TW: Intrusive Violent Thoughts, Explicit Violence, Self-loathing, Thoughts Of Self-harm

TW: intrusive violent thoughts, explicit violence, self-loathing, thoughts of self-harm

Xiao has intrusive thoughts. They're always about it harming others, specially people it cares about. It might have thoughts about snapping Ganyu's neck, stabbing Zhongli in the back and more like that. It's very common for them to come before karmic pain, but it's not exclusive for this moments.

Whenever Xiao has this thoughts, they hurt and make it feel guilty and have even more self-loathing. Many times, it considered hurting itself as a kind of "punishment" for having these thoughts.

When Zhongli adopted Qiqi and it started interacting more with her, the thoughts began to come, with thing like tearing her body apart. That made its self-loathing get worsened and it told Ganyu about the thoughts, for it thought that this was a sign that it was a monster.

Then, Ganyu told it that she, too, has intrusive thoughts, specially about harming herself and how distressful they are to her. She tells Xiao that it's okay and that this doesn't make it a bad person. She tells Xiao that if it wants to, they can tell to Zhongli or someone else. It says that it wants to keep it between just the two of them for a while. She understads.

Headcanon: Adepti actually NEED to sleep (less than humans, but they still do), but Xiao has no fucking clue of that.

So, like, once a week, after a tough battle, Xiao is just gonna pass out from exhaustion and it's just gonna think that it's because of karmic debt or something like that.

So, once, when Ganyu went to visit it, she asked if it has been sleeping well due to its dark circles

Xiao: Uhh, no?? Like, we're adepti?

Ganyu: Huh? What do you mean?

Xiao: Well, we don't need to sleep, so, it'd be pretty useless to waste time like that.

Ganyu: *looks at the camera like she's in the office, then facepalms*

You know what? Fuck that.

Shenhe, Qiqi and Razor are semi-verbal. Aether, Lumine and Ayaka are non-verbal. They are all autistic.

Luz's "death" reminded me of course of Amphibia, but you know what else?

Rukkhadevata erasing herself from history in Genshin Impact

Genshin fandom isn't ready for this, but I'm gonna say it anyway, you cowards:

Non-binary they/them Faruzan

I immediatly said that when I saw their design.

They heard the word non-binary and, as an old person, didn't know what it meant, so they asked one of their students what it was (Layla. It was certainly Layla. She gives she/they vibes). Once they explained it, Faruzan had mind blow and was like "hey, I actually identify with that. You know what, I'll be using they/them pronouns from now on, they're pretty nice. But they're gonna still call me madam Faruzan"

And that's how it went

It gets even more shocking when you realize the god is also a traumatized child

The answer may shock you