Tw Violent Thoughts - Tumblr Posts

TW: intrusive violent thoughts, explicit violence, self-loathing, thoughts of self-harm

Xiao has intrusive thoughts. They're always about it harming others, specially people it cares about. It might have thoughts about snapping Ganyu's neck, stabbing Zhongli in the back and more like that. It's very common for them to come before karmic pain, but it's not exclusive for this moments.

Whenever Xiao has this thoughts, they hurt and make it feel guilty and have even more self-loathing. Many times, it considered hurting itself as a kind of "punishment" for having these thoughts.

When Zhongli adopted Qiqi and it started interacting more with her, the thoughts began to come, with thing like tearing her body apart. That made its self-loathing get worsened and it told Ganyu about the thoughts, for it thought that this was a sign that it was a monster.

Then, Ganyu told it that she, too, has intrusive thoughts, specially about harming herself and how distressful they are to her. She tells Xiao that it's okay and that this doesn't make it a bad person. She tells Xiao that if it wants to, they can tell to Zhongli or someone else. It says that it wants to keep it between just the two of them for a while. She understads.

How much force do we think it would take to stab a pair of scissors into my forehead?

Hmmmm but it would be soooooo painful and satisfying

How much force do we think it would take to stab a pair of scissors into my forehead?

Shit you're right I'll just bite myself

How much force do we think it would take to stab a pair of scissors into my forehead?

Alex (?): God you really are (pathetic) (horrible)

flat colours ver. & no filter ver. & sketch ver.

Alex (?): God you really are (pathetic) (horrible)

i need someone to offer to kill my grandma please

what if… i.. kill your grandma..

YES!! YESSSSSSS!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS