Grandwastelandstudentsworld - Everything Is Disgusting

What's it like being a beautiful soul? Because all I've known to be is ugly.

“What sucks is to watch yourself slowly fall back into old habits that you’ve tried a million times to break. It’s like every time I find myself climbing out of this deep hole, I slip right back in. Why am I such a failure?”

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It’s sad when you fundamentally to your very core hate yourself as a human being.

Nothing makes you stop wishing you didn’t exist.

You believe that you don’t deserve to take up any space.

You try your hardest to make yourself as invisible as possible.

I don’t know if I will ever allow myself to believe that I belong here and that I matter.

Excerpts from a book I’ll never write // fundamental beliefs