it's my drama. appreciate my flaws & learn from my mistakes. it's okay to cry your heart out but don't forget that there's always a second chance. be strong but don't forget to be yourself. you can be wild and carefree but don't forget to be serious at times. oh remember to laugh too! life is amazing and unfair at the same time... deal with it even if it's not the reality that you wanted!
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Flashbacks Of Our Happy Memories...
Flashbacks of our happy memories...
Habang tumatagal... Tumatahimik... Habang ako ay nagiging mag-isa... Para akong nalulunod sa flashbacks ng memory ko with Umpe. Ang saya-saya nating dalawa. Simple lang ang buhay natin. Naglalaro lang ako, ikaw naman busy sa tindahan. Bakit kaya hindi na lang tumigil ang oras nung mga panahon na iyon? E di sana masaya pa din tayo at magkasama forever. Umpe, miss na miss na kita.
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Day68: i feel like i am going to make a meltdown any minute from now...
I am trying so hard not to cry right now. I feel so down but idk the real reason behind it. I wish you're here right now. Pakiramdam ko buhat ko ang mundo. At dahil wala ka na, mas mabuti pa sigurong mag give up na lang ako. Nakakapagod na ang mapagod. I know it is my fault din. But thinking about what can happen is putting a lot of pressure on me. Yung expectations nila. Yung personal goal ko. Yung weakness ko. School. Lahat na lang pinapahirapan ako. Kaya ko pa ba? Natatakot akong magfail. Natatakot akong baka sisihin nila ako. Ano pa ba ang saysay ng mga ginagawa ko? Para kanino pa ba ang lahat ng ito kung huli na ang lahat? Can i have a hug from you? Kausapin mo naman ako oh. Kahit ngayon lang, kahit sa panaginip lang. Walang walang pag-asa na talaga ako. Natatakot at naiinis na ako! Sabihin mo naman sa akin na kaya ko pa. Please help me overcome this stress. Please help me find the strength and will to succeed. Umpe, let me know why i should continue living... Why i still have to do this... Guide me kung saan ako dapat lumugar at ano ang tamang decision na dapat kong gawin. Umpe, miss na miss na kita. I love you so much. Always amd forever...
Day54: meeting people from the past
Umpe, today i met ate Jingjing & her family. She was happy to see us again & so am i. Umpe, do u still remember her? Somehow, i feel like u sent her here. Now, i wanna go back in time again... Ten years ago when the only thing i am Worried abt was doing homework or how much baon i still have left... I miss those days when i used to follow u around to ask for baon. Namimiss mo din ba un? Ung kinukulit kita everyday? Umpe, namimiss kita. Sana you're always watching over me. I promise na i'll always try to be happy and be successful for you. I love you, Umpe ko. Always & forever.
I don't want to close my eyes and fall asleep...
because i don't want to realize when i wake up tomorrow that all of what happened today is real.
Day48: second day facing another day yet you haven't talked to me...
Umpe, asan ka na??? Hindi ka ulit umappear sa panaginip ko last night. Nasa heaven knb? Ok k na ba? Hindi na kita pipilitin na magpakita sa akin kung ok kna talaga. Pero sana malaman mo na lagi pa din kitang iniisip. Lagi kitang aalalahanin. Hindi ko iisipin na hindi na ulit tayo magkikita kasi alam ko soon magkakasama na ulit tayo. And i am really looking forward for that day... I love you, Umpe ko! Have a good day up there with God and the angels.