Hello! I Saw Your Post And I Guess I Just Thought It Was Cool That You Wanted To Talk With Others, Even

Hello! I saw your post and I guess I just thought it was cool that you wanted to talk with others, even if you disagreed with them! :] So, I guess I should start off by saying I'm someone in an endogenic system, but I won't try to convice you that we experience what we do. Just wanted to ask out of curiosity, if anything!

Do you think that those who claim to be endogenic systems are actually DID/OSDD systems in denial? Or that they are just making it all up? Or something else?

What were/are some things that endogenic systems mention experiencing that you can't relate with at all?

What kind of evidence would you need to entertain the possibility of systems forming without trauma? I mean like MRI stuff, DSM acknowledging them, other?

Do you like coffee or tea? We personally like tea with honey and mint though coffee puts us to sleep, lol.

Feel free to answer any questions that you're comfortable with answering! Hope you have a good evening! :]

hey y'all! this is my dedicated syscourse blog, because I felt like syscourse was taking up too much space on my main.

i am the host of a traumagenic system of 6. our collective name is the Storm System, but the one running this blog is Ray. our alters range in terms of opinions, but we all lean towards anti endo (some, like me, more so than others).

I'm the most opinionated on syscourse and the most common fronter, so I'll probably be the main one posting. I wouldn't be surprised if Grey hopped in sometimes, though, too.

endos and antis alike are welcome to share opinions or debate me. I can't promise I'll agree/not argue, but the reason I bother with syscourse is to learn about other experiences and perspectives, so I will listen and try to understand if nothing else.

I have a tendency to be very strongly opinionated (sometimes to a fault), so if I seriously cross a boundary or am being unnecessarily rude, please do let me know. that being said, though, there is a difference between being actively cruel and expressing a controversial opinion, so while I will do my best to be respectful, I won't soften my opinions for that sake.

tl;dr: discussion/debate welcome, just don't be a total dick and I'll try my best to do the same :P

random character concept

For us, being an endo system:

1. Timeloss - not noted as of yet

2. Dissociation - in small doses, non-pathological for the most part

3. Fusion - No, because we don't want to, but we can temporarily merge with others sometimes - never tried doing that for longer periods of time

4. Switches - Usually a few times a day, sometimes we can have a day without switches.

It feels like your "essence" steps out of the body while another headmate steps in, and then the POV changes and you *become* the other headmate (it's basically an identity change). There's this "vibe" (for lack of a better word) that every one of us has so we know if a switch was successful or not depending on whether we "feel like ourselves" enough, among other things like how our resting face looks and how our voice is.

5. System size - it depends, really can't tell

6. We're a created system, so there was no hiding for us

7. It's... Comforting. It will of course vary system by system, but for us, we care about one another and having somebody always have your back is encouraging. Loving and being loved in turn is a gift. The fact that we know exactly what's it like being one another also helps in our understanding of where we're all coming from, which helps in conflicts.

Playing sports together is fun, as our skill level varies between us somewhat. Going into system spaces feels like a punch in the gut, because we're rarely welcomed anywhere (especially outside of Tumblr, but even here at times). Constant fakeclaming of ourselves by ourselves is something that also sucks a ton.

Learning about what types of music each of us likes is interesting. Waking up fronting/being blurry for no reason is kind of disorienting but also kind of funny after the fact. Random voice jumpscares after we speak and our voice is way lower than we expected are a treat but also kind of cursed. Mental hugs feel nice. Being able to rant to each other without the fear of judgement is relieving. Having to constantly watch your speech to not use your own pronouns on accident because you have to pretend to be our host is exhausting.

Trying to give everyone equal attention is also tiring, but worth it, in the end. Switching during studying once someone gets off track is really helpful, too. Feeling blurry is frustrating. Looking back at other's messages and laughing at their sense of humor is great, as is making memes of one another.

There are many others, but I think these are enough to show the general gist :]

curious about natural systems

We are a diagnosed traumagenic system but are curious about other experiences of plurality. We are really curious about the experience of being an endogenic system and how it may or may not overlap with DID. Do endos experience timeloss? Dissociation? Fusion? What is switching like and how frequent is it? Are endo systems generally larger or smaller than traumagenic systems? Do endos generally know they are a system naturally or does their system hide itself like in DID? What is it generally like to be an endo system? Very curious about the experience.

Thanks for reading. I'd say thanks for sharing any experiences but my blog isn't super popular so probably like two people will see this, haha.

Casual reminder that sui baiting is never okay. You never know at which point in their journey someone is. 

Calling out people for acting horrible is absolutely fine - but not like this.

You are so fucking stupid it is astounding

I recognize that header... Aren't you the bitch that used to go around telling endos to kts?

Cupioromantic -  “Cupioromantics have a desire to fall in love or be in a romantic relationship, despite not being able to experience romantic attraction”

(Just substitute Color with Love :’) )

imagine you're a fifth-grade teacher and one day a crow just flies into your classroom, steals some food, sits on some kid's head, and shouts "fuck off"