I Wrote A Song

I wrote a song😨

I have the lyrics, just not the BGM.

“Pitiful Waste” - Lapis

TW

Lyrics:

If you or someone else is struggling, ask for help.

To all the people who are suffering or considering harming themselves, this is for you.

He’ll never be a real guy.

He knows it.

He always asks himself ‘why,’

‘Why was I born like this?’

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The cuts increased on his left arm

He used anything he could to harm himself

From broken chargers to plastic stars

Or the mint ribbon on the shelf

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The pain escalates and hurts

It stays season to season

He’s getting worse and worse

He hasn’t told anyone

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

When he ends it,

It’ll all be gone.

No more Lapis,

Just this dumb song.

eleventh month, eleventh day, eleventh hour

2 minutes of silence to honour their sacrifice

in the face of danger they did not cower

though we may have won, it wasn't worth the price

for those people in my personal life who don't know I write a lot:

sometimes I wonder what it'd be like to share my art with you;

so many of you don't know how truly dark my mind can be...

we were strangers & now we're home,

I guess some things really do work out:

autumnal attraction towards unknowns,

I guess some things really are symmetry,

fragmentation is narration without family,

I guess some things really do seek the light,

relationships can communicate coexistence,

I guess we were always together in some way;

thank you for being my home & my better half. 

sometimes I wish I were dead

cause the voices in my head

they make me feel pain

they drive me insane

rivers of red streaming down my arms

I really wish i didn't cause myself harm

cause when you start, it feels like you can never stop

and when you stop all you really want to do is drop

(dead)