtube, Twitter, AO3, Instagram, Ficbook. Discord was banned today. Now there is news about the possible blocking of Pinterest and Steam.

They imposed repression on a lot of things that have long been the norm in the progressive world. They don't want progress, they want your obedience.

I could describe more serious things here, but at some point I stopped reading the news so as not to experience doomscrolling. But it's already clear to ordinary people that my country is naturally rotting in all this. Lies, corruption, repression, hatred. And most importantly: Fear and Stupidity.

You can no longer be yourself at some point. You are literally being followed on the Internet. You can reblog something, and they'll come for you the next day. And this is not a fucking joke, this is the reality that I have to live in.

You can't admit your orientation, and soon you won't be able to declare that you don't want children. You won't be able to change your gender. People are dying in the war. There is no law on domestic violence. Murderers are awarded medals while honest people die in prisons. Education is outdated. Nothing changes. The authorities simply don't care about ordinary people. You don't have freedom of speech, and soon you won't have a personal life either. You won't be safe.

It's scary, and you can't change anything.

You can't change this alone.

I really want revolution and change here, but it seems completely impossible.

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I didn't write this to be pitied. This is the cry of my traumatized soul. Because it fucked me up so much, to be honest.

And thank you for listening to me~

I put some of my anger in here.

Original:

"Listen," Pizzahead takes the clone by the cheeks, squeezing them, "Maybe you're not an exact copy of Peppino, or even the original. And I will love you anyway."

"Why?“

"You are much stronger than you can imagine. In the end, you made Peppino run away in terror." Feppino only let out a sad mumble in response, remembering his monstrous form. He really hated it.

"You're not a monster, Fep. You've never been one." He became quieter, and his hands fell on his shoulders, "You're smart and charming, and..." Pizzahead felt his heart beating in his ribs. "You make me feel things I've never felt before. I don't expect anything great from you, but I feel safe and loved around you. Stay yourself, that's enough."

We have enough angst where pizzahead has high expectations for fake peppino, what if fake peppino has self loathing naturally and keeps it a secret from pizzahead because he doesnt want to hurt his feelings. What if pizzahead doesnt put expectations on fake peppino but fake peppino wishes he told him who to be so that he can please him