When The Inevitable Strikes,

When the inevitable strikes,

I wish for you to be the one who'd end things.

Cuz I'd rather get hurt, than to cause you any hurt.

I have so many fictional characters that have ruined my sanity. Like I identify myself before and after them.

But, man oh man, the way geto and gojo are in my heart and soul haunting me, prolly until my every end, is NOT THE SAME.

I think about this one scene very often,which clearly, WONT BE LEAVING ME.

That scene where geto's hand swiftly grabbed kenjaku, grabbed him by his neck, singlehandedly, CUZ HE KNEW. CUZ SOME PART OF HIM, AT LEAST HIS MUSCLE MEMORY IS STILL THERE! AND EVEN IN THAT FORM HE WOULD FIGHT THE BIGGEST BATTLE HE CAN TO SAVE GOJO OR TO SAVE HIMSELF OR THEIR LOVE. that's the epitome of art for me, when parts of you linger even after death.

Ps. The veins tightening across his hands, spare me from this torment of details, please.

Is it just me or did the book dark places just end out of nowhere.? Like duuuudeee the Crystal bitch is still fUcking out there and Y'all not bothered?

THE AUDACITY of me to watch the finale of aot, when I'm not over the trauma that the manga gave.

It was spectacular in most aspects. These people were familiar like kin and the pain they suffered, the emptiness they feel every day is mine as well. I feel the weight in my chest, unable to settle down and I know at least this week, will be no different from when it was after reading the manga.

It was painful and heartbreaking to watch. Beautifully crafted. One of the best written anime ever.

Ps.Armin and eren picking two different things from the pool of blood from the massacre, is exactly how they both saw the world.

It's weird as a procrastinator I simply can't pull all-nighters. but yk, crazy is how I still manage to submit my work. Like where's the fucking vigor coming from when it's the last moment!?

Yes I'm procrastinating rn.

Oh, just one of those days Murakami messed up my sleep schedule.