I've Been Wanting To Do Video Logs For A While, And I Believe I Have The Perfect Opportunity To Right

I've been wanting to do video logs for a while, and I believe I have the perfect opportunity to right now!

I am moving out. This will be my first time living without my parents. I will be logging my thoughts and progress and using it as a motivator to get my chores done because the stars know how much I procrastinate.

I'm excited! I think this will be a fun opportunity! It'll be like my fwa travel vlog, but just for me and not traveling.

You know when you do a thing, and then immediately after doing that thing, you have regrets about doing that thing because you might have just made a complete fool of yourself. ... I can't take the thing back and I wanted to do the thing, but I wish I had done it differently. But I can't say that because I don't know! I just can't! It feels like one of those things that's not illegal, but I'm gonna live in shame forever if I admit it.

I've had so many of those today. So sorry to all of the people I have bothered in the past 24 hours with just embarrassing myself and saying stupid stuff. Unfortunately I am just a blob of embarrassment juice, trying to live in a society.

I've been talking way too much this week. I keep mixing up my words and getting either really embarrassed or sad.

A few days ago, at work, I told one of the department heads that I needed the cabinet for the code, then I had to do the walk of shame back to the break room to finish washing the dishes.

And earlier today, I told mom, "when the popular was style- ..oh.."

Goodness gracious, me! Stop talking and take a nap!

Some art I drew recently that I forgot to post!!

This one (^^^) is Frankie! And also my clownsona! And also Frankie's clownsona!!

Frankie is Ollie's best friend and together the two of them (and their friends Gabriel and Allison) go on clown outings regularly!!

I sketched them out at work and lined and colored today!!

I also colored regular Frankie, and made eyelids (in the event I turn them into a fursuit(which would be sick as hell)) and I'm designing their clown outfit!!

This is my persona and my pfp!! I drew them yesterday at my mom's office, while I was waiting to go to the bus stop!!

And this is a little teeny tiny sloppy doodle of Ollie!! Because I love him!! Also drew them at work.

I ALSO drew a headshot for a.. friend(??) yesterday, because they were upset about not having art of their character, but then they unfriended me this morning sooo..

I'm too cool for them anyway (...)

Bad Server Idea:

A server where drama is encouraged. But it has to be fake drama. Like, there's an ooc category, and outside of that, it is against the rules to be ooc. The goal is to spread as much fake drama as possible. Come up with the most outlandish stuff. Obviously there will be rules against certain topics. But other than that, it is free reign. I just think it'd be really funny. Probably hard to moderate tho, unless it's filled with chill people.

Just the wacky possibilites of drama people would make is so.. I want to do this. I want to do this so bad. Oh my stars it'd be so funny!! Just imagine having a chill conversation with someone in the ooc section, and at the same time just screaming at each other in Drama Land about someone who's cousin slept with her boyfriend and that led to an illegal chicken fighting ring where an impromtu wedding was held. Please it'd be so funny!

The more I think about this the more I want to do it, despite the possibly difficult moderation. I'm just giggling at the possibilities of the kinds of drama people would make up.

So something about me is that I really like puppets. I grew up on puppet shows. My puppet interest comes in phases, but it always comes back.

I also really like to write!! Currently, I have two big stories in the works. There's Ollie and Lucky Against the World, which I posted about before. I deleted the side-blog for it, because I kept changing it. That one has a bit of puppetry.

My other is No Flash Photography Please, and that one is completely puppets! It actually crosses over with Against the World at one point! This one was really made to expand upon the secondary world I'm making.

One thing I'm historically bad at is character design. I can make stories and personalities all day long, but the designs give me lots of trouble. I'd love to share them here if I had them. But I'm working on it!! Trying my best!

I want to post about the stories more, but I'm worried about spoilers, but I also just really wanna ramble about it, haha! Maybe someday I'll tell you about it.