Hello! Could I Please Get A AOT And/or MHA Male Matchup?

Hello! Could I please get a AOT and/or MHA male matchup?

Im 5’5”, I like swimming so I have an athletic - slender build, with a few tiny tattoos on my arms and some scars on my knees from general clumsiness. My hairs dark blonde and wavy down to my mid back! I have dark thick eye brows and kinda heavy lidded blue-grey eyes. I’m a little bit of an airhead, I loose and misplace everything and I can sometimes ramble on about random things I’m interested in! I’m pretty hardworking and curious, I try giving my best effort in everything from my classes to sports, though my disorganization can be a problem. Overall I’m pretty cheerful but I do get anxious from time to time. I’m the type of friend who loves going on random drips, trying new things, and starting creative projects! I’m known for being the friend whose a terrible planner but is the more free spirited in the group. I’m really passionate about mental health awareness and teaching. Though I’m pretty sociable, I also love having time alone to paint and watch movies and anime! My main love languages are words of affirmation cause I tend to talk down to myself and acts of service because I struggle to have my act together haha

Thank you! Hope you are well -

For AOT I match you with Jean Kirstein

For one I think Jean is used to being around clumsy people, because of Sasha and Connie. I also think you would fit in well with his friend group which is important to him. I also think he would be a tease about your clumsiness but in the end, he can’t stop himself from falling for you and helping you out

Date headcanon

Modern AU

You to meet at a gym of sorts

Whenever you went swimming he was also there

Events you taught him a few things cause he wasn’t used to swimming as exercise

Eventually, he asked you on a date and you agreed

Your first date was at a food truck, where you meet his friend Sasha who works at the food truck

You had a great time so when he asked you on another you agreed, the cycle repeating until the two of you became official

The two of you still workout together

The two of you like to go on trips, sometimes with friends

He likes to be by you when you do your art projects, helping you if you ask

He often gets you breakfast and a drink in the morning,

Sometimes he’ll arrive at 1 pm with breakfast food, he gets busy but he still brings you breakfast

For MHA I match you with Shoto Todoroki

Shoto is a calm person and I think he would match with your love languages specifically acts of services, I think Shoto is an act of service guy and doesn’t even realize it. I also think he would try and save you from your clumsiness with his quirk

Date headcanon

He likes to carry things for you, no matter how big or how small, or how far you have to carry it

If he ever catches you drop something he tries to catch it with his ice

If you’re about to fall stairs he tries to make an ice slide

You once took him swimming and he had fun messing with the water and his quirk

He enjoys it when you talk and ramble, which mean he doesn’t have to stress about talking

He also likes to learn about the art and crafts you work on

He often asks you to teach him how to do what you do

Then the two of you can arts and crafts dates.

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hello, can i request a matchup for aot and mha? i go by she/they, i'm 5”4 and bi, long platinum blonde hair with bangs, hourglass figure, pale skin and green eyes. i intimidate people and seem arrogant or careless, but in the end I’m very adventurous, stubborn, fiesty and pretty laid back. i joke around a lot and can act flippant on purpose a bit.

i like to draw, listen to music mostly rock, indie and pop. fashion, games, knives, cooking and nature. i like to move around and do physical activities. my zodiac is virgo and im an intj. i’m afraid of heights. i really want to travel around. i do martial arts and yoga. i overanalyse a lot and go into details. i prefer to deal with problems and things i work on by myself and have a hard time asking for help.

i like excitement and seek thrill, even, if it gets me in trouble. i go between between y2k and fairycore style wise, but i also wear a lot of black. i have a big sense of patience and very loyal to my loved ones. i enjoy being social, but i also enjoy being alone. i seek someone who has similar interests and traits, someone i can have fun with too and has mutual understanding. i show affection by small gestures of PDA and acts of service, but also words of affirmation. i tend to empathize and put myself into other peoples situations without experience or reflect from myself. i also like to read, learn new things and hate liars!

For AOT I match you with Connie Springer

I think Connie is an acts of service giver for love languages so that works, but I also think he would complement you quite a bit, he also doesn’t mind PDA. I think he is also a person who can have no problem being inside or outside, he also likes to travel. He is an exciting and thrill-seeking person

Date headcanons

He loves your style and enjoys shopping with you, watching you try on clothes

He likes to take you on thrift shopping dates

Car ride dates are also a thing he does

He likes to take you to a parking lot and just blast music and the two of you jam out

He tried to do yoga with you so you could do yoga dates but he’s very bad and has almost no balance

I think he understands your morals and interest as well and respects when you need time alone

I think he sets up yoga things for you, if you do classes with others he helps you schedule it, if you do it at home and alone he tries to set up some nice calming things for you before you arrive, like candles and essential oils and your mat, and a video instructor if you use one

He might even set up the yoga thing when he thinks that you need alone time

He likes to do the thing where you hold hands and he brings your hand up to his mouth and gives it a quick peck

For MHA I match you with Tsuyu Asui

I think a lot of your interests and ideals match up with Tsu. I think she’s not fond of liars either and she also likes being social but she also enjoys her alone time. Outside or inside, she cant choose, well maybe she likes outside a little more. And you said you look for a similar partner so I think Tsu is similar enough but also different enough that your not the same.

Date story

Tsu was very nervous to confess to you, in person was too nerve-racking and, texting was too emotionless, for her. SO she wrote you a letter, but she forgot to sign it, so the next day after receiving it you told your friend group, which she was a part of, and she felt so dumb for forgetting to sign it, but she needed you to know it was her.

So after lunch when you were alone with her she shyly admitted she wrote the letter. You were happy to know who wrote such kind things about you, and you had no problem expressing that.

“Thank you, Tsu, your letter cheered me up, you said such nice things and I wouldn’t mind seeing where this goes.”

Your compliment made her blush, but she agreed and the two of you set up a date. The idea of the date was to learn about each other and have an adventure so the plan was that each of you would take the other to a place you love, that way you’ll learn and find a new place.

Tsu couldn’t stop talking about you and her date with you to her friends, mostly the nerves.

“What do I wear, do I were a dress or something more casual, is a dress casual, I don’t want to out dress her, Mina help me choose.”

Mina laughed at the nervous girl’s rambles but helped her gain a little confidence in an outfit

“What if I talk too much or too little, I don’t want to annoy them or speck over them, what if they don’t like the garden”

Uraraka helped south Tsu insecurities

“Has anyone ever not like the garden, no, you’ll do great. Remember she was the one who suggested the date, that means something”

So with the help of her friends, she was ready for the date.

The day of the date was here and Tsu was nervous, she wore her favorite dress and constantly checked if the place she was bringing you was open, she knew it was but she couldn’t convince her anxiety of that. Luckily your place was first, you explained to her why you loved the place, and you were both having a great time, you were also happy that Tsu hadn’t been there because you liked showing people new things and seeing their faces take in everything.

For Tsu’s place, she brought you to a botanical garden. It was breathtaking and just like you felt at your place Tsu felt happy you hadn’t been here, she gets to show you this amazing place. She took you around the place, informing you of the plants, it was almost like she was a tour guide, she knew everything. She was skipping around and putting on a performance, and when you two reached a certain part she stopped in front of you and continued her little show.

“Are you ready for my favorite part of this amazing place? I don’t think you are but I will show you cany ways, welcome to the swap garden”

She makes a show of opening the doors to a beautiful swap garden, you’re blown away by its beauty but you were still able to follow Tsu to a bench. You were not surprised that the swapped based part is her favorite but you want to know why anyways

“So what’s the story here”

She blushes again, she had thought she was being annoying talking too much but your question proved her wrong.

“Oh well my family are frog-based quirks and so our appearances weren’t always accepted, but when my parent took me and my siblings here, people seemed to be a lot nicer (ribbit). I don’t know if it was because this place is just too amazing to be judgmental in or if it’s because we looked like we belonged here but either way it’s always been a get away for me.”

The story was a little sad and you placed your hand over hers to show your support.

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Hello! Could I have a match up for My Hero Academia (Maybe for both hero and villain) and Haikyu? Thank you!

I'm a hetero, petite, 5'3 female, green-brown eyes, long golden-blonde hair with rose-gold-pink highlights.

I'm a Virgo Sun Sagittarius Moon Scorpio Rising and an INFJ.

I enjoy inside as well as outside activities like hiking and watching movies but especially swimming, video games and most of all cooking.

I'm the "Mom Friend". I enjoy taking care of others (I'm the personal nurse at home).  I'm kind and polite but can be quite stubborn and fiery if I have to be. I usually get along with everyone and I'm a "low maintenance" person.

For MHA hero I match you with Keigo Takami

I don’t know a lot about the zodiac but I think Virgos and Capricorns good matches. I think hawks would appreciate your caring self, along with the food you cook. He also has the energy to be both an outdoor or indoor person.

Date headcanon

He has the money to take you out on fancy dates and restaurants and he will if you want

But if you ask him he prefers a stay at home date where you cook and maybe he sets up the table to be fancy as if its a fancy restaurant

He’s not a big swimmer because of the wings but he has no complaints about taking you swimming and watching you

He does like hiking so hiking dates are a thing

I think he is a gift-giver and will buy you anything, but also give you random things that remind you of him

For MHA villain I match you with Dabi

It not unknown that Dabi news someone that will love him and take care of him and you seem to be able to do that for him

Date story

Because of Dabi’s work and financial status, the two of you don’t go out, to eat, or in general. Most of your dates are at home or in a secluded area in nature. Your dates are also not very normal, there spontaneous and to most, not date activities. Your dates go one of two ways either the two of you pick a date and whatever happens, when you’re together is the date or he basically kidnaps you and takes you on a picnic like a date, often with fast food.

Today was one of the previously assigned dates. You haven’t seen your boyfriend yet so it hadn’t started, but it was pretty late so you already started to make dinner for two. While in the kitchen you heard the front door open and then a stumbling sound. You made sure that you could leave the food without the worry of it burning and went to the entrance of the apartment you shared with the villain.

You weren’t shocked to fin a scraped-up Dabi on the couch as it was normal for him to come home in unhealthy states. The commonness of his state didn’t make you worry less just more used to calming it. You retreat to get the first aid kit, then returning to your burned boyfriend.

“ Time for my welcome home kiss.”

Your smug boyfriend said when you returned, pointing to his lips

“ Not with blood all over your lips”

He rolled his eyes, some would call it annoyance you call it disappointment, you knew he wanted that kiss.

You fixed him up and gave him the kiss he wanted. You then got up and pulled him to the kitchen table. dinner was one by now so you served the food. It was one of the nicest and normal dates the two off you had, but that’s what it’s like dating a villain.

For Haikyuu I match you with Kenma Kozume

Kenma also needs a caring partner, in a different way. He is also glad that the two of you can enjoy the same hobby.

Date Headcanon

Gaming dates obviously

He loves your cooking, especially when its an apple pie

It can be difficult to get him to eat non-junk food but after someone says that you made it, it no longer a problem

I think Kenma would be okay with swimming, it simple and easy and relaxing, and if he decides he doesn’t want to he can just sit on the edge with his game

He likes that your also low maintenance and he doesn’t have to worry too much about disappointing you

Thank you for submitting and hope you enjoy!!

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Hii!! Can I please request a matchup for your birthday event? (Happy birthday by the way!!!)

For BNHA please💕 (my favorite characters are shigaraki, aizawa, shinso, tamaki, and I just like them all)

I’m a Capricorn sun (cancer moon and libra rising) I have brown eyes and blonde hair (bleached) i’m 5’6 with a slim build. I love art like drawing and painting, art history, and baking! & actually majoring in biomedical engineering lol.

I absolutely love to hang out with my friends and being spontaneous like just going out for coffee (im addicted to Starbucks and I’m lactose intolerant lol) or to a museum or just talking. I HATE bugs and I cry if one is ever near me lol.

I’m very empathetic and always trying to lighten the mood and make people happy. I’m very chill and don’t have problems with anyone (unless they’re rude or mean to me or my friends) I can’t stand people who are rude or think they’re better than everyone. I’m super indecisive and need a lot of validation. I also have a bad habit of ripping the skin off my fingers like literally until they bleed😭i’ve been told i have chaotic energy lol

I’m b l i n d so always wearing my glasses haha also I love having a sense of humor. I also have anxiety and can be way too emotional sometimes. I’m an ENFP & also I love tie dye clothes, makeup, and everything pastel.

My love language is probably receiving/giving gifts and words of affirmation. I absolutely love picking out little gifts for people and randomly giving them things that remind me of them. And when people do that for me I just love it! I can’t think of a specific favorite memory but like just over the summer after high school, hanging with friends at like 2 am in a parking lot or a McDonalds drive thru and just having no care in the world- those memories are my favorite

My ideal date would probably be going out to eat, and to a museum or an aquarium or something fun that we can explore. I also love just going to the mall and walking around and I might be addicted to shopping. I really don’t like to be outside too much bc of the bugs so no hiking or camping or anything like that.

Im sorry if this is too long, thank you so much!!!💖💖

For MHA I match you with Shouta Aizawa

Matching you was pretty easy because I just took from your list and picked you I thought would be best for you romantically based on what you submitted. I choose Aizawa because he is a very caring person in his way and he would be good for you. I think he would also be protective of you, whether, against yourself or others, he stops you from peeling your fingers, and blocks you from the view of bugs/or kills them.

Date story

You and your husband were on a replica date, replicating the two of your guy’s first dates. Mcdonalds and a walk around an aquarium. You remember it quite well, it was the first time you saw him nervous, apologizing for everything, but at the end of the night, you could see in the reflection of glass that he had relaxed and had a soft smile aimed at you.

You finished the McDonalds dinner and were now at the aquarium. The two of you walked around looking at the aquatic life that you had seen multiple times before. About to leave the sea turtle section when you feel your husband’s hand around your wrist. He pulled you back, now facing each other. His hand moved from your wrist to your hand and pulled it up to his mouth giving multiple small kisses on the back of your hand. It was a habit of his when he caught you ripping at your fingernails.

He looked up and into your eyes.

“you’re forgetting something.”

He said in a teasing tone, but you truly forgot. And he could see that in your eyes so he dropped the teasing tone.

“We had our first kiss here.”

His voice was now filled with love. You felt stupid for forgetting, but he pulled you in and kissed you, and made you feel a lot better.

The date ended as it usually did, at the gift shop. You looked around for a gift for Aizawa, you would normally find something cat-related but at an aquarium gift shop, you ended up with a key chain with a flat sea turtles charm on it.

When you meet up with Aizawa outside by the car the two of you put up a little act, showing each other the gifts and acting surprised that they got you something. This time he gave you a keychain with a sea turtle, but unlike what you got him this keychain had a plush turtle instead of a hard piece of plastic. You two both enjoyed your new gifts and new memories.

Thank you for submitting, hope you enjoy!!!

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Idea ?

childhood friends kirishima and denki, puppy love, promising to be together for every, and to be married in the future. They confess to each other before middle school but dont do anything. Then in high school they meet bakugou , kirishima is over denki and starts to love bakugou. Denki still in love with kirishima , but finds out that kiri like bakugou, denki flips out or brecks down and starts to question kirishima. saying things like

"But you love me?"

"do you not love me anymore?"

And kiri basically says

" we were kids it was just puppylove? right?"

And denki doesnt want to lose kirishima as a friend so he agrees, saying that it was just puppylove, not really love that last. Very angsty one shot

The Unkissable Prince : Ch 2

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The past few weeks the cast had been working hard to make something they could be proud of, and they were proud of what they had accomplished so far as a group, but problems arise in individuals. Most of the actors were in their last year of high school and had other problems and worries this late in the school year. Lunch was one of the only times they could relax without having to do school work or production work. It was a time of fun relaxation, laughs and for some, it was a time to make new relationships or for some to evolve.

Denki and Shinso had been working together during rehearsal almost every time the actors were given time to work on individual character work. Even though Denki was who Shinso worked with the most, Denki was always disappointed when Shinso worked with another actor. Now Shinso was a part of the theater kid group, even during lunch. Currently, most of the students in the production were having lunch together and it was only the second week that Shinso was a part of this lunch group and he had taken notice of something. For one he noticed the closeness of Tokoyami the actor playing Scully and Aoyama the french boy who played the french chef in the show, he assumed that they were together or were getting to that type of relationship. He also noticed that mina was Ursala, not that she was naturally Ursula but she constantly in character, basically method acting, and it scared most of the none theater people. What he took notice of most was how they treated Denki, for the most part, it was harmless jokes that could be taken the wrong way. What he was really unsure of was how Jiro treated him, her jokes were more insults than the others, half the time he couldn’t tell if she was even trying to joke about it. Shinsou could tell that Denki was affected by Jiro’s words, and he was too. Mostly because her insults were always about other’s feelings toward Denki. Things like

“Your so annoying, it makes people hate you.”

“It’s hard being around you when you are so stupid.”

"I still don’t how you landed the prince role when you the furthest thing from a prince .”

“It’s so hard to act like I’m in love with prince eric when you’re the one playing him.”

“I’m not surprised that you’ve never been in a relationship, I pray for your future partner.”

That last few ones were the ones that hurt Shinso because he was a part of denkis prince Eric’s portrayal. The last one also struck a chord with him because he liked Denkieven before they become friends, he was almost hopelessly in love with Denkinow that they got to spend time together. Even though Jiro’s comments hurt both Denkiand Shinsou, neither of them was able to stand up to her. All Shinsou could do was find a way to comfort Denki when they were alone.

Later in the day after school now at rehearsal, once again Shinso was hoping from person to person helping them during their individual work. Denki was running over his lines, memorizing, blocking, and figuring out how to say each word, the way prince eric would. Shinso had taught him many acting tips in the past few weeks, it made Denki feel a little dumb because he had done acting for fun since he was little and he was only learning such things in his last year of high school. Denki sat and thought of tactics, a term, and a method that Shinso taught him. Basically, each line has at least one tactic, a tactic is an action verb that is aimed at the other characters in the show. For example, he used ‘to swoon Ariel’ quite a bit, swoon being the tactic and Ariel is who it is for. All the work he was doing made him think of Shinsou, and how Shinsou wasn’t working with him right now, it made him feel alone and jealous that he didn’t have the fluffy-haired boy’s attention. The director called for clean up which indicated the end of rehearsal, and Denki still hadn’t worked with Shinsou today, it disappointed him more than it should have.

Denki

I pack up my bag and script but stay seated in the chair I was in. I know that it’s time to go but I wasn’t ready to leave, not mentally at least. I watched as my ...our stage manager talked to our director, I have no clue what their conversations about but it’s not unusual for them to talk after rehearsal. I began to space out, still staring in their direction, I’m broken from this state when I notice both men looking at me, I panic a little because when two people are talking and looking at you it means that they’re talking about you, and I can only assume that their talking shit if it’s me they’re looking at. In my slightly panicked state, I didn’t realize that Yamada has left and that Shinso has started to approach me. I try to calm myself and get ready to stand up but before I could stand up I hear the amazing smooth voice of Shinso.

“Stay seated.”

Even though his tone wasn’t demanding or scary, I summited and was scared. I watched as he sets down something and pulls out another foldable chair, across from me and my chair. I couldn’t think of what to say or question but luckily I didn’t have to because he knew the answers to the questions I hadn’t even thought of yet

“I asked Yamada if I could work with you a little more today here because we didn’t get to.”

I nodded my head and took note of how awkward he knew that we were alone together. I guess he thinks I’m stupid because he went into more detail.

“He said yes, just no funny business and to lock up and that return the keys when I get home.”

He was less awkward now, he even rolled his eyes at the no funny business part. I assume that the shiny thing he put down was the keys to the auditorium. The most confusing part was the ‘return the keys when I get home’.

"Wait you live with Yamada?”

I yelled that a little loud and was a little too excited for that, it probably made him uncomfortable to be around a loud person like me.

"Yeah, he not my dad or anything. At least not biologically, he’s my foster parent, has been for the past 3 years but he hasn’t asked if I wanted to be adopted yet so I think he waiting till I turn 18 so he doesn’t have to deal with me.”

He laughs but I don’t think it’s very funny, because I don’t think it true, and Yamada isn’t like that. I hold my breath though, no one wants to hear my thoughts anyway, so I switch the subject.

"I was working on tactics today, hear let me show you!”

We worked for the next 30 minutes on different parts of the script, until we ended up on the wedding scene, the same scene that prince eric and ariel kiss. The atmosphere became weird between us, we weren’t acting or anything, just reading the lines and talking through different ideas. But the topic of kissing filled the air with awkwardness. But we had to continue with analyzing and discovering my character.

"I’ve been having trouble portraying Eric at this moment. It’s hard to show the love he feels for Ariel.”

I admitted to Shinso that love was hard to portray which is pretty embarrassing.

"I would try and draw out, or remember an experience for this scene, like your first kiss, or date, something romantic.”

Shinso suggested, I tried to rack my brain to find a replay that doesn’t include Shinso learning that I haven’t had my first kiss yet. But that’s what enders up coming out.

"I haven’t...”

"You haven’t ...what? Kissed someone? gone on date?”

Shinso sounds very shocked by this discovery. I just nodded my head not wanting to face him.

"But you’ve rehearsed this scene before, so you’ve kissed Jiro?”

I suddenly realize that every time Jiro and I have rehearsed that scene, Shinso isn’t in his chair, and when Yamada announced we would be doing stage kisses instead, Shinso hadn’t joined the club yet. Meaning that Shinso didn’t know about the stage kisses.

“No, she was uncomfortable with that so we opted for stage kisses, so I’ve never had a first kiss, not a romantic one or a fake one from Jiro.”

“Whats a stage kiss?”

I’m shocked, my stage manager doesn’t know what a stage kiss is. He knows all these other terms for acting but he doesn’t know about a basic stage kiss. Well, now I get to be the smart one.

"Well, it’s so that actors don’t have to kiss but it tricks the audience. Basically one of the actors grabs the other’s face and kisses their thumbs.”

I was feeling pretty smug about knowing something Shinsou didn’t. Until he spoke again.

“I don’t understand. Maybe I’ll understand better if you showed me.”

I cough out a little bit in shock, yeah sure it’s a stage kiss and I wouldn’t actually be kissing him, but the idea makes me nervous. It’s not like I don’t want to kiss him, stage kiss him, it’s the opposite, I’ve grown fond of him and might even say I have a crush on him. I know that I don’t have a shot with him or anyone for that matter but I can’t help but wish for more than a stage kiss. But if a stage kiss is the closest I'll get to being with Shinso I'll take it.

Without saying anything I get up from my chair and move towards Shinso, I place my hands on his face and then I lift my thumbs positioning them in front of his lips. they flout above his lips as I pause for a second, thinking about touching his lips with my thumbs, it’s still intimate in my mind, but his puzzled look makes me place my thumbs down on his lips. There soft, I would have expected chapped lips but this is a pleasant surprise. I close my eyes and kiss my own thumbs, I keep my lips there longer than I do when I stage kiss Jiro, but Shinso won’t know that. I pull away and open my eyes, to see Shinso smiling and almost laughing, then he begins to laugh. I began to feel insignificant and stupid again. I know I don’t have a shot with some as amazing as Shinso but that doesn’t mean I didn’t still hope that the stage kiss would lead to something more, and real.

“Sorry for laughing. You really haven’t had your first kiss.”

It’s that obvious to him, sure I told him but how can he tell how inexperienced I am from just a stage kiss.

“What’s that suppose to mean?”

I asked in a more rude tone than I meant to.

"Well you closed your eyes, like the whole time, and you were there longer than needed.”

“You’re supposed to close your eyes, right. That’s what they do in movies and like it’s bad if you open your eyes, or that’s what I’ve heard.”

Shinso nods at my statement but it seems to be in a teasing way.

“Wel that right but you make it seem like life or death, your eyes aren’t just closed there squeezed shut, and with simple kisses that the .. um … the stage kiss is replicating, it’s short. Cause in real life it would be a little awkward to put your lips against someone else’s without at least some lip movement.”

I find his corrections on my stage kiss annoying, and I don’t try to hide it in my voice.

"Oh, so your some sort of kissing expert?”

“I wouldn’t call myself that, but I’m more experienced than you.”

I become more annoyed because his voice changed and he became more smug

"Well, it’s not my fault I haven’t had my first kiss!”

I yell at him.

“Neither is it mine.”

“Yes, it is because anyone who hasn’t tried to kiss me is at fault!”

I blurt out without think of consequences, and when I look at Shinso and his smug, flirtatious face I know that there’s going to be consequences.

“So if I kiss you then I can be free from being blamed?”

I go wide-eyed, I can’t tell if he’s being serious. And if he is I don’t know if I want my first kiss to be under these circumstances. Oh, who am I kidding I was ready to have my first kiss be with Jiro for a play. I try to ask him how serious he is but it stumbles out in pieces.

“How ….uu. I ho-how seri-serious is your.. Uhh ...your ..proposal?”

I sound like a mess. I watch as Shinso stands up from his chair moving closer to me. His left hand rests on my cheek. Leans in and whispers...

“As serious as you want it to be.”

We stand and stay in this position until Shinsou whispers more...

“I’m asking if I can kiss you.”

“Yes!”

The yes that falls out of my mouth is too fast and too quiet but Shinsou heard it and leaned in. I don’t like to admit that I’m wrong but I was and Shinso is right. Without movement this is awkward. But then he snickers with his lips still on mine, that’s when I realize he wasn’t moving on purpose to prove his point. He begins to move, and I half expect it to become a french kiss but it doesn’t. I follow his lips movement hoping that I’m doing it correctly.

We eventually pull away, both our faces tinted pink with blush. I’m not used to silence so I try to fill it.

"Wow, where did all that confidence come from?”

Shinso was often not as flirty as he has been for the past 10 minutes.

“Don’t know, it happens more than you’d expect.”

His hand does that thing that I’ve read in teen romance stories, where it goes behind their neck. I can see the movement of hair and fingers and I assume that it’s some sort of nervous tick to play with his hair, it cute.

“So I think we did enough work for one day, so I guess it’s time to go home.”

I nodded and turn back to grab my stuff, I turn around and Shinsou is already ready to go, waiting for me, but he doesn’t seem to be annoyed like most people are when I take longer to get ready. He locks up the room and we walk to the exit together. When we get outside I turn to start walking home, Shinsou turns the other way but before I get too far he turns back and yells at me.

“Do you need a ride? People shouldn’t walk this late at night, I don’t mind giving you a ride. “

I turn around and yell back...

"I don’t want to get you in trouble for being home late.”

“I’d probably get more in trouble if I let you walked, that’s how my dads are, so come on.”

He waves me over and I jog over to him.

During the ride we don’t talk much, letting the radio fill the car, scaring off the awkward silence. I told him my address and he uses a GPS for direction instead of asking me every 2 minutes when to turn. So I was able to just watch him, and I never realized how attractive people can be while driving till now. Especially the one hand on the wheel, his right hand still on the shift even though it an automatic, his left hand on the wheel. The same hand that was on my cheek less than 20 minutes ago. The realization brings color back to my face, I begin to think about the kiss again. My thinking almost always leads to questions that make me insecure, and like always, I begin to question. Along with my brain answering with the most likely answer

Did I do it right? No.

Did he like it? No.

Does he regret it? Of course.

Was it just a moment thing? Yes.

Or does it have a deeper meaning? No.

Will it happen again? Never, don’t even get your hopes up.

Will we become more than friends? Idiot.

Did he hate it? How else is someone supposed to feel after kissing you?

Is Jiro right? Has she ever been wrong, no, and that hasn’t changed.

Will he stop being my friend? Probably and if not, it’s pity.

Why did he do it? To teach you, cause your a lonely idiot.

Does he like me? Not even a question, of course not, look at him, then yourself. He would never like you.

“Denki is this it?”

I’m broken from the negative thoughts. Shinso has already parked, I look out the window, and sure enough, it is my house.

“Yeah."

I step out and grab my stuff, I close the door, the window rolls down.

"Have a good day Denki.”

"Yeah, you to Shinso.”

I begin to walk away but he yells out a little more...

"Call me Hitoshi. Also, It wasn’t a moment thing, and I want to see where this leads.”

My back was turned the whole time he said talked, I stand there frozen in disbelief. It’s only when I hear his car drive away that I breathe again, my first breath also being a whisper of his name.