It Cold. I Have A Cold. My Heads Full Of Snotscicles And I Cannot Think

it cold. i have a cold. my heads full of snotscicles and i cannot think

hellp.

thanks for kind messages and stuff and just being patient with my depressed ass in general. sorry for not replying, i can put scrambled thoughts down but don't know how to talk to people right now. mind just sorta blanks out

trying to be better. trying ◠⸜⸝◠｡, in own defense it'd probs help if I could do this stupid dlmo test and get anywhere with sleep specialist instead of being a zombie due to sleep issues. guess here's some humor to sorta balance out the moping around

learned recently that an easy way to play punch harmonics is to go after the bassist.

also Marshall apparently makes fridges that look like this

bet there's been at least 1 instance of a guitarist being drunk or high and spending like 10 minutes trying to figure out why it's not working.

mood swings blegh. added a back due to finding a place that prints single orders and yeah. updated drive folder, feel free to use however you want~

dl png/psd link

Against the wall, we fall from grace The pain we love is taking shape A burning lust to touch the flame Over and over again

Contemptress//Motionless In White [ily spooky trans ally Breaking Benjamin <3]

Find what you love and let it eat you. or something.

was originally gonna draw something cutsey, or at least semi-normal, for these two but eh. [funnily enough feel like this is more canon compliant than them smiling இᆺஇ`｡]

Happy Valentines day!

have spent the past few days in bed either unconscious or tired enough to be. have a messed up Sou

attempts at being in a group in any way results in mind screaming, "They were better without you, you're just ruining it for others." and stressing till it's painful to breathe.

dunno whats wrong with head but wouldn't wish this on anyone

not being able to do things you were looking forward to cause body refuses to sleep or wake up for no reason sucks.

hesitant to see a psych cause they'd probs put me under watch [couldn't fault them, most of time is spent thinking about dying these days]. its hard to even just talk to people cause the feeling that i'm better off dead is so loud i end up shutting down.