A Friend, I Guess?

A friend, I guess?

(please don't repost without asking - reblogs ok!)

Hello! I'm revamping my account :)

I'm Nyx! I use any pronouns except for she/her. I also draw!

This amount is mainly gonna be used for my art, and maybe my more spicy pieces, if I ever get the courage.

My Carrd is in my bio! There is all of my socials, and my commissions info!

// dmsp, derealization I think?

Ranboo at the beginning of his live, "It's gonna go- its gonna go fine, everything's gonna go exactly according to plan. It has to, it has to go exactly according to plan. Or else we're screwed..."

Ranboo later on, having a full blown panic attack.

What if the beginning was him showing "signs" that he (in character) isn't mentally okay? Like, not insane wise, that just demonizes panic attacks and mental illness, but in a way that he's been through this more than once? Not even because he says "it's happening again" or "I couldn't save them again", which are huge factors, but because he sees the issues with everything and wants to actively help it,

He just isn't capable yet.

As another post I saw read, "For a man in black and white, he's the only one who can see in grey" which, if you aren't understanding like I did at first, means for a man who is made of two sides (black/white), he only sees as neutral (grey) or none at all.

We will Rule the world

it came to my realization that 99% of my fandom related headaches would be cured if everyone understood this

concept doodles for a (sort of) Amalgamate born from Flowey and Chara (corpse + essence probably)