.. I Swear To God I Finally Realized Something.

.. I swear to God I finally realized something.

So like I write A LOT. And that means new stories.. or in the case of Tumblr.. lots of fics. (Why the hell do you think I have pumped out multiple ones on the same day, they weren't written in advance, they were written at that moment!)

But unfortunately.. that can lead to burn out. And when you're trying to tell a story you kinda need to avoid burning yourself out.. so that only leaves me with two options.

1. Use chatgpt to deal with grammar issues and help smooth out out the page (or just continue it and completely abandon all self respect I have as a writer)

Or

2. I get an assistant writer. Who helps with writing the page and helps deal with minor mistakes.

Except one problem for number 2.. I'm as broke as my loser ass is a virgin. EXTREMELY. But also I'm probably a fuckin nightmare to work with and my ass is too damn lazy to even ask.

So.. to anyone who is a fuckin masochist and a writer.. who doesn't mind helping for free..

DONT ASK IF YOU CAN HELP

Thoughts on Jaune x OC ships? After he kept his memories from the Ever After and stayed canonically 29-39, it ruined any ship with his peers for me, so I made an OC, but I'm a bit worried it's cringe...

I mean. He got de-aged but alright. (And it's not like most of the jaune ships became questionable considering most of the cast and side characters are consenting adults and it's not like they aren't allowed to date someone who's older since they, you know aren't children anymore.)

But I feel like answering the rest of your ask instead of getting on my soap box and glazing most jaune ships.

I'm rather neutral. They can be good but you also would want to make sure there's more to their character. But id say for your idea, go for it. Aslong as they aren't boring and a piece of cardboard (cough cough pyrrha cough cough) people aren't gonna have any real problems.. as long as they aren't fuckin stupid and understand an opinion.

So overall. Meh.

However I will get some more qualified people to give their own take. (Apologies in advance)

@spahhzy @epic-arc @philosophicalpug and @howlingday if y'all feel like giving your own take go right on ahead.

Blake Belladonna: Flag.

(Verse 1)

Revolution. Revolutions calling. 

I hear it. I hear the shouting.

No more.

No more of this bullshit.

(In a whispered voice) I'll wave my-

FLAG!

Make it stand! 

Or tear you down! 

I've had enough!

Enough of this cruel bias!

(Chorus)

We will not surrender!

We will die for our cause.

We will rip away at these scars.

Monsters you deemed us.

Creatures and freaks.

Now revolution will cry out.

So

We

Will

Raise

Our

FLAG!

(Verse 2) 

Revolution cries out.

For justice I have fought.

But now I seem to realize.

I was in the wrong.

Not in the ideals.

But the people who I fought.

So now I leave it all behind. 

But to ensure my people's safety. 

I will do I must to.

So hear me now and listen.

I

Will

Raise

My

Flag!

(Chorus)

We will not surrender!

We will die for our cause.

We will rip away at these scars.

Monsters you deemed us.

Creatures and freaks.

Now revolution will cry out.

So

We

Will

Raise

Our

FLAG!

(Outro) 

From the burning of my flag.

To the ending of the day.

I see the beast within.

And I know it wants them dead.

I thought I was better alone. 

But at the sound of the bell.

That's when I found-

Them…

I uh.. I wrote a really shitty Ruby rose song for my Rwby rewrite... Your all going to read the lyrics because I suck at music. And am too much of a fucking pussy to even try singing it.

Ruby Rose: thorns (act 1)

(Verse 1)

(In a whispered voice) red like roses fill my dreams.

My dreams are empty, lost of hope.

The infinite distance set in my life.

Things set into motion as you died.

(In a whispered voice) and leads me too. The place you rest.

I didn't want this.

Yet it happens to me.

Ripped out of my hands. I'm all alone.

(chorus)

I feel like a ghost!

Trapped in these walls, Left to cry this sad song!

i'm sick of the sorrow, I'm sick of the hate. I'm left alone with only my thorns

And all my thorns they prick and prod!

HOW CAN I MOVE ON?!

WHEN YOU ARE GONE!

(Verse 2)

(In a whispered voice) white is cold and always yearning.

I wish you were here, I wish I said I love you and goodbye.

But now I am here all alone, feeling like a rose, that's only thorns.

(In a whispered voice) burdened by a royal test.

Lost all the beauty, but kept all that pain, i feel incomplete.

Dear mother if your listening to me.

Please

stop

Haunting my dreams!

(chorus)

I feel like a ghost!

Trapped in these walls, Left to cry this sad song!

i'm sick of the sorrow, I'm sick of the hate. I'm left alone with only my thorns

And all my thorns they prick and prod!

HOW CAN I MOVE ON?!

WHEN YOU ARE GONE!

(Verse 3)

(In a whispered voice) Black the beast descends from Shadows.

I feel them creeping in. The regrets digging under my skin.

When you left all I felt was that I was alone.

I wish you were here so that way you do what you would and that you could you say

“I love you my dear daughter”

(In a whispered voice) yellow beauty burns

Scorching the world. All I feel is alone. And I'm sick of this feeling.

Deep in my soul.

(In a whispered voice) gold.

I'm sorry it's just cringe I just really wanted peoples opinions on these shitty ass lyrics.

It's just fuzzy boy look at him.

Look at my child!

He cute :)

im glad my previous anon ask made you happy. keep doing your thing, no matter how many times you're insulted, at the end of the day it's more cringe to go on ANON asks to insult people. at least Crimsonxe is braver (or more shameless) and does it openly.

we may not share the same ships or love for specific characters but i will support you from the sidelines

Thank you for that.

Have a good rest of your day my friend.

... I have two answers for this because I got mixed feelings.

One, the fact this has happened (thankfully not to me but dear god has it happened) greatly disappoints me. I hoped all the ideas that jaune fans were just shitty most of the time were wrong but it seems it is primarily correct.

However, my second is this. What the fuck are we supposed to do. Unless the majority of jaune fans who aren't pieces of shit sees this and all share the same first opinion as me there won't be a lot of action. We can't just put up a sign saying "if your a piece of shit such as: an ableist, a homophobe, etc etc, get the fuck out or we will drive you with pitchforks and torches." However I do think there is a way for the majority of people to get the fuck out.

Either make Jaune gay, disabled, and a multitude of other things just to piss literally all of pieces of shit off.. or have someone more intelligent than me think of something.

Confession #276