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I Wrote A Song
I wrote a song😨
I have the lyrics, just not the BGM.
“Pitiful Waste” - Lapis
TW
Lyrics:
If you or someone else is struggling, ask for help.
To all the people who are suffering or considering harming themselves, this is for you.
He’ll never be a real guy.
He knows it.
He always asks himself ‘why,’
‘Why was I born like this?’
It hurts too much.
The world is full of hate.
His life sucks,
A pitiful waste.
The cuts increased on his left arm
He used anything he could to harm himself
From broken chargers to plastic stars
Or the mint ribbon on the shelf
It hurts too much.
The world is full of hate.
His life sucks,
A pitiful waste.
The pain escalates and hurts
It stays season to season
He’s getting worse and worse
He hasn’t told anyone
It hurts too much.
The world is full of hate.
His life sucks,
A pitiful waste.
When he ends it,
It’ll all be gone.
No more Lapis,
Just this dumb song.
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