Alright As I'm Writing This It's Not Long Till New Year And I Haven't Planned Any Of This Out Because

Alright as I'm writing this it's not long till new year and I haven't planned any of this out because I never thought I would have to but here we are with a small but chill follower count. Doubt any of them will see this since they're probably busy, asleep or whatever else.

This year, to be blunt, has been a shit storm generally and personally too. It's been a roller coaster and there were moments where I considered just packing up and just leaving.

Uni wasn't going well and I considered dropping out multiple times

My anxiety and depression was at an all time high

And life just wasn't kind this year

And of course there was the passing of Technoblade. That was rough, the worst I felt in months.

I know, I know "but you didn't even know him personally" and ya I get that. I found myself saying that to myself a lot. But he was a constant in my life, probably one of my biggest role models too, since I'm a massive introvert and his whole idea of faking confidence until you make it, really resonated with me, so here I am pretending to be confident and I'm not sure if I'm good at it. But I digress the news that he was gone felt like a part of myself was dying, that I lost a life line.

But of course, I'm sat here typing this. Even though this year was hell, there was always something there to keep me afloat.

Whether it be my two closest friends, who were always there to cheer me up or just put up with my anxious and clingy ass. We could go a solid week without talking yet, if something happened if someone was hurting, we would all be there for eachother. And I will always be thankful for them and everything they have done for me.

But there was also you guys:

When I brought up that my following was small, I don't say it to have a pity party. I say if because even if my posy only got 1 or 2 likes or reblogs, that still made my day because it was like "hey I found this kinda funny" or "hey I found this kinda interesting". I'm thankful for everyone, even if they only liked one of my posts and none of the others. You kept me going on some of my worst days where I felt like giving up.

I still have uni work to get done and I'm trying to better my mental health. Even if no one see's this, I just want to say thank you, thank you everyone. I love you all

So to everyone, whether they are still with us or have passed on.

Happy New Year

I love you all and I will forever be thankful for everything you've done for me this year ❤️

Not in film School but taking a lot of film classes for my majors and bro it is so stressful 😭 good luck w uni

Thank you, assuming I give a uni update we'll see how it goes 😅

And good luck to you too

(Also, on an unrelated note, cool name!)

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Fuck.

Soooo hi again...

(sorry to ask again I still don't know if it's a big no-no to ask for hearts. Also yes I play on switch)

Don't ask any questions about this, I just decided fuck it and this happened

I do like the little dragon though but I am open to criticism I do like to improve (just be kind please)

Hiiiii wanted to reblog this cause I had more ideas for this

Still gonna tag it as a Slenderverse thing cause it feel like it still fits

First of all, for the whole youtube channel thing, I want to have it where the idea's are initially not uploaded by them but at some point someone (A,B,C or D no I still don't have names) decides to just start posting their pov and soon the others do too. Also I think I might have it where they still can't see each others videos right away, maybe later something happens and they can.

For like 'monsters' or maybe creatures? idk I have a rough idea for a kind of antagonist but I'm not sure yet.

Just wanted to update this cause I really do like this idea and would love to make it a thing. Or at least develop it more with people

Slenderverse(?) ARG idea (more so a ramble)

(Side-Note: This is mainly a ramble, like I've said twice already, so I don't really care about the grammar or spelling of this. Just getting my thoughts out somewhere, maybe I'll fix the it? idk)

Hi, just going to say it one more time, this a pure ramble and I'm just getting my thoughts out.

Like was around for the posting of Marble Hornets a while and basically I had an idea for an ARG late last night and to be honest while I'm not super sure if it's original or not mainly because nothing is really original nowadays and also I just like the idea, so please be forgiving.

I'm not sure what gave me the idea to be honest, since I was off in LaLa Land and procrastinating doing Uni work but, here's the rough outline:

There are three (maybe four) people, they don't know each other, they haven't even bumped into each other on the streets. Then one day one of them wakes up (Let's just call them A) and A finds a random camera recording them obviously they are like freaked out and try to get rid of it. It doesn't work and just appears again when they enter a new room this repeats for a bit before they just go "f--k it" and just take it with them, just recording their life (maybe some little weird stuff happens?). At some point (you can probably tell this is literally coming to my head as I go haha) maybe when A goes to bed or they drop the camera it goes 'missing'. But in reality it appears in one of the other peoples houses (B, C or D. I can't be bothered to think of names right now). B finds the camera, freaks out a bit, ends up just recording their day since they can't get rid of it, camera disappears at some point and repeat.

Camera appears in one of their houses -> the person takes the camera around with them (A does it with reluctance, B, C and D will all have their reasons/ motivations.) -> At some point the camera 'disappears' and moves to the next person (may be a random order) -> Repeat

There would be a YouTube channel where the videos appear. I don't really know what I have in mind for the channel I have 2 ideas. The first idea is that the people don't upload their respective video's they just appear on the channel, they have access of the channel but none of them can delete the videos. The second idea is that they do upload them as a way of just trying to make heads or tails of the situation. The one thing I'm not too sure on is the idea that they can't see the other's video's, like A can only see theirs but not B, C or D's.

To be honest this could be it's own thing and not a Slenderverse ARG, I think I just said Slenderverse cause camera's and supernatural stuff.

Still, unless I can get help or more time this will just be an idea. I think I'll just leave this here and add to it as I go. Still don't know if anyone will see this but at least I got my thoughts out there, so there we go

Please take good care of them!