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I once said that I would not touch on the topic of politics here. But I don't have the strength to keep it to myself anymore.

I'm writing this in case I go missing one day and there are no updates.

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(ANGER MODE ON)

I hate this fucking country I live in.

I hate these stupid people in power who make my country hated all over the world. I FUCKING HATE THESE STUPID PEOPLE WHO BELIEVE IN PROPAGANDA ON TV. I HATE THIS FUCKING WAR. I FUCKING HATE IT ALL.

KILL YOURSELF, KILL YOURSELF, KILL YOURSELF!

(ANGER MODE OFF)

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(gasp)

Sometimes I think about how nice it would have been if the missiles had hit my country. Maybe then it dawned on these dumbasses that something was wrong. But they will never get the idea.

It is quite difficult to live in hatred from one country (justified) and repression of one's own. They banned almost all the social networks in which I was sitting quietly. Youtube, Twitter, AO3, Instagram, Ficbook. Discord was banned today. Now there is news about the possible blocking of Pinterest and Steam.

They imposed repression on a lot of things that have long been the norm in the progressive world. They don't want progress, they want your obedience.

I could describe more serious things here, but at some point I stopped reading the news so as not to experience doomscrolling. But it's already clear to ordinary people that my country is naturally rotting in all this. Lies, corruption, repression, hatred. And most importantly: Fear and Stupidity.

You can no longer be yourself at some point. You are literally being followed on the Internet. You can reblog something, and they'll come for you the next day. And this is not a fucking joke, this is the reality that I have to live in.

You can't admit your orientation, and soon you won't be able to declare that you don't want children. You won't be able to change your gender. People are dying in the war. There is no law on domestic violence. Murderers are awarded medals while honest people die in prisons. Education is outdated. Nothing changes. The authorities simply don't care about ordinary people. You don't have freedom of speech, and soon you won't have a personal life either. You won't be safe.

It's scary, and you can't change anything.

You can't change this alone.

I really want revolution and change here, but it seems completely impossible.

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I didn't write this to be pitied. This is the cry of my traumatized soul. Because it fucked me up so much, to be honest.

And thank you for listening to me~

Silly ugly pumpkin

I share his disappointment with the costume :/

But I like the color combination (except for the shoes).

I revisited Pizza Tower to play the Halloween content and I didn't expect to see the characters get into the seasonal spirit.

Thank you internet for giving me good poses

"Listen," Pizzahead takes the clone by the cheeks, squeezing them, "Maybe you're not an exact copy of Peppino, or even the original. And I will love you anyway."

"Why?“

"You are much stronger than you can imagine. In the end, you made Peppino run away in terror." Feppino only let out a sad mumble in response, remembering his monstrous form. He really hated it.

"You're not a monster, Fep. You've never been one." He became quieter, and his hands fell on his shoulders, "You're smart and charming, and..." Pizzahead felt his heart beating in his ribs. "You make me feel things I've never felt before. I don't expect anything great from you, but I feel safe and loved around you. Stay yourself, that's enough."

We have enough angst where pizzahead has high expectations for fake peppino, what if fake peppino has self loathing naturally and keeps it a secret from pizzahead because he doesnt want to hurt his feelings. What if pizzahead doesnt put expectations on fake peppino but fake peppino wishes he told him who to be so that he can please him

I put some of my anger in here.

Original:

We have enough angst where pizzahead has high expectations for fake peppino, what if fake peppino has self loathing naturally and keeps it a secret from pizzahead because he doesnt want to hurt his feelings. What if pizzahead doesnt put expectations on fake peppino but fake peppino wishes he told him who to be so that he can please him

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"YES. YOU ARE"

Normal People: Draw Pizzatober Me:

I found it in my saved photos. And honestly, that was the funniest thing I've done today.

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They're like this

Or...

(TW: suggestive)

There doesn't seem to be a golden mean.

I think pizzahead and fake peppino kiss

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Normal People: Draw Pizzatober Me:

I found it in my saved photos. And honestly, that was the funniest thing I've done today.

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Pizzafake is crazy because imagine if your clone was fucking the person who threatened to blow up your restaurant😭😭😭

I was amused by your comics with Bruno and Fake Peppino. Could Bruno make fun of Fakey because of some things too? Or is he too arrogant for that?

This was actually the case for a while! The difference between them is Bruno outright knew that he was a creation, and a much more stable one at that. At the time Feppy never exactly knew the reason this random guy would show up, slink around, and berate him for his appearance and froggy mannerisms, since he still genuinely thought he was actually Peppino himself. He would always be the better one, the most human and flawless of the two.

....Though this would not be the case for long!

The works of last year, but I still love them all.

Thank you! 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖

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Once I made a list for Inktober, but for Beholder. I decided to change it (I don't like its old design), and change some items in the list.

October, my dudes. This is an occasion to publish my work for Behotober, made back in 2022. I am still proud that I completely made this challenge

"Where did you get this?"

"I don't know, but it looks cool".

Thanks for the trade!

art trade with @furiouspatience

I like to think how PH throws praise or compliments at Feppino when he is doing something (cooking, learning to write or doing something social). Or it just gives him confidence.

Usually, PH accepts compliments and praise flatteringly, but in the case of Feppino, he simply shrugs it off, feeling his heart pounding and heat on his cheeks.

The flatterer. But he's really right. Feppino is handsome, for him personally.

Art Trade for @unistep1101

I struggled to make a normal gradient (and dots) on her face.

The flatterer. But he's really right. Feppino is handsome, for him personally.

This game hates Doise very much.

Even in the Halloween update. They didn't even give him a ghost (unlike Snotty).

Some things are unchangeable. Still, I treat most of the ships here neutrally. Exactly until they start being mentioned under posts with my favorite ships (looks at peppizza).

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It seems to me that the only level that I tried to pass quickly is the one with pumpkins. In the end, the event is officially open again.

Well, I also passed the Fake Peppino to the P rank (not a very big achievement for a person who does not strive to complete the game completely).

It made me laugh more than it should have.

I definitely have a weird sense of humor.

No way

There are two of them now

PLEEEASE CHECK OUT MY NEW BEHOLDER FANFIC ABOUT DORA!!!!1!

It's russian but anyway, good luck to everyone who decided to read it using browser translation

https://archiveofourown.org/works/52403761

Once I made a list for Inktober, but for Beholder. I decided to change it (I don't like its old design), and change some items in the list.

(Since the first game in the series was released in November, it would be logical to fill it this month)