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Oh, just one of those days Murakami messed up my sleep schedule.

There are normal days and then there are days I'm reminded of the three years Jude had to remain on this earth without Wilhelm.

"Perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone." - Song of Achilles

Saw people on twitter talking about the boy with the stick and his dog representing “The Fool” in tarot cards and I can’t stop thinking about it.

Meaning: The Fool represents new beginnings, having faith in the future, being inexperienced, not knowing what to expect, having beginner's luck, improvisation and believing in the universe.

Reversed: Chaos, Folly, Lack of direction, Naivety, Poor judgement, Stupidity

Upright card: Beginnings, Innocence, Leap of faith, Originality, Spontaneity

Horrified.

Totally. Without a doubt. Fosho.

THE AUDACITY of me to watch the finale of aot, when I'm not over the trauma that the manga gave.

It was spectacular in most aspects. These people were familiar like kin and the pain they suffered, the emptiness they feel every day is mine as well. I feel the weight in my chest, unable to settle down and I know at least this week, will be no different from when it was after reading the manga.

It was painful and heartbreaking to watch. Beautifully crafted. One of the best written anime ever.

Ps.Armin and eren picking two different things from the pool of blood from the massacre, is exactly how they both saw the world.

I have so many fictional characters that have ruined my sanity. Like I identify myself before and after them.

But, man oh man, the way geto and gojo are in my heart and soul haunting me, prolly until my every end, is NOT THE SAME.

I think about this one scene very often,which clearly, WONT BE LEAVING ME.

That scene where geto's hand swiftly grabbed kenjaku, grabbed him by his neck, singlehandedly, CUZ HE KNEW. CUZ SOME PART OF HIM, AT LEAST HIS MUSCLE MEMORY IS STILL THERE! AND EVEN IN THAT FORM HE WOULD FIGHT THE BIGGEST BATTLE HE CAN TO SAVE GOJO OR TO SAVE HIMSELF OR THEIR LOVE. that's the epitome of art for me, when parts of you linger even after death.

Ps. The veins tightening across his hands, spare me from this torment of details, please.

Crazy how one minute you're sleepy and then catch up on that newly released jjk episode only to realise that SLEEP IS NOWHERE NEAR YOUR REALM ANYMORE AND YOU'RE WIDE ASS AWAKE.

What an episode, bro. With everything that mappa's 💫giving💫 these days, sleep is the last thing that should be on my mind, I realise.

These tears should be the proof that he wasn't a friend to just them, but to all of us.

Death of someone so close, whose ups and downs you've seen, whose love life you've rooted for, whose mischief you have taken part in, whose happiness you have wished for, whose misery for which you have shed tears. Someone so close, someone who is alive and funny with a mere click on your tablet, but is essentially lost from this world.

"From generation to generation the newborn heart is wounded afresh and cannot be healed until love is found, in someone, somewhere."

Letter from Peking, Pearl S. Buck

It's been two days since I finished reading Norwegian Wood. It still feels kinda empty, my heart. And surprisingly, I can't seem to jump into another book. Depressing, and beautiful on it's own.

See, I just finished watching the series Moving. And can I just say that it was ONE OF A KIND.

The show is primarily about the good old superhero theme, but the PRESENTATION Y'ALL, 10/10.

Every character is important, and attention is given to each of them, smth that my parents never gave me lol:').

Jokes apart, the show touches upon a beautiful concept. I've often watched movies and shows that depict the enemies of their country as pure evil and completely dehumanize them. Here, the evil is the politics behind them, not the puppets but the puppeteers, and man they have established it wonderfully.

PS: kudos to detailing on their part, cuz there's this scene where Ganghoon takes out his textbook to study, and guess what, the sticky notes on the corners of the pages are not straight as an arrow, but folded and shabby cuz let's be real, you keep a book with sticky notes in your bag and carry it every day, WE KNOW THAT THEY WON'T STAND STRAIGHT. The effort they put into it mann. Also, the title of the show was very creatively shown in every episode, simply genius.

( even I was dying inside watching you Kim Dooshik, you the man of my dreams).

Xo kitty? More like Hellnaah kitty.

Considering the legacy of tatbilb to be followed, the pressure on the show is understandable. But what's not understandable is the levity with which the show was made. What could have been a great show with a storyline that popular media would adorree, was reduced to just poorly written fanfiction with y/n entering the dreamlands of Hanguk. And yet it is sad to notice the failed attempt in capturing the kdrama essence, leaving them in the in betweenness of American romcom and a kdrama. I can rave about the amount of cringe in it but I have an exam to study so bye. Again, the script is so poorly written and Kitty's character from tatbilb didn't deserve this.

Ps.the tension btw minho and kitty in his dream is UNDENIABLE

I'm doing my research on the show Anne with an E and it's so unfair that it had to end so abruptly. Like I was rewatching it, only the colonisation parts with kakwet and heck. It's just poof. Gone. The memory of her staring out of the window at her parents, yearning to get the hell outta there is encrypted in my mind and y'all Netflix jsyk I got no chill.

It's weird as a procrastinator I simply can't pull all-nighters. but yk, crazy is how I still manage to submit my work. Like where's the fucking vigor coming from when it's the last moment!?

Yes I'm procrastinating rn.

Is it just me or did the book dark places just end out of nowhere.? Like duuuudeee the Crystal bitch is still fUcking out there and Y'all not bothered?

Is everyone I ever meet gonna be just a fragile copy of yours?

The one who walks away from omelas. What have you done to me!

My mind wanders restlessly and somehow reaches you and I just know it's in the right place.

The way those incomplete lives from the unfinished novels come rushing to me when least expected.

When the inevitable strikes,

I wish for you to be the one who'd end things.

Cuz I'd rather get hurt, than to cause you any hurt.

Just me and medusa vibing to Chopin, having our coffee date on a rainy day.

Bye.

The fact that the Young Royals never explicitly said Wilhelm has anxiety but we could just see from acting and script that he has

I love it when I'm dreaming and my fuckn awesome brain decides to build a backstory by taking references from my previous dreams.