I Wrote A Song

I wrote a song😨

I have the lyrics, just not the BGM.

“Pitiful Waste” - Lapis

TW

Lyrics:

If you or someone else is struggling, ask for help.

To all the people who are suffering or considering harming themselves, this is for you.

He’ll never be a real guy.

He knows it.

He always asks himself ‘why,’

‘Why was I born like this?’

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The cuts increased on his left arm

He used anything he could to harm himself

From broken chargers to plastic stars

Or the mint ribbon on the shelf

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The pain escalates and hurts

It stays season to season

He’s getting worse and worse

He hasn’t told anyone

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

When he ends it,

It’ll all be gone.

No more Lapis,

Just this dumb song.

eleventh month, eleventh day, eleventh hour

2 minutes of silence to honour their sacrifice

in the face of danger they did not cower

though we may have won, it wasn't worth the price

she's playing the guitar and we're singing a song

when our eyes meet, the world fades away

now it's just the two of us, singing along

and, in my mind, you're mine. always.

it's just you and me casually walking

all around us the red leaves falling

falling like i did for you

only their fall isn't half as cruel

i feel so scared of losing you

but i still wish I could let you go

just trust me when i tell you

if I did let you go, you would know

i'm really tired of life

what's the point of anything

if feeling brings me strife

someday my soul's gonna stop singing